PS. I Still Love You

By asitwasaries

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[ Completed✔️ ] When Rose Brown was forced to leave Tulsa in order to move to Arizona with her grandma after... More

💌 Prologue 💌
💌 Chapter 1: No Choice 💌
💌 Chapter 2: Back Again 💌
💌 Chapter 3: Reunited 💌
💌 Chapter 4: Together 💌
💌 Chapter 5: Shit 💌
💌 Chapter 6: Odd 💌
💌 Chapter 7: Alright? 💌
💌 Chapter 8: Disappointment 💌
💌 Chapter 9: Where To Curtis 💌
💌 Chapter 10: Do You..? 💌
💌 Chapter 11: Lanterns 💌
💌 Chapter 12: First 💌
💌 Chapter 13: Oh... 💌
💌 Chapter 14: I thought... 💌
💌 Chapter 15: Job 💌
💌 Chapter 16: The Letter 💌
💌 Chapter 17: School 💌
💌 Chapter 18: No More 💌
💌 Chapter 19: They're Staring 💌
💌 Chapter 20: No Way 💌
💌 Chapter 21: Flirting 💌
💌 Chapter 22: Practice 💌
💌 Chapter 23: Cheer Captain 💌
💌 Chapter 24: Hospital 💌
💌 Chapter 25: Nurse
💌 Chapter 26: Job 💌
💌 Chapter 27: Time Flies 💌
💌 Chapter 28: It's a Plan 💌
💌 Chapter 29: Letters Resume 💌
💌 Chapter 30: Where? 💌
💌 Chapter 31: The Tea 💌
💌 Chapter 32: Surprise! 💌
💌 Chapter 33: Dancing 💌
💌 Chapter 34: Learning 💌
💌 Chapter 35: Honey 💌
💌 Chapter 36: Darry 💌
💌 Chapter 37: New Years! 💌
💌 Chapter 37: New Years! 💌
💌 Chapter 38: The Kiss 💌
💌 Chapter 39: New Years 💌
💌 Chapter 40: Truth 💌
💌 Chapter 41: Miscarriage? 💌
💌 Chapter 42: Labor 💌
💌 Chapter 43: Le Bébé 💌
💌 Chapter 44: Surprise Night 💌
💌 Chapter 45: Valentine's Day 💌
💌 Chapter 46: Valentine's Day 💌
💌 Chapter 47: Regret 💌
💌 Chapter 48: Letters 💌
💌 Chapter 49: Broken 💌
💌 Chapter 50: The day After 💌
💌 Chapter 51: Jaw Dropping 💌
💌 Chapter 52: Kiss 💌
💌 Chapter 53: Secret 💌
💌 Chapter 55: The Date 💌
💌Chapter 56: Late Night 💌
💌 Chapter 57: The Letter 💌
💌 Chapter 58: Moral 💌
💌 Chapter 59: Us 💌
💌 Chapter 60: Surprises 💌
💌 Chapter 63: Lanterns 💌
💌 Chapter 64: Lies 💌
Chapter 65: The Truth
Chapter 66: No More Lies
Chapter 67: It Can't Be
Chapter 68: Lost
Chapter 69: The End
Chapter 70: No More Hope
Chapter 71: Her Twin
Chapter 72: 9-1-1
Chapter 73: Being Back
Chapter 74: The Death of Rose
Chapter 75: Rose
Chapter 76 Getting Home
Chapter 77: Mt. Hood
Chapter 78: Thinking Out Loud
Chapter 79: Love
Chapter 80: Late Night
Chapter 81: Christmas Morning
Chapter 82: Wedding Day
Chapter 83: Last Day
Chapter 84: Beach
Chapter 85: An Invitation
Chapter 86: A Date
Chapter 87: Love Under the Stars
Chapter 88: A Secret
Chapter 89: He Knows
Chapter 90: The Secret
Chapter 91: Truth
Chapter 92: Secret
Chapter 93: I'm Sorry...
Chapter 94: I Can't
Chapter 95: Another Sad Day
Chapter 96: The Letter and Hope
Chapter 97: I Am So Sorry
Chapter 98: A New Start
Chap 99: Say You Wont Let Go
Chapter 100: Grandma!
Chapter 101: Its time
Chapter 102: Epilogue

💌 Chapter 54: Him!? 💌

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By asitwasaries

🥀 Rose's P.O.V 🥀

Saturday, May 9th, 1968...

"Jesus Rose, out of all people. All men. In the world, you choose him!?" Darry yelled. "Darry, I don't see anything wrong with him!" I said.

"He's RANDY for the love of GOD!" Darry yelled. "So what!? What's wrong with him that you don't like!?" I yelled. "He's a Soc!" He yelled. "And you guys are greasers! Do you see me disrespecting you!? Do you guys see me as less than you based on how society sees us women!? Soda! Do you see Sandy as less than you just because she's a woman!? Darry! Do you see Honey as less than you just because she's a woman?!" I questioned. They looked at me. "He sleeps with girls and raped someone-"

"It was consensual sex! Both him and the girl knew about it. You guys know better than this! You know you shouldn't assume peoples lives based on their origin!-" "He still slept with a lot of girls!" Darry yelled. "And what!? So has Dallas! And I don't see you guys hating on him, he uses women as toys and I don't see you hating on him. He has a new girl every night and I don't see you guys hating on him!" I yelled.

They all went quiet. I started crying. My sobs were the only thing you could hear.

"Don't you guys think I deserve happiness? The chance of living life with someone who loves me back? I already wasted a MONTH crying over Ponyboy! And look how much I missed. I don't have my parents, I don't have Alejandro. Sandy and Soda are soon gonna get married, And find their own house. Leaving me here. Darry, soon soda is gonna move out and so is Ponyboy, I heard him and Cherry talking about him moving into her house. You're gonna get married and have kids of your own. And Two already has Marcia living with him. Johnny doesn't even live around here. And Dallas doesn't even visit. Everyone is growing and leaving my ass behind. Everyone is living life but me! Don't I deserve to live life too!? Don't I deserve to be with someone who I know won't leave!?" I cried.

"We just want you to be happy" Darry said. "And I am, I really am. But I want you guys to get along. You guys are all I have left. And even if you end up leaving I want our friendship to stay present."
I said. They looked at eachother. "We'll get to know him." They said. I smiled and rushed to hug them.

...

After awhile of talking, they finally all warmed up. They were even joking. "We should get going. Our reservation is in thirty minutes. I was gonna do something before but I'll do it after we eat dinner" he said. The boys "ooo" at us and I blushed. We headed towards the door. "What time do you bring her back?" Darry questioned. "Before Elleven sir" Randy said. "Alright have fun!" Sandy said.

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