Embracing the Chaos (Eclipse Series #1)

Chapter 01

"Ano na naman ba 'to, Sachi?"

Hindi ko pinansin ang reklamo ni Wyn na naglalakad sa tabi ko. Probably she's nagging at me again for doing this, last na for today, promise!

Dumeretso ako papasok sa loob ng library para tignan kung bakante pa ba ang paborito naming spot dito, napangisi ako.

'Dito makikita namin agad ang Eclipse lalong lalo na si Axel once na pumasok sila dito. I'm still holding the clear photocopy version of Axel's schedule in my left hand, looking at it carefully.

Tama naman ang nakasulat. They will be here in a few more minutes. Alas onse pasado pa lang at alas dose pa ang dismissal nila sa isa nilang core subject. Buti na lang at vacant, free time!

"This is my only chance to see him after your deal, let me take a look na!"

Eto na lang ang huling chance na makita ko siya for today. Well, college and shs building are different campus plus it's pretty far from each other pa. So, I'm really having a hard time to find him!

Naupo kami sa usual spot namin dahil luckily, bakante. Hinila ko na lang si Wyn na masama na ang tingin sa'kin. Maybe she's too embarrass to join me and to do this with me.

Eh, ano naman ba ngayon? Ako naman ang mapapahiya if ever man, not her actually. Baka i-damay ko lang siya kasi aports since diaper naman kami, 'di ba?

"Sach this isㅡ" I cut her off.

"I'll buy you a lunch!" Ayan na lang ang nasabi ko para manahimik na siya.

Mabilis na parang maamong tupa naman siya na kusang umupo sa may harapan ko at tulad ko naglagay din ito ng libro na pantakip mukha. Good, napakabait naman kapag may libre.

Buti na lang I grabbed some books na nakita ko kanina sa shelves para hindi halata na landi lang ang habol ko dito. Keme lang gan'on.

Atsaka, may quiz din kami next subject which is GenMath, this is the right time to study. It does count as study session narin kaya! It's more like I'm hitting a two birds in one stone, so.

I'm so genius in that part!

Madali talagang kausap si Wyn basta masuhulan mo siya ng pagkain or anything that could benefit her. I don't know why she's a sucker for libre.

"We are here, because?" She asked.

"Review." Inosente akong ngumiti.

Nagulat ako nang lumapit siya upang tuktukan ako sa ulo. Agad na sumama ang tingin ko sa kan'ya dahil sa ginawa niyang 'yon. Tangina nito, masakit!

"Puta ka!" I almost shout, annoyed.

"Puta ka rin." She calmly said as she crossed her legs. When our eyes met, it darted on me. "Hindi ka nagr-review, girl! Allergic ka nga r'on, so not me."

"Lul," I rolled my eyes at her remarks.

Alam niya naman pala e? True naman na I'm not a study conscious type of person. I'm not academically pressured by my mother either. Siguro, we're all built differently by our parents?

"So, we're here for that Fortugues guy?" She asked when she realized things.. "Ulit?" Nayayamot na tanong nito.

Slow naman. Ano pa nga ba? Why would I waste my time here if it's not for him? Tulad nga ng sabi nito, hindi naman ako nag-aaral sa library.

Hindi rin ako nag-aaral na literal, nakaasa na ata ako sa tulong niya. Like when I have to study, I will. If I have no choice, d'on lang talaga ako magsisikap.

I'm not gifted academically. Basta ba passing grades, okay na 'yon sa akin. I really hate forcing myself to do things I don't actually love to do.

Naiisip ko na lang, maybe there's a certain dream for me that I would end up loving. I'm not rushing my pace, I can wait until I realized what things excites me the most.