my life in art ✿ blue lock

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this shit lowk fell off ‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
also school is kicking my ass and frying my brain cells so this shit sucks lowk ‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥

"update?" "update pls" i got u my bbgs 😈😈😈😈

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"we're going again" rin said sternly for what felt like the millionth time. you couldn't help but let out a loud groan as you fell backwards against the turf. "we've done it like fifty times already, rin, and each time was better than the last"

rin stood over your frame, you looking up at him as he glared down at you. "if you thought any of those were good, you have no future as a football player," he spat before turning away to walk back towards the ball. "now get the hell up, idiot"

"..or else you'll never get your chance against my brother"

your ears perked up at that and your eyes fell towards rin, who had his back towards you. "oh so you support our future marriage?"

rin scoffed, "you're so damn delusional. i'm only telling you this so you'll get off your ass"

"technically.. i'm on my back-"

"do you want me to drag you up myself?" rin turned to glare. "cause i will and i have a feeling you won't like how rough i wanna be with you"

heat rose to your face and you just knew that a blush began to adorn your cheeks. based on your reaction, a blush also appeared on rin's face and he turned away once more with an annoyed scoff. "don't get any ideas. i have no means for a romantic- or a.. sexual relationship with you"

"i never asked for one," a quick retaliation sounded from you and rin couldn't help but feel his heart rate slow down from the situation not even two minutes prior. "good." rin said simply.

a sort of uncomfortable silence surrounded the room and you hated it. you stared up at the ceiling, at the blinding lights that illuminated the field you and rin occupied. your mind began to wander and you eventually came to wonder why you and rin couldn't have a normal relationship like you do with the others.
then, you wondered if you even had a normal relationship with the others.

for some reason, you were beginning to feel a tinge of loneliness despite being surrounded by so many people all the time.

you sighed loudly and allowed for your eyes to cast over towards rin once more. "so you were encouraging me" your statement made rin grow stiff. "what the hell are you on about now?"

"about your brother," you looked back up towards the blinding lights. "you said i'd never have a chance of facing him if i didn't do this with you and you know that i like your brother. so you were encouraging me"

only silence came from rin and you didn't bother to look towards him this time. you got up instead and knocked your shoulder into rins upper arm - as you weren't able to reach his shoulder - before stealing the ball from his possession. "im only doing this because i know you want to face your brother too"

he scoffed. "i don't just wanna face him," rin stole the ball back and moved sideways to run up the field so you would follow. "i wanna beat him.." he easily moved passed your defenses despite failing to do so before. "make him regret giving up on me" rin spat and knocked heavily into your shoulder to force his score into the goal.

you watched from your place on the ground as rin breathed heavily after his goal. "so that's what he did to you" you concluded and rin quickly turned to say something but stopped once his eyes fell on you. his mouth was still open as if to say something but quickly closed it before making his way towards you.

"you just wanna show him how much you've grown without him, don't you?"

rin looked down at you once again and quickly looked away. you could see the slight blush as he mumbled something to himself- something you couldn't hear. "just shut up and take my hand if you want me to help you up" and then rin began counting down from five with his hand pushed outwards towards you.

as soon as rin reached 'two' you grasped onto his hand with your left hand and onto his wrist with your right. rin stopped counting and looked at you once more, then to your linked hands, then back onto you. "you're an idiot" he muttered and pulled you up.

you were now standing directly in front of him, a step closer and your body would've been perfectly pressed into his. "is that your way of affection?" you spoke softly and your eyes cast downwards at your still joined hands.

"what" he spat and glared down at you, who was looking down at your guys' hands. rins glare fell and you looked up at him to find him staring right back at you. something was different about his eyes- you could easily tell. it annoyed you that you just didn't know what. the only obvious difference was that there wasn't that usual hardness. you never hated that rin was insanely good at hiding his emotions more than in this moment.

only rin knew that he stared down at you with an unfamiliar adoration in his eyes. it was something he came to realize - despite it taking so long - was reserved only for you, and he hoped that one day, your adoration would only be reserved for him as well.

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