A Smile Can Hide Anything

Chapter 63

~Phil's POV~

5 weeks later

I sat quietly in deep thought on the couch in the lounge as Dan was at work, Elinna playing with her dolls on the floor and Brendon on my lap. I opened the envelope that contained me and Dan's bills for this month. The bill for this month was £1,456 pounds. I stare in utter shock at the bill, catching Elinna's attention.
"What's wrong daddy?" Elinna questioned me.
"Oh, nothing sweetie." I tell Elinna, sighing softly. I throw the bill onto the stack of bills on the table across from me. I glanced at Brendon, looking into his eyes to find salvation. Brendon smiled at me to reveal his first tooth on the lower bottom.
"Ooh! Bubba has his first tooth growing in, huh?" I praise, making Brendon smile huge.
"Pooh's home!" Elinna yells, as she takes off running to the door as she hears a click of the door opening.
"Hey beautiful." Dan hugs Elinna, looking exhausted.
"What's wrong Dan?" I ask Dan almost immediately.
"Oh, its just tough having a actual job and not getting paid enough." He sighs, taking Brendon into his arms.
"Beebo has his first tooth!" Dan sheiks.
"He's getting so big isn't he?"
Dan set Brendon in his packn'play.
"How much is the bill this month?" Dan asks me, taking off his suit jacket.
"£1,456 which is kinda less than last months bill." Dan sighs heavily.
"Phil, we can't keep doing this." Dan explains.
"I know Dan." I place my head on Dan's shoulder. "What are we gonna do?"
"I don't know..." Dan says, looking at the kids in pity. "We might have to sell our stuff... maybe even the house."
I frown at Dan. Tears forming in my eyes, I burrow my face into Dan's chest.
"This is a living nightmare." I cry.
"Shhhh​, its alright baby." Dan comforts me.
"But the bills are piling high, we can barley buy clothes and food." I rant.
"Phil?" Dan hesitates.
"Yes Dan?"
"I think it would be best if we put the kids back up for adoption."

//A/N: Salutations guys! So... TØP CAME BACK!!!! JUMPSUIT IS SO LIT!!!! The one part of Jumpsuit reminds me of my frens: "I'll be right there, But you'll have to grab my throat and lift me in the air, If you need anyone, I'll stop my plans, But you'll have to tie me down and then break both hands, If you need anyone." I feel like Tyler is so hot in it also, but isn't he always hot??? The one part when Tyler's running away from the guy on the horse in the river makes me feel really depressed, cause it makes me imagine if he was running from his demons in Blurryface. I dunno, its hard to explain, it just makes me sad. And I thought about this: Remember when I posted that picture that Kelly Joseph like my comment? Well, she liked it on June 11th and TØP released new songs and officially came off of hiatus July 11th... See what I mean??? I feel like I might have something to do with it... Probably not but its just a thought. And TØP is coming to Detroit, Michigan October 24th and I MUST GO. But, I need to save my money for Interactive Introvert merch. Alright, Remember: "Stay Strong, Live On, And Power To The Local Dreamer."//