Holding Onto Youth

By DoomedMolecule

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Sierra Leones finds herself in the center of drama just as four measly teenage boys wiggle their way into her... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42

Chapter 30

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By DoomedMolecule



SIERRA




"Love is for those sick of loneliness."




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"Can we go sight seeing today?" I questioned while mindlessly running my fingers through Xavier's hair as he laid on my chest. We were currently relaxing near the  pool on one of the lounge chairs. The place was warm and windy, with only a few people here. Xavier groaned, rubbing his face against my chest for comfort.

"Sure, why not?" 

"Do you wanna come, Percy?" He sighed, looking down at his feet before rising from the chair.

"Yeah whatever!" He mumbled before heading into the pool. Girls longingly stared at him as he stretched his lean, muscled body. Xavier sat up and yanked me by the legs to pull me closer to him as I squealed.

"What's up with him?"

"I don't know! I'd ask Ander but I haven't seen him around lately."

"He's probably out nailing some local chick. You know how he is!" I frowned, staring at Percy as he swam around.

"He's not like himself today. I haven't been spending much time with him either! Maybe I should take him out for lunch or something." Xavier snapped his fingers in my face to gain my attention.

"Aren't we going sight seeing?"

"We can do that and I can spend time with Percy." He sighed, dropping his shoulders.

"But I just want to spend time with you. Don't you wanna spend time with me?" 

"Of course I do but we came on this trip to have fun and spend time with each other. Percy is not having fun and that is not correlating to the purpose of this trip." 

"You're absolutely right!" Xavier kissed the top of my nose and quickly tossed his shirt away.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm going for a swim!" He winked at me before quickly diving into the pool- near a sign that said no diving. I laughed as Xavier and Percy started wrestling in the water. Their laughter and screams were loud and contagious.

"What the fuck are they doing?" Toby queried while shaking his head.

"Having fun obviously!"

"Babe, you coming?" 

"No! I'll stay here with Sierra." 

"Okay!" He mumbled before kissing the top of her head and ditching his shirt.

"TOBY SAVE ME! X- KILLING- ME!" Percy screamed while Xavier kept shoving him under water every time he resurfaced.

"I GOT YOU BRO!" Toby yelled as he slapping his elbow and then jumped into the water on top of Xavier. Marisol chuckled, unwrapping a white pareo from her waist to reveal a white flora bandini.

"They are so goofy!" She says.

"I know right! We're going sight seeing in a bit. You down?"

"Hell yeah! It's so weird being back here."

"Oh you've travelled here before?"

"No! I used to live here. My mother is Dominican and my father is Parisian. I was born here but we moved to America when I was twelve." She smiled to herself, sitting beside me on my lounge chair. "Most of my family lives on the other side of the island, Monte Cristi. They were pretty upset with my mom for leaving."

"Why did you guys leave?"

"My dad got a job in America that could have changed our lives and it did-" She laughed, distantly. "but we were suffering here! The life you see these locals living doesn't mean it's the same for everyone else. As hard as it was growing up here, this was my home. It may not be the best place on Earth but it's my favorite place." I wrapped an arm around her as I laid my head on her shoulder.

"Do you miss them?"

"All the time..."



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After spending the day sight seeing and visiting all the beautiful towns and places here in the Dominican Republic, I was glad to return home. I was tired, so very tired.

"Babe, I'm just gonna go check on Percy and I'll be right back." I stated while yawning. He was pretty distant today during the trip which I thought would have helped with his very dampened mood but it seemed as if something was on his mind. 

"Xavier?" I called as I peeped out the bathroom. He was sprawled out on the bed sound asleep. I chuckled to myself before heading out the room. Percy and Ander's room was three doors down from us. I knocked on the door briefly before it flung open.

"Oh it's you!" He mumbled as the excitement on his face fell.

"Wow! No one's ever been so disappointed to see me before."

"I'm sorry! I thought it was Ander." His voice was low and sad as I followed him inside the room, closing the door behind me.

"Where is he anyway?" He shrugged plopping down on his bed and I did the same. "Everything okay between you guys?"

"Right now? No. I haven't seen him in like two days."

"Really? Did you guys get into a fight or something?"

"You can say that, I guess." He sighed, sliding closer to me to lay his head on my lap as I absentmindedly began to rub his head.

"What happened?"

"I kissed him."

"You kissed him?"

"Yes, I kissed him... on the mouth." I sighed, placing a kiss on his temple.

"I'm guessing it caught him by surprise, huh?"

"I said I was sorry Sierra. I apologized so many times but he just won't talk to me. He looked so disgusted, Sierra. Like I was an alien with three heads. I hated the way he looked at me !God, why the fuck did I even do that?" He groaned, rolling off the bed and clenching his hair at the roots. 

"Hey-"

"Why are you being so normal? I literally just told you that I'm gay and I kissed our best friend." 

"To be honest I kind of had a feeling! I live with a lesbian, Percy." 

"Your Aunt is gay?"

"A very successful gay woman, yes!" He sighed, sitting on the edge of the bed as I crawled behind him to lay my head on his shoulder and wrap my arms around him.

"He hates me so much that he rather sleep with strangers. I said I was sorry!"

"You should never be sorry for who you are! That was a very brave thing you did. Ander will come around eventually and I know it."

"And what if he doesn't? What if he hates me for the rest of his life? I just messed up our whole friendship because I couldn't control myself." He said as his voice broke. A cold substance dripped onto my arm and I hugged him tighter before sitting beside him.

"Percy, relax! If you guys are really friends, Ander will understand. He can't be mad at you because of who you are, okay? He won't be! He just needs some time to understand what happened and how he feels. No matter how this goes, you are still completely loved by all of your friends and family. You have parents that are obsessed with you and a sister that admires you, and two idiots that would do anything for you. You have me! And I love you regardless of who you chose to love, do you understand me?" He nods slowly as the tears begin to race down his cheeks. I pulled him into a tight hug, kissing the top of his head as he holds onto me.

And I continued to remind him of how much he is loved.





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So I'll be totally honest here, I was still trying to figure out who Percy was as an individual while writing. And I kept realizing that I need to figure him out before I could move forward and I kept getting stuck cuz I wanted you guys to get to know him as you did with Ander, Toby and Xavier. Soon Percy will have his personal pov but he really kept telling me that this is who he is and I just fucking ran with it. I was like okay, buddy sayless!!!!

Anyway thanks for getting this far and pleaseee do me a favor and like and comment please <3 Thank you

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