I Hate You But Love You A Little More

Chapter 1 - Relationship

Deepika POV

I woke up at 8 as my alarm rang. I hate mornings! I just hate them. Why does work has to be in the morning? God! My life hasn't been too great lately. Work is fine but here I am talking about my personal one. I and Ranbir (Kapoor) have been dating for 3 years now. But some thing is just not right. I fell there is something wrong but I just know what. I mean everything was ok, it has to be it's been 3 yeas but all of a sudden I fell like I am not that important to him anymore as if there is something he is hiding from me. I don't know maybe I am over thinking it.

"Didi! Wake up na it's 8:30!" Priyanka says. Bringing me back to reality. Priyanka is my little sister. She is 20. Three years younger than me. I live with my parents and sister in Mumbai. My dad is a business man and my mom does social service. When I graduated Dad wanted me to join his business. But I had other plans. I didn't want to be known as Mr. Padukone's daughter. I wanted my own identity. I was never ambitious but just didn't want to depend on some one either.

"Coming Pari! Coming..." I said. I quickly got up from bed. Brushed my teeth, showered, etc. Then came down for breakfast. My/our house in a duple flat. My room is on the second floor. The dinning, kitchen, living room and guest room was in the first floor.

[Deepika - DP

Priyanka - P

Mom - DPM

Dad - DPD

Ranbir - RK]

DPM: Good morning beta. Had good sleep?

DP: Good morning! Ya slept well, where is dad?

P: He had to leave early some meeting and stuff.

DP: Oh!

DPM: DePe what's up with Ranbir? All ok na?

DP: Humm...

DPM: DePe say it beta. You can't lie to me I know you better.

DP: I don't know Ma it's just he is always too busy and I don't know if it's just me or is he hiding something I should know.

P: May be he has someone else in his life haha!

I don't know why but that comment hit me. I know Pari (Priyanka) was just pulling me leg but what if it is true. What if ...

DPM: Oh shut up Pari! DePe don't worry every relationship has it's ups and downs give it some time everything will be fine.

P: Sorry DePe :(

DP: Arree! Idiot it's ok chill.

P: Hehe! Acha drop me to collage na Dad's not here.

DP: Ok See you in the evening ma! Bye!

P: Bye mom!

DPM: Bye beta.

-----dropped Pari and in the office----

Calling Ranbir...

Ranbir is a industrialist's son. His principals in life is different than mine. He doesn't care about his own identity. Actually we are very different when you think in this aspect. We were in collage together. He was known as the rich brat. He was not a brat but ya he didn't care about studies at all. We had common friends and one day he just asked me out and I liked him so I said ok. Everything worked out perfectly and we were a couple. Does he love me? Well the way he has been behaving lately I even have suspicions if he even likes me or not. Do I love him? I don't know. I am a emotional person so I get very attached. I fear loosing him, he is a big part of my life, after all 3 years is a long time. But love; I don't know the answer to that.