I'm not a fan (Harry Styles Fanfic) *COMPLETED*

Chapter35-I cant.

Well helllooooo sexyyy. ;)

jokes..

This is another episode of RIDICULOUSNESS.

I wish (:

How are you?

Oh that's good love.

I'm good too

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Harry's P.O.V:

"Harry, I can't love you."Julia mumbled as tears dribbled down her face.

Her words pierced through me like knives, I knew that she would say that.. I was, always told that you can't force someone to love you, but I never believed it..

"I understand" I closed my eyes, waiting for the knife to cut through my skin.

"No you don't, you don't understand!" She yelled.

"Okay" I opened my eyes and looked at her beautiful face.

I put my hand on her face and looked into her eyes.

She swatted my hand with a disgust look on her face.

"Harry.. I'm sorry but I can't love someone who is going to break my heart" She cried.

I shut my eyes intensely, and tried to hold back the tears from rolling.

I waited for the cold knife to shoot through my skin like a bullet.

But it didn't,

I waited.

..And waited..

...And waited...

....And waited....

.....And waited.....

I opened my eyes, wondering why the cold blade hadn't hit my body.

Where was Julia?

I looked around the room and then made my way into the bathroom..

She was sitting on the tiles with her back facing me.

"JULIA NO!" I screamed, as the razor blade began to cut through her skin.

I pushed the razor out from her hand, and gripped onto her arm inspecting every small detail.

11 Cuts, with blood drooling from each one.

She was cutting herself? Oh lord no!

"I-Im sorry Harry" She stuttered.

"Shh, babe it's alright." I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her forehead.

"My cuts hurt" she half-smiled.

I quickly stood up and ran to the kitchen.

I grabbed; a glass of water, cotton buds, salt and the first aid kit.

I ran back into the bathroom and poured some salt into the glass of water. Then I grabbed a cotton bud, dipped it into the salty water and then dabbed it onto 1 of the 11 cuts that were spread across Julia's arm. I opened the first aid kit, took out a bandaid and then placed it on the cut. I did the exact same thing to every other cut and then wrapped a bandage around her arm.

"You should probably take a shower and get dressed." I chuckled.

She nodded her head as I walked out of the bathroom, turned on my iPod and listened to 'Little Things.'

"And I won't let these little things, slip out of my mouth" I sang.

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"So, you guys took a while, what happened?" Liam asked, as I walked down the stairs, and into the lounge room.

"She can't love me..but she won't kill me" I answered.

"I told you! She wouldn't even hurt a fly" Louis chuckled.

"... She cut herself, Eleven times to be precise" I sighed.

"WHAT" Niall yelled spitting out his potatoes.

"She.. cut...her...self" I restated.

"Why would she do that?" Zayn questioned.

"Because, she didn't want to kill me" I answered, truthfully.

"Oh.." They all mumbled in unison.

"Well, it's over now.." I whispered as Julia came into the lounge room wearing Mickey Mouse pyjamas.

"Hey guys, All nighter, Pleaaaaase?" She moaned.

"Sure babe" Zayn answered smoothly.

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"Follow me" Julia whispered in my ear.

I looked at her as she pulled me outside.

It was raining?

"Harry, thank you for sort of saving me back there.. It's sort of made me think.." Julia giggled.

"What about?" I smiled holding her hands in mine.

"About you" She said before slamming her lips on mine.

I bit her bottom lip asking for entrance but she denied.

I tugged at her hair and then I let my hands explore her body, as I tried to make her moan.

FINALLY, she moaned, so I quickly took my chance to slide my tongue into her mouth.

She smiled into the kiss and put her arms around my neck pulling me in closer.

This was the moment that I've been waiting for.

Today I can finally say that I've kissed the girl I love, in the rain.

We pulled away as I looked into her glossy blue eyes.

"I love you too Harry" she smiled, moving the hair from my forehead.

"Can you be my girlfriend? P-please" I stuttered.

"Well.. Sure, why not!" She said, as she got on her tippy toes and kissed my forehead.

We walked back into the house hand-in-hand.. now to tell the boys.

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Yep this is a stupid chapter e.e

So everyone lets go buy some waffles? EHHH?!

-does gangnam style dance-

;)

Harry Gangnam Styles.

WOOP WOOP

I LOVE NIALL'S PART IN LITTLE THINGS, OMFGGGG.

Youll never love yourself, half as much as I love you.. You'll never treat yourself right, darlin, but I want you too.. If I let you know I'm here, for you.. Maybe you'll love yourself, like I love you.

kbye.

-teddy xo