Embracing the Chaos (Eclipse Series #1)

Chapter 14

Nakahiga ako ngayon at titig na titig lang sa may ceiling ng kwarto ko. I can't help but to roll and roll over in my bed, nagtitili pa ako sa sobrang kilig.

Para tuloy akong tanga.

I punched my pillow pa nga. It's already 4 a.m and I'm still wide awake here. Gising na gising pa ang diwa ko at hindi mapakali habang naggugulong gulong ako sa may kama.

"Hindi 'yon panaginip, right? Hinatid niya pa nga ako dito e!" Sinubsob ko ang sarili sa una at doon nagtitili.

Ang sabi ng mga maids pagkauwi ko ay umalis din si Mommy the same day for her business gathering in Canada. So, basically she doesn't know about me ditching my violin class and me sneaking out to go to Baguio.

Unless the instructor tell her so.

Hinila ko ang phone ko na nasa may bed side table. I decided to talk to my instructor first about what happened. I explained and reasoned out about me having a headache and I stayed with Wyn the whole time. Sinabi ko rin na kakauwi ko lang ng bahay ngayon.

Then inopen ko na ang gallery ko, I started to look at the picture I took in Baguio with Axel. May iilan pa rito na blurred ang kuha, id-delete ko na sana ang mga 'yon nang makitang may mga pictures din pala kami ni Axel na cute.

Ahh, eto 'yong pinilit ko pa siya kagabi na magpicture kami together. He's looking at me in this pic while frowning and it's visible here that he's sulking.

He also said na it's not that necessary. Tinimer ko lang naman ang phone ko and pinatong sa bench just to take this. Tapos sasabihin niya lang na hindi ito necessary?

The scenery here is also nice and feels so cozy. If I could stay there for a little while, I will. Napatitig ako sa pic namin, blur talaga in a way that it looks so aesthetic. Paano na naman ang likot niya kasi, he's even murmuring.

I get it, alam ko na dinala niya ako ng baguio to kill some time and to escape the town. Pero kasi, it's the first time someone brought me their safe place!

"It's past four but i'm still awake," Bulong ko habang nakatingin sa pic na 'yon, umayos na ako ng higa. "Who will I bug at this hour?" Tanong ko.

I decided to go to insta na lang muna para magpa-antok. Should I story this picture kaya? Malabo man 'to parang ang relasyon lang namin, but you can recognized Axel in here naman.

"I'll ask him first, para sure." Bulong ko.

Baka kasi magalit siya sa akin or his management if I post without his consent. Baka kasi hindi naman pala sila allowed maki-interact or something with someone tulad nito.

sachives

hey, can i story our pic sa baguio?

sige na ssob, payag na u mwehehe.

axlcache

do as you please then.

sachives

can i post it too?

omg ka ang bait mo talaga bff!

Napangisi ako dahil sa sagot nito, pero 'yong huli kong sinabi sineen niya lang! Okay, at least he agreed about it. So, he's still awake pala? Kanina hindi naman kasi siya online tapos nang nagmessage ako bigla nalang siyang naging active.

I posted it and tag his main account para mas cool. I jokingly captioned about our date kanina, ay date ba? K.

It's not date but I'll consider it as one.

Date as a friend, ay mali kasi as a casual hooman being to each other pala :))

had so much fun last night kaso mukhang madadagdagan na naman ata ang friends ko, ouch langz <//3