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"Well sorry Jimin, but I have a pretty busy schedule, so we'll be heading to my dressing room." Said Hosoek as he looked down at Jimin before leading Yoongi further down the hallway.

It frustrated Jimin how close the two were.

He bit his lip, trying not to recall the look of superiority J-Hope had given him, noor the unnecessary skinship between the two.

Then he started to ponder on why he was so drawn to Yoongi though he knew he was taken.

Quickly, his thoughts drifted to his insecurities. As an idol but aslo as a person he had been thinking for a long m time that he wasn't enough yet.

His face wasn't that special and his body still wasn't perfect.

He brought his hand to his lip and bit the nail of his thumb, a habit he had picked up when he was angry at himself for something.

He wanted to diet, to be able to fit in better with Jungkook and Taehyung and to prove to himself he was just as good as J-hope.

But deep inside, he knew it wasn't possible, because J-hope was tall, lean, fit and handsome, because J-Hope was rich and more successful than he could ever dream to b-

"Minnie!" Sang Taehyung as he launched into the boy to give him a tight hug. "Haven't seen you this frustrated in a long time." He said teasingly.

Jimin chuckled, pushing all his negative though away and looking at his old friend.

A few seconds later, they were joined by the youngest and their manager.

Before they walked to the elevator, Jimin did notice the very small look tall manager had shot the blond that entered the dressing room.

It was a feeling so strong that it made his eyes sparkle slightly.

The small smile on his face made Jimin think of love, though it seemed more like endearment than romantic feelings.

It reminded Jimin that the older still owes him and explanation.

A/N:

happy 30th chapter!