Fight For Love 2: Fighting Till The End

Chapter 12: One down

Scarlet' POV.

"Anong sinabi? Scarlet-"

"Plano sa future? Plano sa buhay? Para saan 'yun? Nakaka-gago ka talaga kahit kailan.. May plano na tayo... diba? I thought this will last for a lifetime! All this time i thought everything will be better-but now?, I'm just thinking of one thing to end this. . . . Why don't we just, break-up?"

Wala na kong maisip na desisyon, pareho nalang kaming nahihirapan sa sitwasyon na 'to, sawa na ko talaga, hindi kona kaya, i cannot stand within this lalo na sobrang bigat na ng atraso ngayon ni silver sa'kin, bukod sa hindi nanaman niya pag tupad sa mga pangako niya, nagloko siya, niloko niya ko, gago talaga siya.

"S-scarlet naman." sinubukan niya akong hawakan sa kamay pero lumayo nanaman ako.

"Silver, hindi kapaba nag sasawa? Sinabi mo din minsan diba sawa kana sa ganitong sitwasyon?, i think it's the best for the both of us if we seperate this time." nkaa ngiti kong pakiusap sa kaniya pero hindi padin tumitigil sa pagtulo ang mga luha ko, fvck.

Bigla naman dumating si Xyra kasama si Krisha at akmang susugod na si krisha kay silver pero pinigilan siya ni Xyra.

"Scarlet, i can explain. . . I didn't really do it i--"

"I know, i know. But still it hurts--"

"I will do anything, just please don't leave me."

"Anything?"

"Yeah, anything. J-just please scarlet. . . Just please don't--"

"Mahal mo ko diba?" ngumiti ako ng napaka tamis sa kaniya, pero pakiramdam ko habang tinutuloy ko itong ngiting 'to patuloy akong nadudurog sa loob, pakiramdam ko namamatay na ang sistema ko at sasabog na ang puso ko.

"S-scarlet naman, syempre mahal kita--"

"Then, let go of me." i smiled again, hinawakan ko ang kamay ko at nakita ko mismo sa dalawang mata ko ang unang luhang nakita kong pumatak sa mata niya, shit.

It's the first time i saw him cry and im the reason, im a bit guilty for doing this to him, pero para sakaniya din kasi at para sa'kin ayaw kong nahihirapan siya, ayaw kong maging sagabal sa kaniya sa mga gusto niyang gawin, i hope he will be happy and i hope he can do whatever he wants sa oras na bitawan ko na siya.

Pakiramdam ko, masyado ko na siyang sinasakal. Hindi na siguro siya masaya dahil hindi na niya nagagawa ang gusto niya because he's spending more time with me, and i don't want that-- i want him to be happy.

Besides, masasanay din siyang wala ako sa tabi niya and im sure he will find someone better-- better than me.

"Scarlet, don't do this to me. I can't do this without you-- im afraid to lose you."

Humigpit ang pag hawak niya sa kamay ko, tinignan ko sina xyra at mukhang hindi alam ni krisha ang nangyayari but i saw xyra, she nodded and i knew what she meant by that.

"Silver. . . Im also afraid of losing you, im not someone with over the top confidence, you know that i get jelous easily i get mad easily when other girls are around you, minsan nahuhuli ko nalang yung sarili kong naka tingin sa ding-ding, iniisip na, there are lots of girls out there who have lot's of offer than me, whether it's looks, personality, and i guess im kinda selfish because i only want you to myself, and it's time to set you free, gusto ko mag pakasaya ka, gusto ko magawa mo lahat ng gusto mo, i hope you find your true happiness silver. . ." tinignan ko siya sa mata at hinigpitan ang pag hawak ko sa kamay niya, his second tears fell off his eyes and i can't help but to wipe does, i smiled again and laughed "i enjoyed spending a year with you silver, and im hopefully blessed that i met you and you came into my life. . . But i guess this time, this is goodbye, always remember that i've loved you. . .  be happy, even without me. "