Chapter Thirty-One.
The morning of Halloween I was up way too early. I think it was around eight or so when I wandered into the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee and that’s when I saw Pattie already up, sitting at the dining room table with her bowl of yogurt along with a cup of juice. I missed these mornings and I think she did too because she sent me a wide smile and scanned me up and down.
Shoot. I totally forgot that I slept in a pair of Justin’s briefs and my cheeks became flushed with embarrassment but she held her hand up as she swallowed some juice and rolled her eyes at me.
“I’m not stupid Sophia.” She reassured me once she was done. “The two of you were married. Well, still married I guess. It’s okay.”
So instead of saying something to her I just gave her a shy smile and poured a cup of coffee before I tried to find the sugar. God, that was awkward. It’s going to be even more awkward when Justin tells them he rented a hotel for the two of us tonight because why else would we be renting a hotel? They’re obviously going to know why we want to and it’s just embarrassing. I get that they know we’ve had sex and Justin certainly isn’t shy about speaking about it but I’ve always been the conservative type, especially around his parents. If I were a parent I certainly wouldn’t want to know what my child was doing with their sex life behind closed doors.
I jumped when Justin’s hands came around my waist and literally got short of breath when they roamed down farther and brushed the place I was the weakest. Thank god my back was towards Pattie or else she totally would have seen. Typical Justin though because he was always the horniest in the morning.
“I see you found some of my briefs…” He murmured lowly into my ear. “Lookin’ sexy baby.”
“Justin.” I warned, slightly moving away from him. “Later. Not now.”
“Oh that reminds me.” He chuckled. “Mom I booked a hotel for Sophia and I to stay in later tonight after I take Jax and Jaz trick or treating. I hope that’s okay.”
Oh my god Justin. I wanted to immediately smack myself from the humiliation because when I turned around Pattie just raised her eyebrows for split second and rolled her eyes before letting out a small laugh. This was beyond awkward and I really don’t know why we have to talk about this right here and now.
“Okay.” She said.
“If you’ll excuse me I’m gonna go get ready.”
Setting my coffee mug down onto the counter, I brushed past Justin and headed down the hallway into our room. I wasn’t mad at all but I just would rather not be in there when his mother was probably piecing it together that her only son was getting laid tonight. That’s completely repulsive and embarrassing and just not what I envisioned this morning to be like.
I stripped myself of his briefs and then my shirt before I bent down to rummage through my suitcase to find an outfit for today, hearing the door suddenly open from behind me.
“Fuck.” Justin said.
My heart completely stopped for a second when I thought someone else was with him but it was just Justin, him standing there analyzing every part of my body. You’d think after knowing each other for four years he’d get over staring at me but every time I saw him naked I did the same thing so I shouldn’t exactly be a hypocrite.
“Knock next time.” I giggled. “I’m changing.”
“Baby can we please fuck? I swear it’ll only take a couple minutes. C’mon.”
And then his hands were on my ass and he was leading me to the bathroom that was attached to our room but god, I didn’t want to do this when his parents were here. We would be way too loud and as much as he said he’d be quiet he never was. He couldn’t help himself and neither could I.
“Tonight.” I said. “I promise.”
“Babe you don’t understand. I seriously need to. We usually always do a morning round but you weren’t in bed when I woke up. I’m frustrated, c’mon.”
And then he gently pushed me up against the bathroom wall and locked the door behind him, leaning over to turn on the showerhead as if he wouldn’t take no for an answer. He was way too ready and his eyes were completely filled up with nothing but lust as he continued to stare at me, his eyes roaming everywhere they wanted to.
I didn’t know what to do. I was breathless because as much as I didn’t want to do this I wanted him so badly. He knew it was my biggest weakness when he was frustrated because it just gets to me that he thinks I’m so attractive that he wants to have sex with me.
“Just this once.” I whispered. “But we have to be quiet Justin. I mean it.”
“The shower’s loud… it’ll drown it out.”
Then I watched him strip himself of his clothing and he backed me into the shower, pressing his body against mine as my back hit the wall.
“You want this dick baby? You want it in you?”
“Justin I swear.” I warned. “Don’t tease or I’ll change my mind.”
So he obeyed and literally slammed inside me, a moan coming out so loud that he started to laugh and covered my mouth with his hand as his other one roughly clung onto my side so he could give me it rough.
“My godddd I’ve been waiting to pound the shit out of you since this morning. I woke up and all I wanted to do was just fuck you just like this baby… just like this.”
I couldn’t breathe and with his hand covering my mouth my moans were muffled as he did what he wanted with me, his tattoos looking more defined than ever and just every damn thing about him looking so sexy. He was the sexiest man alive and he was giving me rough sex just like I liked it.
“Turn around for me.” He groaned. “Put your hands on the wall.”
My legs literally felt like jello but I did what I was told and his hands grasped my right thigh so he could bring it up, entering in me that way. We’ve never done this position before but oh my god did it feel good. It was deeper than I’ve ever felt him and as he continued what he was doing, he tried his best to leave hickeys along my back.
“Oh my god.” I moaned, throwing my head back. That’s when he grabbed onto my hair and slapped my ass harder than I’ve ever felt it.
“Who told you that you could be so fucking sexy?” He murmured, pulling harder. “Hm?”
No part of me knew how to respond to that and the worst part about this was that I couldn’t take the feeling out on him because I was facing the wall. I couldn’t pull on his hair or sink my nails into his skin, all I could do was sit here and try to hold back my moans as he rammed into me, continuously smacking my ass.
“Justin I’m-“
“Close baby? You wanna explode all over this dick? I want to taste you.”
“Fuck Justin stop dirty talking.”
“I’m. So. Horny.” He seethed, pounding against me.
And then I completely let myself go, his hand coming over my mouth again once my legs shook and he started to laugh because he knew only he has the power to do that to me. I felt like my whole body was numb and believe it or not this made my day start off so much better. I’m not sure why he pulled out but he did anyways because he most likely forgot that he didn’t have to do that anymore and then we both were trying to calm ourselves down as the water relentlessly poured on top of us.
We never knew what to say after we finished a round with each other. It usually took a couple of minutes for one of us to form a coherent thought and he was the one that it came to because he finally spoke up.
“Thank you.” He finally said. “You have no idea how much it was killing me.”
“And we have tonight on top of that. Just wait until you see my outfit.”
“God, don’t remind me. That’s all I’m going to be thinking about. I tried finding that bag of yours by the way but I couldn’t. You must have a good hiding spot for it.”
“Yeah because I knew you would try to do that. I know you a lot more than you think Justin.”
He smiled once I said that and gently brushed his hands along my sides as he leaned in to press a kiss to my cheek. It’s amazing how different he gets from when he’s horny to when he’s not. He can be so rough during a round and then as soon as he calms down he’s the sweetest person alive.
“You’re the only one who does Soph.” He whispered in my ear, moving his hand to my ass. “I’m sorry if I hurt you. Did I?”
“No, why?”
“Because your ass is red. Plus, I would wear a sweater.”
I didn’t understand what he was talking about until I turned around and looked at the mirror that was just outside the shower and gasped when I saw what he had done to me. I wasn’t mad about it but in the moment it didn’t seem like he had caused that much damage.
My ass wasn’t just red, it literally had his handprint still left on it and up my back were a bunch of little bite marks that will most likely turn into a bruise or a hickey.
“That’s gonna hurt so bad tomorrow.”
“Yeah and your hips are gonna hurt and your legs because after tonight you probably won’t be able to walk for a good two days. I’ll make sure I put in work.”
“Don’t be too rough Justin. I want to enjoy it.”
“You know I won’t be baby. I love you way too much.”
“Mhm…But now that I let you have that quickie I think you should make me lunch later. It’s only fair.”
“Ah, well it’s one of my two famous meals then. Mac and cheese or spaghetti. You choose.”
I started to laugh then because he honestly hasn’t changed a bit. He’s still naïve as hell at cooking but I really did love that about him.
“Spaghetti.” I grinned, running my fingertips down his chest. “I haven’t had that in forever.”
“You get what you want baby. But can I make a deal with you?”
“Mmm… what’s the deal?”
I hooked my arms around his neck.
“If I make you spaghetti for lunch then you have to let me have you for dinner because I haven’t had that in forever. Deal?”
“You are so gross!” I erupted into laughter and rolled my eyes at him. “You are such a perv Justin, you know that?”
“Well is that a yes?”
He started to rub his fingertips in circles around my hipbones as he looked intently at me and I just honestly don’t understand how he can be this horny. I mean I was horny, yes, but he wanted it every single second of the day. I guess since we’ve been apart for a year he really wanted it and I wasn’t exactly going to deny him access because why would I? He was amazing at sex and he knew he was. That’s such a turn on for me.
“Tonight.” I whispered seductively. “As long as you let me have you for dessert.”
A/N:
DIRTY CHAPTERS YAAAAAS.
I SWEAR I DIDN'T PLAN THIS OUT BUT THE PICTURES JUST HAPPENED TO COME OUT YESTERDAY FOR HIS CALVIN KLEIN SHOOT SO I FIGURED YOU ALL COULD USE THIS CHAPTER.
I DIED. I MEAN PHSYICALLY DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN FOR LIKE 5 SECONDS. THEN I WROTE A DIRTY CHAPTER BC THAT'S HOW I LET IT OUT.
SWEET LORD I'M TRYING TO TYPE AND I'M STILL THINKING ABOUT HIS BRIEFS AND WHAT TF IS INSIDE OF THEM OH MY GOD. LMAO LET ME STOP AND BREATHE FOR A SECOND.
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