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Sinking

I walked through the empty halls of the hospital, my bare feet feeling cold against the floor.

I run a hand through my hair, it has been getting so long lately i can barely see where I'm going.

It's dark, everyone is back into their rooms and the halls are quite.

The street lights cast dark shadows on the walls opposite the rows of windows, giving the hall a lugubrious feel.

Lately I haven't been feeling much.

The dose of pills they put me on to calm my anger and anxiety and panick attacks and depression and...

It just makes me feel numb.

I don't really mind, it's peaceful not feeling anything.

It's kind of like drowning.

Not hearing anything in the water, feeling the cold slowly make my hands and my feet numb.

And then sinking.

Feeling so disconnected from the world as I slowly fall down, it's peaceful.

But it's a little scary too.