I woke up in Kians bed.
I stood up and walked downstairs.
He was sitting on the couch, calling someone.
"yeah she is here"
"no she bumped into me while running"
"I dont know,"
"okay I will ask her"
"yes"
"bye Cameron"
and he hung up.
"Hi" I said while sitting on the couch.
"Hey, do you want to stay for diner? The rest of the boys are coming too. "
I looked at him. "as in the rest of o2l?" I asked.
He nodded.
"okay" I said while giving a small smile.
I sleep a lot. Kinda creepy I used to stay up very late and wake up very early in the orphanage, and now Im sleeping so much, I fall asleep everywhere.
"Do you like mac and cheese?" Kian asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I nodded. Who doesnt like mac and cheese? Its heaven.
Only problem about is, they will think Im fat.
'dont eat you pig'
'but I want to'
'oh you want to be fat?'
'no..'
'so are you going to eat?'
"Noah" "Noah" "Noah"
I shook my head and looked up to see Kian staring at me.
"what?" I asked.
"The boys are here in 1 minute" right when he said it the bell rang.
Before he stood up he turned the tv on and zapped to spongebob.
He walked away to open the door.
After 2 minutes, Sam, Connor, Jc and Ricky walked into the living room, with Kian following.
"The rest couldnt come" Kian said.
I slowly nodded, turning my head to the tv again, to watch spongebob.
"Hey" someone said while sitting next to me.
I looked to my left to see sam.
"Ehm.. Hi" I said while shoving away a little.
By now I was scared. I mean Im with 4 guys who I barely know, what have I got myself into..
"Awe dont be scared" Sam said.
I looked down. Why am I so stupid.
"NOAH" Kian yelled from the hallway.
I got up and walked to him.
"yeah?" I asked quiet.
"Cameron is here to pick you up, you can eat here an other time girl, see you soon" he said.
"oh okay" I said quietly.
I walked to the door and Cameron was already there.
I looked down and waved Kian goodbye.
We walked outside and I climbed in the car.
I buckled up and leaned my head against the window as Cameron drove home.
I thought about everything.
My parents died, I got in an orphanage, Cameron adopted me, I fuck up everything.
Why am I still here?
A tear slipped out of my eye and I softly cried into my knees as I pulled them up to my chest.
We arrived at Camerons house, and we walked inside.
I walked straight up to my room, broke down on my bed and cried into my pillow.
"Noah youre grounded!" I heard Cameron yell.
I cried even harder.
* 2 weeks later *
MATTS POV.
Noah hasnt come out of her room in two weeks.
Today I decided to open her door because Im worried to dead, shes like my sister and I cant let anything happen to her.
I walked upstairs and listened quietly to Noah snobbing.
So sad.
I knocked on the door.
"Who is it?" she asked quietly.
"Its me, Matt."
"What do you want?"
"Just please let me in Noah"
She opened the door slowly.
"please dont hurt me" she whispered
I looked her in the eyes and hugged her.
"Noah youre so skinny you need to eat, I can feel your bones."
she just shrugged.
I heard Taylor and Aaron talk a couple weeks ago, they thought she was anorexic.
I think they were right.
"Please come downstairs?" I asked her.
"I dont want to get hurt again.. by Cameron." She said while hugging me and crying into my chest.
I softly rubbed her back and stood up.
"come on, he wont hurt you."
She nodded and we walked downstairs.
NOAHS POV.
We walked downstairs.
Everybody was sitting in the living room.
We walked in and I sat on the couch next to Matt.
"Noah!" Taylor said happy.
"Taylor" I said giving him a small smile.
I looked at Cameron and I felt bad.
He has done so many things for me and im only being a fuck up.
I stood up and walked towards him.
I hugged him and cried.
"I.. Im so sorry Cameron. I just, Im so sorry " I said while crying into his chest.
He wrapped his arms around me but he pulled away quickly.
He looked at me.
"Noah youre so skinny you need to eat more. I can feel your bones. " he said
"I eat enough Cameron.." I said , knowing that Im lying but hey! I dont want to be that fat Noah anymore.
"We will talk about that later." He said.
"Noah" Taylor said.
I looked up and he opened his arms.
I ran in his arms and hugged him.
"I love you Noah, you scared us so much." he said.
I hugged him tighter.
Gosh I missed him, he is like my older brother.
"I missed you" I whispered
"I missed you too, you know lets do something together right now."
I slowly nodded my head.
"come on. " he said while walking out of the living room.
"Bye guys! Im going out with Noah!" Taylor yelled.
"Bye guys. " I said quietly.
We walked outside and stepped in the car.
"Where are we going Taylor?" I said quietly.
"Dont ask ! its a surprise!" he said while fake crying.
I laughed.
"You better like it tho" he said.
"I guess I will" I said and he drove away.
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sooo this chapter sucks, its total crap and it took me ages to write it bc no inspiration but hey! I tried.
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