[Namjoons POV]
It's been three days, I can't breathe without a machine, I'm on too many machines that are trying to keep me alive. I can't eat or drink anything. I'm asleep most of the time. However, I'm smiling all the time.
The boys know I'm getting worse, but they still have hope, that some medicine or surgery will save me, that I'm strong.
I've been so happy, the boys have helped me in every way they can, and I didn't want to leave them, but I knew I had too.
Right now Jungkook, Yoongi and Jimin were in my room.
I moaned a little as I turned my head to face Jungkook who was sitting on the chair beside me. He looked at me and smiled before running his finger along my cheek.
"Can I talk to Jiminie please" I croaked out, my voice screamimg at me to stop talking.
As he heard his name, Jimin smiled and walked over to me, bending down to kiss my forehead.
"A-alone please" I whispered and they both looked confused but nodded and Yoongi kissed me before himself and Jungkook walked out, leaving Jimin sitting on the edge of the bed, smiling down at me.
"What's wrong Joonie?" he asked as he took my frail hand in his.
"Darling, Jiminie, I love you" I whispered out and Jimin smiled, kissing my temple before whispering "I love you too baby" in my ear.
I smiled at him. "If i die" I began to speak but Jimin cut me off, "you won't die baby, okay, you're going to grow old with us, we're gonna have babies and get married okay?" he said sternly and I smiled at the idea.
"I hope so" I said thinking of the 6 of them married with kids.
"Please Jiminie, if I die, please please please know that it isn't your fault, you're so amazing and beautiful and talented and kind, and you deserve so much. However, if I do die, promise me that no matter what, you will be healthy. That you'll eat normally, that you'll talk to the boys about your worries, that you will live your life, one life for the two of us".
I let my head fall on the pillow, as I was too tired to keep it up. I caught sight of tears running down Jimins face and I couldn't help but to cry myself.
"I promise Joonie, I promise" Jimin cried out before he collapsed his head onto me. I lifted my arm as much as I could before placing my hand on his head, playing with his blonde hair.
"Can we play" I asked him with a smile and my eyes closed.
"You want to play the game with us" he asked and I nodded.
"We've met Liam already, so then your bucket list will be done" Jimin said and I smiled, realizing I would have done everything.
"I just want to play, please". I asked and Jimin smiled and nodded, telling me he would go get the other boys.
I watched as he left the room before grabbing my phone as quickly as I could and messaged Yugyeom.
"It's time."
I dropped my phone just as the door opened and in came Seokjin who was running and jumping and smiling and it put a weak smile on my face.
"I heard somebody wants to play?" Hoseok asked with his usual huge smile shining on his face.
"I'm bored" I stuttered out before taking a puff of the oxygen next to my bed.
Taehyung smiled at me and sat down on the chair, holding the oxygen mask to my face as I tried to bring in as much air as possible.
I took a final breath before I pushed the mask away and smiled at all of my boyfriends.
"Can we play the memory game?" I asked, with a pout on my face so that they would give in.
Yoongi was the first to give in and chuckled before jokingly glaring at me before winking.
"We can play it, I have one question though.." Jungkook said, trailing of at the end.
Everyone looked at him and smiled, and I realized that he would be the youngest again, after I left this world. I smiled to myself before looking back at him.
"What's the memory game?" he asked before letting out a "heh" and smiling nervously.
Taehyung laughed at him and patted his back.
"It's a game where person 1 would say something like" go to the first place we met" and when they got there, they'd text the person and that person would ask them a question, only if they get it right, can they come back" Seokjin explained and Jungkook nodded, his mouth open and his eyes wide, and I swear I could see stars in them.
"Normally everyone goes to a certain location, but in this case, Joonie will have to stay here" Taehyung added before shooting some finger hearts at me.
"Is that okay baby? Or do you want to play something else?" Jimin spoke, tilting his head slightly which was a habit of his.
" 'm okay" I whispered and they all nodded. I felt a stab like pain in my chest and bit my lip to stop any sounds coming out, which would prevent them from going.
"Perfect,let's play a game so" Jin said as he clapped his hand and a smile broke out on everyone's face.
"Namjoon, you have to think of six places for us to all go to then" Hoseok said, smiling as he skipled across the room to grab his phone and little colourful bag that I had no idea what he kept in it.
"Ohh" I mumbled, giving them all a smile.
"Namjoon, text them on to us, that way we won't know what each of us got" Jungkook said, winking at me.
"Okay" I said, grabbing my phone that was on my bed.
I pretended to think, even though I had all the information already.
"Jungkook" I whispered and lifted my head up to see him smirking.
I tried my hardest to type out and a ding from Jungkooks phone told me it had sent.
He opened it and his eyebrows lifted slightly as he looked back at me and smiled. He grabbed his stuff, before coming over to me and kissing me on the cheek but I moved over and he kissed my lips and giggled which made me smile.
"Kookie Hyung, go to the place we first met."
Jungkook kissed the rest of the bous goodbye before grabbing his jacket and leaving the room.
I couldn't help but to stare and whisper "I love you" as it would most likely be the last time I seen him.
I shook the bad thoughts from my head before looking up and staring at Seokjin.
"Is it my turn?" he asked, a huge smile on him as he hit Jimin while jumping.
I sent the message to him and also Hoseok. They both looked up and giggled, smiling brightly at me.
"Seokjin hyung, please go to the place we got ice cream for the first time together."
"Hobi hyung, please go to the place you fingered me in public for the first time." Seokjin smiled at me and Hobi smirked.
Both of them came over to me, one on either side.
"I love you" they both said and they kissed each cheek.
"I love you too" I stuttered out and they each kissed me again before kissing their other boyfriends and leaving.
I played around with my bottom lip as I looked up at my boyfriends. Taehyung, Jimin and Yoongi.
I decided to message Taehyung.
"Tae hyung, please go to the shop you introduced to me. Btw: I know now it's not a choker."
Taheyung read it and choked slighy before laughing, which made Yoongi and Jimin wonder what I had wrote.
Taehyung grabbed his coat, which of course was gucci, and walked over to me, kissing me on the lips, slightly rough but with a sense of worry to it.
"I love you Joonie, so much, I'll be back soon okay" he whispered out and I smiled and nodded.
Then only Yoongi and Jimin were left, or as I liked to call them, Yoonmin.
I messaged both of them, and smiled as they gathered their stuff to leave, I could finally let my pain be known.
"Yoongi hyung, please go to the place, you told me about how you met the other hyungs"
"Jimin hyung, please go to the place we rescued the kitten and you said It looked like me, but I said it looked like Yoongi hyung"
Jimin walked over to me first, bending down to look me in the eyes before he placed his lips on mine. He smiled weakly at me before pecking Yoongi on the cheek and walking out.
Yoongi stood in his spot for a few minutes before walking over to me and kneeling down. He smiled at me deeply before kissing my forehead, then my nose and then my lips.
"I love you kitten, so much" he said before smiling and walking out.
Those words would be the last words I heard.
[Author POV]
All 6 of the boys were currently walking, skipping as they walked to their given spot.
Jimin reached his spot first, smiling as he looked around, memories of the day that himself and Namjoon were walking, hand in hand, when Namjoon seen a kitten up in the tree and was so worried.
Jimin at first had laughed at how worried he was but when he saw Namjoons furrowed eyebrows and his worried pout, his heart broke from cuteness and sadness.
Jimin ended up climbing the tree and they brought the kitten to the nearest vet, Jimin smiled, hiding the pain. While rescuing the kitten, he had cut his leg, and it stung him, but he kept it in until they arrived home and he grabbed Jin hyung into his room to bandage it up.
He smiled brightly as he took his phone out and messaged Namjoon, adding a few hearts at the end.
Jungkook was next, arriving at their house, where he first met Namjoon, on his knees, he couldn't help but to smile and laugh a bit at the memory.
He also began to message Namjoon.
Back at the hospital, Namjoon wasn't doing too great. A nurse was constantly by his side now, and she was the one reading his messages and typing what Namjoon told her to.
Namjoon was supposed to be put on life support, but he told the doctor he didn't want it and he had to agree.
He was coughing every second, blood pooling at the mouth as the nurse wiped it away, saying soothing words that really were not helping.
His body began to feel numb, and he couldn't feel his legs.
The nurse gave him some good news though as she told him that they had all arrived at the place.
"Tell them to look for the envelope" he stuttered, finally managing to complete the sentence.
She typed it quickly and sent it, looking at Namjoon with pity and sadness as she tried to let him put the oxygen mask on so he could breathe, he didn't want to tell her that even with it, he could barely breathe.
Meanwhile, all six of the men were more than confused as they read Namjoons text. They all began to look around the area for an envelope. Yoongi was the first one to find it, underneath a chair in the basketball court.
He took a deep breath before opening it and seeing a few things in the one small envelope. He emptied it on the chair, looking through it.
Firstly, there was a key, and attached to it was a little note, which he read.
"When the sky turns red, take all the keys to my bedroom. Look around and you will find the perfect place where I have my groom.
He read it over and over, still not understanding, so he moved onto the next item. As he picked it up he smiled brightly, rubbing his finger along the item. It was a photo, of just the two of them. Namjoon and Yoongi. A photo from the summer.
Yoongi then picked up the biggest item, which was a letter. He read it with a smile at first, but you could see how his face changed from happy to sad to worried and then tears. He grabbed all the items, shoving them in his pocket as he ran as fast as he could.
He grabbed his phone, ringing Namjoon over and over but getting no answer.
The one sentence kept replaying over and over in his head.
"I'm so sorry I had to leave this world."
"Namjoon, fucking answer the phone" he screamed, tears falling from his face as he ran like he was being chased by his nightmare.
Yoongi didn't think about his other boyfriends, but they were acting the same way, driving way over the speed limit, or running as fast as they could to reach their world, their love, their Namjoon.
Surprisingly, they all reached the hospital at the same time, and people were wondering why six men were running in the hospital, even rhe security guards were chasing them, thinking they were criminals or an escaped mental patient.
All six of them shared the same look of worry and sadness but not one of them stopped. Hoseok, who hated running, was the first person to burst into Namjoons room, with the rest of them right behind him.
Jungkook was the first person to fall to the floor, his knees aching from the impact. The tears flew down his cheeks, and the rest of them too as they screamed "no".
The security guards had caught up with them and stood there with a blank expression, not knowing what to do with the boys, who's friend looked lifeless.
Namjoon had seen them coming in, as the doctor's tried to save them. With one final breath he whispered "I love you."
That was it. The beeping of the machine confirmed that Namjoon was dead. His arm dropped of the bed, hanging lifeless.
In his hand was a necklace that he was holding tight. The necklace that contained a picture that the boys didn't know about.
They often asked about what was in it but Namjoon would reply with "my world."
Little did they know as they fought with the security guards, tears flowing from their eyes, that in that necklace that he held onto so tight was them.
The End
[Word count - 2448]
Hi~
This is the last chapter of kitten.
In the next chapter I'll be writing the letters that Namjoon wrote them all, because I felt that it would be too long if I put them in here too.
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For the last time in this book,
Goodbye.