-RAVEN-
"I can guarantee everyone that even if she and I will ever be seperated one day, We will always find each other... "
I sigh at my bad phrase, close my notebook then put it in my locker. -Damn it! Why can't I write a normal story without 'US' getting involved.- After I shut my locker, I spot Joe beside me, with that usual kid-grin on his lips. "Hey Suckfuck!" I ignore him and walk ahead. Whenever he doesn't respectfully treat me, I leave not because I think I deserve, but because he should know his limits. "Wha- Wait! Bro!" His annoying voice echoes through my ears.
I hear a few loud foot stps behind me, making me chew on my cheek.-I know he would run after me- He manages to adapt my space beside me and sighs. I sneakily grin at him as he rolls his eyes. "Sorry, 'YOUR HIGHNESS'" He sarcastically barks. Well, atleast he apologised.
I stop speed walking and chuckle."Better. So what's up?" He takes a deep breath and runs his fingers through his hair. His cheek have a slight oink tint on them.
"Welp, guess who digged up a hot California girl after our match? Got her number between! Bro! She's damn hot! Like I can't stop thinking of her! Wait!" He opens his smart phone and shows me a picture off a brunnette haired girl in a violet crop top and white hot pants. One thing is for sure, you gotta be damn lucky to get to know her. From the look of his flushed face, he must be really happy and surprised to have met her. "Her name is Sophia and is one year younger than me. She just recently moved here to New York and might attend our school, after knowing that we won! SHE EVEN FUCKING KISSED MY LIPS AND TOLD ME SHE WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ME MORE! ...Raven, man I can't describe this feeling, she's way too good for me. Fuck! I'm inlove with her!" He hides his face with his hands and quietly screams. I giggle and wish him the best of luck. "Enough from me, anything new by you?"
Meanwhile we just arrived our class room. I take my usual seat which feels empty, so I'm waiting for my actual partner. "A lot." I shortly answer and he raises his right eyebrow. I roll my eyes and smirk. "You're not the only one, that got a girl."
Now he knitts his eyebrows confusingly thinking it through, then widens his eyes. "HOLY SHIT! Who is that misfortuned girl?" I punch his stomach and he growls. "Uagh! Fuck, I'm just fooling around! Chill man! I could have broken my big bone-ass; thankfully I'm damn built; Look at these baby~." He flexes his arms and flatters himself. -Tsk, annoying self-loving asshole.- "Okay, I'll stop, even though they are damn big-"
" 'Big' my ass." I bark back and he glares, then grins anyway.
"So, you managed to get yourself a girl? How far did it go?"
"Huh?" -I can't believe what I just heared.- I widen my eyes as he leans closer.
"Did you manage to reach stage 3 this time?" He wiggles his eyebrows and pervertly smirkes. "Ya know, date,kiss,fu-"
"You'll reach stage 'Hell ' if you don't shut the fuck up! I'll make sure to make it as painful as possible." I huff and he chuckles.
"So, mind telling who she is?" He tries to take a sit beside me, but I kick his ass away from the chair, making him land on the floor with a loud sound. I burst into laughter as soon as he growls in pain and widens his eyes at me. -Serves him right.- "WHAT THE FUCK RAVEN?!" The whole class look at his direction and I pretend to not have seen him fall. -Yeah, we are bestfriends.-
It takes me a while, before I stop laughing. "Sorry. I am reserving it for that girl, before you warm her seat up with your ass." I honestly reply and he shakes his head as he stands up.
"You're the biggest. fucking. asshole I have ever met." I just grin at his words. Soon Amanda steps in... with Blonde Dick Charles. She's fucking smiling at him again! Joe waves at Amanda and she steps closer.
"Hi." She seems to be in an awfully good mood today, but I guess it's not from yesterday. My eyes immediately land on that person beside her, who's too focused at her and not noticing his death wish - Keep your fucking eyes off her!-
Joe grins and hugs her. "Hey, Suckfuck just kicked me off this fucking seat!" He playfully frowns and ignores Blonde Dick completely. She looks at me and then at the empty seat beside me. "He said it was for 'A girl'! Can you believe that?! I mean RAVEN IS ACTUALLY- OMG!" -If he doesn't fucking shut his mouth, I don't know what will happen next.-
"Yeah. Seems like that girl just arrived on time, unfortunately with another Person." I lean back, not releasing my eyes off him. Joe scoops closer to my vision and looks like his favourite Football Team just unfairly lost. Amanda has her mouth open and equally widens her eyes just like Joe. The only one who doesn't look surprised at all is him. "Sorry, there aren't any seats left and ...you aren't welcome." He glares back at me and tries to touch Amanda, but I swat his hands away. - I'm also shocked by how fast my reflexes are. -
"OH FUCK!" Joe burst into laughter, even though this isn't the right timing to. He claps his hands, shakes his head and whips his hair back. " Kay, Tell me I'm not dreaming. Fuck, I just heared? So, Amanda and you?" She flushes and awkwardly looks away from me. I keep my stone ass face and don't move an inch.
"Leave." I am slowly loosing my cool and Joe knows how I am. He clears his throat and tries to remove Blonde Dick out of my sight. He protests against Joe's demands. I still watch every move he make.
Amanda pulls at me arm and as I turn to look at her, she's sitting. "Take a sit" She murmurs and avoids my eyes. I do as I am told and sigh in relieve. After I saw her sitting beside me, it feels like a stone just left my heart and I feel a lot better again.
Blonde Dick slams his Hands on our table and glares. "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!" She shrieks a little and I feel my blood pressure rising up again. I grab him by the neck of his shirt and try not to slam his face on the table. He doesn't move a muscle and stares deep into my eyes.
"Guys! Stop!" Amanda yells a little too loud, caussing a scene. "Charles, please just take your seat. We'll talk later. Okay?" Blonde Dick manages to escape of my grip and sarcastically laughs.
"Yeah sure. Fuck I would love to." He says before he leaves our place. -It's so hard to not grab my pencil case and throw it straight to his fucking head and provoke him even more, just so that we can start a fight- I chew on my cheek before I take a sit. Joe looks amused and soundlessly forms the words 'Good shit', runs his thumbs through his neck, then disappears.
I can sense Amanda's short stares at me during the whole lesson. Sometimes, she would try touching my arm, but I'm too mad to talk to her. I might get mad at her instead of him.
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-AMAMDA-
"Wait!" I rush packing my things and run to Raven. -Is he mad at me? But why? We were okay yesterday and now?-
Charles grabs my wrist and knitts his eyebrows. "We need to talk."
I shake my head and apologise. -Dear Charles, I still crush on you, but there is someone I need to rush to. He might ignore me, just like you did... - I free myself from his grip and run.
Raven doesn't slower down, so I try keeping up. -My legs are hurting!-
He stops infront of his locker, opens it then slams the door shut and there we go again, he is speed walking through the hall.
I take a few breaths. "What did I do this time? What is wrong?" I honestly don't care, if I just pout it out loud. I bet there are eyes on us now. His arms are twitching, as if he's hesitating to talk to me. -Okay, why does it hurt down here, when he does that?...-
He turns around and sighs. His rare eyes glare into mine, sending goosebumps to me. "It's nothing, go to your class." -What the heck?!-
"What? No, you don't get to tell me what to do! What is wrong with you!? I am done playing these kind of games! I don't understand you one bit! Your mood swings from time to time!" I cross my arms and knitt my eyebrows. -Now, I'm mad!- He runs his fingers through his hair and groans. "You weren't like this yesterday! What is really wrong?! Have I done something? Wasn't I suppose to sit on your reserved seat?!"
A split of a second he slams his hands at the locker next to me, making me shriek up. "Since you're so eager to know what is wrong with me! Why don't you hang around with that Shithead from now on? You are way more cheerful around him and I bet he doesn't get on your nerves! Open your eyes, Amanda! He's always following you even though he knows I hate that!" I blink a few times and try to order the things what just happened. His Adams Apple move everytime he yells, his eyes are cold as ever and his chest is going up and down. I know we are now the center of attention in the hall. However, I think I deserve an explanation and I don't like the way he is talking to me.
"I don't need to open my eyes, you need to come to your sense! You're acting as if, -I don't know- overprotective?! That doesn't make any sense! You are the only one who confuses me, not Charles nor Blake does! It's always YOU!... Who are you to tell me what I should be doing and what I shouldn't?" I inhale after I just pout that out loud. His eyes widens and it seems like he is trembling. I await for him to yell, but he shuts his eyes and put his hands inside his pockets. -He always does that, when he doesn't want to speak any more...-
"You're right. I am the only one, who acts this way. Who am I to tell you?" He lowers his voice, which almost sounded like whispers. He walks away from me, leaving me behind with that painful look on his face.
-UGH! WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'VE JUST SAID SOMETHING WRONG?! WHY DOES IT HURT SEEING HIM AT THIS STATE?!-
I cover my face and try not to tear up infront of everybody. -This is so embarrassing!- Suddenly, someone hugs me. "Shhh, don't cry. Let's go." I hear Crystal speaking as she leads me away from the hall. I nod and follow, but I sincerely wished it was Raven right now, who's leading me out.
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"What?!" Crystal squints her eyes then shakes her head. "You can't be serious, are you?" I had to tell her what happened at the hall, unless she wouldn't stop asking me. Atleast we are outside the school bench, far away from eavesdropers.
I sigh. "I am not lying. He really was -I don't know- annoyed that Charles and I are spending time with each other?"
She laughs out loud and claps her hands together. I am not sure if she's mad and being sarcastic. "Oh shit! I gotta tell that to the rest!" She grabs her phone out and started typing with an obvious smile on her lips. Meanwhile, I am just confused looking around.
She packs her phone back to her pocket and smirkes. "Guess you are confused, huh? Lemme explain. Raven is jealous, okay? And he never ever gets jealous! So you're pretty much lucky." -Jealous? Why would he?-
"I'm sorry, there must be a mistake. Raven and I are just friends, why would he be jealous about my friendship with Charles?" She widens her eyes and covers her mouth. I guess, she tried holding her laughter, but I can still hear it.
"You just, didn't not - friendzoned him?! That's Oh my god... " Her laughter isn't covered anymore. "Oh Raven, If only you knew!"
I narrow my eyes at her. "What's that suppose to mean?" She shakes her head and stands up, grabbing my wirst. -What's up with people grabbing my wrist?!-
"Let's go." Before she can drag me out to the school Gate, I stop walking.
"Where are we heading up to?"
"You'll see, now come!" She grins and I sigh.
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-Okay, so why the fudgin' nugget are we here... with Raven?!- I narrow my eyes at that heterochromia Monster, who's looking away from me, rubbing his neck.
I'm sitting across him, while Crystal and Lance are sitting next to each other. -Ugh!- Atleast now, he's sipping on his softdrink and looking somewhere else.
So, basically Crystal told me that we were going to a nice place and that we were going to be alone. Little did I know, somehow Raven and Lance 'spontaneously' already sat on their place. Can't trust her no more!
I look over at Lance and Crystal's place, both of them are giving me an 'I'm Sorry' look. I narrow my eyes at them and they giggle. -They deserve to be punished!- I inhale deep in and glance over to HIM. He quickly avoids my eyes and glares at a waitress, our age. Guys these days! -Guess he's still mad for no reason!-
"So, you're still mad?" I ask, even though I know he is. I just want to know, if he'll actually still talk to me. He doesn't answer and places his drink on the table, still looking at her. -Oh please! She isn't that pretty! Just cause she's blonde and has hazel brown eyes... ughh!- "Guess you are." I answer for myself and stand up. I can't do this anymore! He's driving me crazy. For a second I want to yell at him and at the same time I want to make him smile. -GAHH!!!-
I secretly hope him to stop me or even look at me, but... he doesn't. -Seems like the waitress is much more interessting than our conversation!- Crystal and Lance stopped talking and look over at us.
I walk out of the shop and hear Crystal yelling behind me. "Wait, Amanda!" I start sprinting, but unfortunately she catches up and grabs my wrist.
"What is it?! Are you going to force me back there and talk to HIM, who isn't going to answer me anyways?!" I yell out, while she's catching her breath.
She shakes her head. "No, I am not. You're right! If he doesn't talk then you should walk away." My anger vanishes and I can feel my mouth forming a bright smile. I don't know why, but Crystal is a person you can't hate. "I saw what happened in there, but I think you should give him some time."
"Some time? " My smile turns into a straight line again.
She nods and looks intensely at me this time. " He is just a man secretly crushing on you, so he surely is deadass pissed at the moment. When you stormed out of the shop, he stood up and wanted to chase after you, but I stopped him. Who knows what could've happened. Maybe you two could've ebded up fighting?" She shrugs with her arms up.
-Crushing at me?! Wait... Wanted to chase after me?!- I groan and cross my arms together. I'm really confused right now and at times like this, I don't know how to act! My pulse goes higher for some reason, my mind is somewhere alse and this is just too sudden. "Are you serious? I have only known him for 2 weeks! I barely even know him!"
"Okay, okay. Look, we could either go away and you handle this tomorrow or never. Or~ we go back in there and you force him to talk?" She raises an eyebrow and places her hand on her hips, waiting for me to answer.
She might be right, though. If I go now and we don't talk this trough, we might end up ignoring each other, as if nothing happened. I admit, I don't want everything to fall apart, just because he acts toxic.
I sigh and give in. She cheers and drags me back into the store.
Unfortunately, he is talking to her. -Is he freakin' serious?!- They are smiling at each other.
To be honest, my throat feels dry and it feels like, I've just swallowed something hard. My heart races fast every time, they hold an eye contact and my fist hurts from clenching them together. -What kind of feeling is this?... I've never felt before. Whatever this feeling is, it's ugly. Really ugly!-
"Hey, you alright?" Crystal soflty pats my back. She looks at them and sighs. "You gotta be kidding me!!!"
Raven notices me staring and smiles at my direction. He waves me to them. -What is wrong with him?!- The waitress also looks at me and smiles. -Gawd, no!- I turn around and start walking out. Thankfully, Crystal doesn't hold me back, this time.
Someone stronger grabs my wrist. I'm assuming it's him. "Amanda." He speaks out with that disgusting raspy voice, I don't want to hear. "Let me explain." -Why does it hurt so bad, not being able to hit and scream at him?-
-I'm so done with him!- "You want to talk with me after you flirted with her, is that it? Well, frickin' flemeu! I don't want to!" I yell at him and he tightens his grip.
He sighs and narrows his eyes at me. "I didn't 'flirt' with her. Why-"
"Obviously, yeah you did! Otherwise she wouldn't be shy around you!" I release his hands off my wrist and cross my arms. "I saw it-"
Raven groans and runs his fingers through his hair. "Amanda, why should I flirt with her? When she's my ex-girlfriend!" -Wait what??!-
He sighs and continues. "She looked familiar to me and I wanted to make sure. Turns out, It really is her after you disappeared... I'm sorry... for ignoring you for that moment... I wasn't paying attention." -Somehow I feel like an Idiot...-
"That still doesn't explain the fact, that you ignored me!" My anger grows each second I look at him.
"What do you want me to do?" He let's go and doesn't look frustrated anymore.
-What I want? I want him to ignore her, just like he ignored me, as if she was air! But do I dare to say this out loud? No!- I sigh and glare. "I want you to stop telling me what to do, when it's not necessary!" He should know his limits too, just because he's my friend, doesn't mean he get to tell me things from now on.
He puts his hands in his jeans pockets and looks away. "You know I can't do that, Amanda."
"Why?-"
"You always get into trouble. It's Not your fault, but the whole fucking manwhores chasing after you and it pisses me off!" He inhales and looks back at me.
"Why does it piss you so off?! You're so-" I get cut off by him.
"Cause I'm inlove with you!" He huffs back with a soft look on his face.
"W-What?.." I startle a bit by his sudden confession. "You can't be serious..."
He softly smiles and releases his hands off my wrist. "I am. No matter how hard I try to shake it off, I just can't."
I can't spot anything fake on his face. His smile is brighter than ever, his eyes somehow look much lighter than usually and his voice is really smooth. -Why is he making it so hard for me?-
I know that I'm blushing so hard right now, cause my heart just won't stop racing and I'm a bit scared I might die of heartattack. I look around, just to avoid his mesmerising eyes. He steps a bit closer and behind him I spot, Crystal squealing, Lance taking pictures with a huge mischievous grin -seriously?!- and....his ex-girlfriend. Even she has a little smile on her face. -Oh my god...-
"I don't expect an answer, but I wanted you to know that I'll be waiting." He's still smiling, making me feel bad. -Why me?!- I weakly smile back and flush. His hand rub the back of his neck as his cheeks have a light pink tint on them. "Ah... shit."
-Guess, this will be awkward from now on... I admit, I'm a happy about his confession. My very first confession...-
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Author:
I'm sorry for the long update. Wattpad kept on crashing again and it took me long to restore this Chapter.
The next one will surely be much more interesting ^^ Don't worry!