[Yugyeoms POV]
I woke up with a yawn, as I stretched and rolled over, wincing as my bare ass hit the edge of my bed.
Letting out a moan, I opened my eyes but closed them immediately, after seeing the bright light.
"Kim Yugyeom if you don't get down here in two seconds, Jin young is gonna beat your ass even more" I heard Mark scream and with a huff, I rolled out of bed, letting my feet hit the fluffiness of my mat.
I winced as I walked, my every step reminding me of Jinyoung pounding in to me last night.
I put on a pair of denim jeans as fast as I could before realizing that they were skinny jeans and they cupped my ass, making it more visible but more sore as well.
I could hear chatter from downstairs so I decided to leave them on, quickly throwing on one of my favorite blue hoodies. I ruffled my hair before making my way downstairs.
[Outfit inspo ~]
As I limped into the kitchen, I could see all my members sitting down, waiting on me.
"Yuggie hurry up I'm hungry" Jackson said while smiling at me.
"I would hurry up if I could fucking walk" I replied back, rolling my eyes.
"Language Yugyeom, or do you want another punishment" Jaebeom said to me, his arms folded behind his head while his eyes stared into my soul.
I finally sat down, muttering an "I'm sorry" to Jaebeom before we all dug in to eat.
I fidgeted in my seat, my ass burning from the pain. I was biting my lip rather than the food.
We a had rules in the house that we agreed on, one being that nobody is to leave the table until everyone finishes eating, normally myself or Younjae and sometimes maybe Mark would be the last to eat, but today I couldnt handle it.
"Aish" I shouted before standing up and quickly moving to the armchair in the sitting room.
"Kim Yugyeom" Jaebeom shouted and I knew right then ;I was in more trouble.
"Hyungiee" I whined out but as Jaebeom and Jackson walked towards me with a serious look on their faces, I just sighed.
"Kim Yugyeom what has gotten into you today, last night without telling any of us, you left the house, only to come back drunk and smoking! Then you pushed BamBam out of the way when he asked you a question, causing him to hurt himself, then you called Jinyoung a prick.
Now today you woke up late and thats fair enough but even after your punishment last night, you broke two more rules? " Jaebeom said to me, his voice stern and deep, not like usual.
I couldn't help but to blurt out" Daddyyyyy".
Jaebeom and Jackson were my daddy. Jinyoung was my master. Sometimes when Mark wanted to fuck, he was my oppa.
"Baby what's going on" Jackson said as he knelt down to look me in my eyes.
"It's so sore" I yelled out.
"Baby boy, we know its sore, thats why its punishment" Jinyoung said as he walked over.
I shook my head before grabbing Jackson and clinging on to him.
Jackson rubbed my back while shushing me.
"Yuggie,you should have told one of us if it was too sore, we would've helped you" Jaebeom said with a smile on his face.
Before I could talk Youngjae spoke up.
"Hyungie" he said.
"One minute baby, we are talking to Yuggie okay" Jinyoung replied before whispering to me that I was such a good boy.
"Hyungie, I need you now" Younjae spoke up again.
"Sunshine, we said one minute okay, be a good boy" Jaebeom said sternly.
"Hyungie now" Youngjae shouted, getting the attention of all of us.
He held his phone out for all of us to see, and my heart fell when I seen who was ringing him.
Seokjin.
"What is he ringing you for?" Jinyoung said as he rolled his eyes.
"Answer it" I said, before pushing Jackson out of the way to go sit beside Youngjae.
Nobody said anything, they just stayrd silent while looking at me. They knew how I felt, and how I had beaten myself up about what I had done. The way I had starved myself for days, stayed in my room, praying that I would die soon. How I had showered for hours with boiling hot water, letting the pain hit me, like how it must have hit Namjoon.
I looked up at Youngjae, who was frozen even through the phone still rang.
"Answer it" I said again, glaring at Youngjae.
I watched as he gulped before pressing the green button to answer.
"Hello?" Youngjae spoke, his voice shaking, unlike usual.
"Youngjae, it's me Seokjin" Jins voice rang out, and we could all hear his strong, deep, almost sulty voice.
"Get your members and put it on speaker" He spoke, and Youngjae took the phone away from his ear, placing it on the table.
"Is it done?" Seokjin asked, and Youngjae nodded before Bambam hit him over the head and he spoke up.
"Even Yugyeom?" Jin asked and I froze as he asked about me.
"Yeah hyung" Youngjae answered and we all heard some sort of beep and a sigh in the background.
"Meet me at the entrance of Severance Hospital in an hour, all of you, including you, Yugyeom" Jin spoke out before we were met with a beep and the call ended.
The second the call ended, Mark let out a sigh. "Wahhh, he's so scary" Bambam spoke out as he shook his shoulders.
"Why" I whispered out, but they all heard me.
"What Yugs?" Jackson asked as he massaged my shoulders with a smile.
"Why does he want to meet us at the hospital of all places?" I asked, as I came up with all the different situations.
"Maybe him and the boys are gonna get payback or something and beat up us" Jaebeom laughed.
I hit his shoulder, imagining what those men would do to me.
"Ya!" I shouted at him, causing him to glare at me.
"Maybe someone is ill?" Mark spoke up and I let out a weird noise before collapsing on the table, hiding my head in my arms.
"Don't say that idiot" Bambam said as he came over to comfort me.
"Severance Hospital is a good 40 minutes away, all of yous go get ready now" Jinyoung spoke before he grabbed his phone and disappeared up the stairs.
We arrived at the entrance to the hospital at exactly one hour later, and indeed, there was Seokjin. He was wearing a white sweater that engulfed his hands as it was too big, he had casual black sweatpants on and he was holding a bag that was bulking, as if it had been stuffed to the brim.
[Inspo~ also damnn, how does Jin always look good?]
"I didn't think you would all come" he spoke as his eyes travelled over the seven of us. Jackson, Jinyoung and Jaebeom were standing in front of us, to protect us. Youngjae however had stepped forward at the sight of Jin.
"Why did you invite us here?" Youngjae asked, holding on to Jinyoungs shoulder.
Jin sighed, obviously not liking the question he got asked.
He fidgeted with his fingers and bit his lip as he looked around before finally looking at us all.
"Namjoon.." he muttered, before wiping his eyes.
"Seokjin hyung are you okay?" Bambam asked, as he always had a soft spot for people who cried.
"Listen, we never wanted to see you guys again after what happened, but it's Namjoons wish, and we respect that" Seokjin said and then smiled weakly at us.
"Is Namjoon sick?" I asked, ignoring the words Jackson and Jinyoung had said to me earlier about not speaking.
Seokjin turned as he heard my voice and looked me straight in the eye.
What he said next broke my heart, and I could feel my boyfriends heart breaking too.
" Namjoon... He's dying, he has stage 4 lung cancer".
My eyes widened and immediately Mark and Jackson turned towards me, knowing how much love I had for Namjoon. At first I admit, I did have a crush on him, but that crush turned into a friend, and from a friend it turned to family. I felt like he was my little brother.
"I..." I stuttered out, not being able to talk.
"It's in Namjoons Bucket list, to speak to each of you, and to make sure that you know he forgave you" Jin said, making sure to stare at me as he said "you".
"He...he wants to forgive me?" I asked , looking at Jin with confidence but also worried eyes.
"Please.. just grant him his wish" Jin said as he clasped his hands together and bowed at us.
It was simple to say, we were all shocked. We had known the 6 boys of BTS for years now, and they were always big and mean, with strict faces and eyes that could kill. Even the shortest, Jimin, could easily kill a man, without evening blinking an eye. They all loved each other, they would do anything for each other, they would hurt, they would torture, and of course they would kill.
However, not once had I or any of my boyfriends seen any of them cry, even when Jungkook was shot in the thigh after being friends with the wrong guy, all he had done was wince and shout at everyone to get his phone and call Jin. Yet, here was Jin, bowing at us, with tears falling down his eyes as he sniffed and begged us to fulfill Namjoons wish.
After knowing Namjoon for a few months, and the boys were years, it was only then when it truely hit me. These boys truly loved Namjoon...
"Of course we will see him, don't worry" Mark said and he smiled at Jin before walking up to him and patted him on his shoulder.
Jin looked up at him before smiling and nodded his head and we started walking in to the hospital.
Within 5 minutes, we were standing outside a door. The door had a sign on it "V. I. P". There were 2 men outside the door, all wearing black with their arms crossed.
One of them nodded at Jin before opening the door.
I don't know what I was expecting, but I wasn't expecting to immediately see Namjoon lying down on his bed, surrounded by and attached to so many tubes and wires and machines.
His head turned towards the door as we walked in. Immediately he smiled at us and let out a weak "hi".
We all walked in, and I noticed how Jungkook was behind not only Hoseok and Taehyung but also Yoongi. We made eye contact and he just nodded slightly, his face still. I nodded back before immediately walking towards Namjoon.
I felt guilty as Namjoon whispered out weakly "Yugyeom".
I held his hand and he smiled. I smiled back at him but as I looked over his normally beautiful, toned body, I couldn't help but to frown as my eyes met with his pale, skinny body, with his veins about to pop out. He was smiling brightly but his eyes looked so dull.
"I wanted to see you all" he said as Jimin helped him sit up.
"Namjoon.. I honestly dont know hpw to apologize" I began to talk and immediately the room went silent, as if the tension could be cut with a knife.
"Yuggie please" Namjoon said, and I thought about letting him speak but I smiled at him.
"Please just let me explain and if you want I'll leave" I said and I heard someone in the room take in a deep breath.
Namjoon softly nodded his head before whispering an "ok".
"I can't help but want to apologize, what I did back then to you was stupid and I understand why your boyfriends want to beat me up.
I know I should have been so much more responsible. Yes, I admit, I did have a crush on you at first, but that quickly turned to a love that I have for you as a friend, a brother. I understand if you want me to leave and hate me, but I am so so sorry.
I hate myself for it. " I said, wanting to say so much more, but finding that I couldn't.
Throughout what I was saying, Namjoon was constantly holding my hand and smiling." Yugyeom... I wanted you to come here, so that I could forgive you" he whispered and I couldn't help but to turn around, with tears falling down my cheek and cry out for "daddy".
Jackson immediately came to help, and wrapped me around him as he shushed me. "Why.. Are you sick?" I muttered out to Namjoon, while wiping my eyes.
Namjoon just simply smiled and said that it couldn't be helped.
We stayed like that for more than an hour, just talking, mostly me and Namjoon, but the others talked quietly too.
After a while, Namjoon turned to Hoseok, who immediately kissed his hand and made a "hmm" sound.
"Can.. Can I speak to the boys alone for a few minutes please" Namjoon asked him.
Jungkook answered with a "no way". "Please" Namjoon asked, while doing puppy dog eyes.
After a few minutes or so and a loy of begging, the boys had agreed to let Namjoon talk to us for a few minutes, and left the room.
Namjoon blew kisses at them as they left the room and when the door shut, he sighed,letting his left arm fall down, three tubes sticking out of him.
Namjoon shocked us once again when he spoke, leaving Jaebeom and Jin young with a raised eye of disapproval, and getting a "mm" of myself and Mark. The rest stayed silent, their eyes on Namjoon.
"I need your help, and the boys can't know".
[Word count - 2323]
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