Chapter 44: Remember December

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Demi Lovato Fan Fiction

Book 1: It Was A Mistake But I am Unbroken Now

Book 2: Here We Go Again When Two Worlds Collide

Book 3: Love is Loud Enough to Stop Hate

Book 4: That's How You Know to Believe in Me

Book 5: Let it Go For the Gift of a Friend

Chapter 44: Remember December

When I finally composed myself I went to the music room. Writing a song about this is the only thing that is going to stop me from breaking down and relapsing. I played guitar and wrote everything down until I had a song. I was recording it an hour later.

I want be your first priority,

but I can’t ask you to choose me over them.

I love you more than words compare,

If I have to let you go then I will.

You’re my life,

but I can’t see you hurt.

Go to them, go to them,

I’ll be okay for now.

Go to them, go to them,

that’s what’s best for you.

Leave me, leave me,

I can’t put you through all this.

My life has been blessed with the presence of you.

Walking down the hall,

And holding my hand with you.

Just know I’ll always care.

I’m not good for you,

don’t ruin your life for me.

The pain will go away,

You’ll find someone better.

You’re my life,

but I can’t see you hurt.

Go to them, go to them,

I’ll be okay for now.

Go to them, go to them,

that’s what’s best for you.

Leave me, leave me,

I can’t put you through all this.

I can’t hurt you anymore.

I can’t handle this pain.

I wanna be your first priority,

but you have to choose them over me.

I stopped recording and saw Demi in the doorway. “Don’t say anything,” I told her.

She walked in further, “Just tell me what happened.”

“They asked him to choose.”

“And you put yourself out of the picture,” she finished.

I nodded, “I didn’t know what else to do.”

“Kayla, you know he loves you. He would do anything for you.”

“But he was putting himself in a million different directions. He didn’t know who he was, what he wanted, or who his true friends were.”

“Everybody goes through that time in their life. You didn’t do that to him. I went through a period like that too. I had a lot of problems and I was surrounded by people who didn’t really care. It took a long time to realize who the friends were that did care. Dylan is going through that time now, but that’s not your fault.”

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