MARRIED TO MY EX'S BROTHER //PJM FANFICTION

REBUILD

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JIMIN POV

A sudden bad filling run through my blood , when I saw that mess yet dreadful condition of the girl . Though I never interfere with someone's life but seeing her this mess I wanted to help as a genuine humanity that I should show to her. I gave her hand to grab & stand up but for good few minute she stare at my hand maybe be thinking some deep thought. I waited for her & yeah after Five minutes  she stood up grabbing my hand.

Y/N POV

When he offered his hand showed genuine concern for someone like me maybe it's almost midnight, maybe he was helping me. Not giving further any thought I grabbed his hand & stood up. But as soon as I got up, I snatched away my hand from him though he was not looking like a type of bad person but I have no faith in anyone.

"You okay right ?"  - the guy spoke up .

I looked up at him now I saw his features carefully he was looking like an angel but I can't see him like this with my current situation. So I turn away & spoke " why ? You are so caring for even though you don't know me? " - my voice was hoarse cause from crying so much.
Then the guy spoke - " miss I was just showing a genuine human should do seeing a person in this condition, I have no interest in you or taking care & it's a suggestion go to your house it's not safe for u being here."

I spoke up not giving up a thought in speaking the next word I said to him" thanks but not thanks cause you'll not teach me what to do or not go away & mind your business " .
I turned around & went to my car to reach home that's what I was going to do even though I gave a thought that he was right but I shrugged off . Cause I was devastated at that time to think properly.

JIMIN POV

Ooh first time a girl left me dumbfounded by giving me this rude reply. I felt fool of myself to help her though she was tough girl to not melt in someone's charm , but for me how can't she? I let it be & went to my car to drive my destination.

Y/N POV

I reached my house & throw myself in the bed & again cried hard enough to let out all my emotions I was feeling so disgusted at myself to love someone unconditionally. Not knowing how he was back stabbing me all these time.

After good hour I felt tired the tears no longer coming from my eyes. I got up saw the time 2:07am midnight; I sighed & went to take good warm shower after again spending a lot of time in taking bath I came & again felt tired so I slept in bathrobe not caring to wore clothes properly.

Time skip.

I woke up as sunlight was direct in face , I search for my phone & saw time 10:37am. I throw my blanket & stood up to call my colleague to apply for my leave.

After getting the leave from my colleague's help I went to washroom I was in bathrobe & the eyes were puffy & swollen. Now I realized this my eyes were paining too along with head. I did my morning routine & wore my casual clothes. I didn't have energy so I didn't eat up nor made anything.

( Yes Y/N leaves alone)

I was lying down in my bed scrolling through my phone deleting all my memories with that bastard. I removed my wallpaper of him & I too. Yes this is childish but now seeing his face anywhere & everywhere I hated very much to just clear off anyhow. He made me miserable yet disgusting at the same time to love him. I again cried & slept keeping the phone away.

Time skip

As I woke my head was still in pain , I searched for my pain killer tablets but was not getting even though searching up a lot. A sudden weakness took over me I tried but failed getting up. I reached to my nightstand taking the phone & ordered the medicine online along with simple porridge. As I was not in the condition to prepare for myself anything.

After an hour I took up my medicine & food so I sat on the couch . I ate up first even though not willing to eat but for taking the pain killer I have to either wise it will not remove the pain physically. Though the emotional pain in my heart was something was not curable at all.
I did all my routine somehow & slept.

AFTER 1 WEEK

This whole week I was doing my work in office overtime to just distract myself or say indulge myself to not gave a thought about jihyun anyhow. I was started to be cold more & being harsh upon myself more so thinking that I'll not repeat my mistake anymore.

I was typing in laptop when Yunji came & suggested me to leave for home so I said I'll be on minutes & she left after an hour or so I left for my home .

Time skip

As I was doing my dishes I listened to some pop songs to once again keep up with my energy to not feel down anymore.

I have already lost a lot of weight this week due to not eating properly cause of my overthinking obviously but was trying to put up with my life track again.

As I was doing my night routine, my phone rang vigorously on my bed. I went & picked up my phone my mother chimed cheerfully - "hello my baby boo what's up huh no call for long time??" Interrogating me. 

I spoke up " sorry mom I was a bit busy".

"No worry my daughter you just be fine that's enough for me"- my mother spoke I got a bit emotional so I tear up a bit. 

Listening to my sniffing sound she laugh a bit and spoke the next thing which gave me goose bumps all over my body !

(What happened next what you think ?)

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