Blades Away | XXXTENTACTION

By mikkisylveon

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Katrina Inez Jones has been a good friend to Jahseh before he came XXXTentaction. They have always defended o... More

Prologue
1
2
One Month
3
4
Update
Ski Mask
6
7
8
Two Months
9
Birthday girl
10
So update
11
12
Concert and introductions
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15
Update 2
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17
18 The run away
19. Katrina's Self harm
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21
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24
25
26
Rolling Loud 2017
Dreams
27
28 numb
Question
29 lets pretend we're numb
Attention
31
6 months
Question
32
33
Hey!
34
Happy birthday
Crying
/ A-N: FYI/
Notes
35
Bet awards
37 Bad things
Mental break down
Looking for help
Okay so here is the deal
Katrina dream
Trina and Phoebe
Looking for a engagement ring
Youtube
Poetry book

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Phoebe pov
"When did she do that before?! The store is close ladies I'll do your nails 75% off tomorrow! X, you call I'll get her in the front here." As the girls left and X called 911 and I ran back seeing Katrina on the bed surrounded with 50 bottles on the floor. I shake her as she didn't respond. I listened to her heartbeat as there was one for a quick second her breath reeks of Henny and vodka mixed as I saw some pills that she had. By the bottle they were Xanax pills but how did she get those?

Once the ambulance came she was rushed quickly to the hospital as I was forced to stay here even though I just told the women that were in here that the store was closed. I guess I'll take a few people but not a lot.

Jahseh POV

I didn't ride with Katrina to the hospital. I drive behind the ambulance praying that she would get better. Once I got to the hospital I was told to park my car and go in through the emergency doors and get a room for her.

"Yes, how may I help you?" The receptionist asked

"Has Katrina Jones been checked in yet?"

"We have her in but she's not allowed to have visitors in now."

"You don't understand that's my wife in there" I told the nurse as she started to look at me crazy then started to get information about her rooms

"So look like ICU 5-6 is her room" she said as I went to the room looking for her.

When I got there it brought back memories as I hate to see her in this condition. She just looks so frail. Multiple IV's in her arm as she had a mask over her mouth as she tried to breathe sometimes. I just want to make things right with her and not have her hate me. She's like my right hand and I can't be without her. I got drunk one and that's when the shit started. The girl on Instagram just wanted a picture. Phoebe keep texting my phone as I just sit here for hours and hours waiting on her to wake up

"Who is she to you?" I heard a nurse say.

"My wife..." I said to her as she smiled at me then went back to fixing her IV's...she was pretty thick back there.

"You are so lucky, I don't see a ring on your fingers yet?"

"I kept mine at the house. I just got back from touring around the US-"

"and what about this one?" She questioned as I let out a sigh

"She took it off...She got upset at me for what I did and got mad at my actions." I told her as she turned around looked at me and saw how guilty I felt.

"Hey, maybe to get her to like you again you could help her out. I'll teach out how to change her IV's and how to check if she's getting better. Come here please." She said as I came closer to her and she taught me what to check for when she gets her IV changed

......The next day

Katrina

I woke in the hospital with a lot of IV tubes in my arm. I didn't think the alcohol and pills would kill me cause it was just for pain

I looked around me to see Jahseh sleeping in the chair next to my bed

He looks so adorable. I tried to sit up but I was interrupted by the doctor walking in

"Lay back down" he said

Jahseh opened his eyes and he had a look of shock that I was awake. The doctor had a look of sadness on his face

"We have good news and bad news" I was on the verge of tears because I didn't want it to have anything to do with the baby

"The good news is you are able to leave today later in the afternoon" Jahseh looked happy when the doctor said that

"Thank you so much doctor" he hit his shoulder

"Um I don't know how to tell you this but Ms we were not able to save your baby I'm sorry" Jahseh's face went from happy to sad

With tears in his eyes he said "Trina you were pregnant why the fuck didn't you tell me"

I didn't want to make him more sad then he already was but I had to tell him

"I was so mad at you that I didn't want to tell you" he looks down at the ground tears still falling from his eyes

He turned around casually then punched the wall surprising me and the doctor

"FUCK" he yelled. He knocked over the table next to the wall

"Sir I'm sorry please calm do-" he looked at him angry

"Calm down CALM DOWN I just found out the girl that I loved so much was pregnant didn't tell me and lost it. Now I have to carry on the guilt and sadness" he ran out the room not looking back

I got out of bed trying to rip off the IV tubes but the doctor pushed me back down "you need to rest" I pushed his hands away

"Fuck off" I ran trying to hold up my hospital gown. The elevators were taking long so I ran and ran and ran tell I found the staircase

I ran to the ground floor running outside. I looked at all entrances trying to find him but he wasn't there I finally came across him sitting at a truck docking station smoking a cigarette. I slowly approached him

"I see you found me" he was emotionless, his eyes were red but no tears. He wasn't even looking at me but straight past me

"Jahseh I'm sorry"

"I know you are" I looked at him and smiled a bit

"At least your done crying" he looked up at me

"My eyes have already cried out" he looked down

"Your feet are bleeding" I must of cut it running on the concrete. I tried to walk but it hurt walking on the fresh cuts

"We'll talk about this later" he comes up to me and picks me up giving me a piggyback ride. He brings me back to the hospital, blood falling from my foot

We made it back to the hospital room. The doctor wasn't there so Jahseh decided to help me with my feet

I sat on the bed trying to touch the cuts "don't touch it" he came back with a wet cloth

"This is gonna sting" he slowly put it on my feet and I immediately felt stinging

"Ow ow Jahseh st-"

"wait a few more seconds" he pulled back and the cloth went from white to blood red. He pulled back and went to get another cloth

Then I saw him pour the rubbing alcohol on the cloth

"Jahseh not so much please" he looked at me while pouring more

"I'm trying to help you" he came back over to me I tried pulled my feet back but he pulled them towards him

He pressed it to my other foot once again. It was painful but I tried to keep it in

Jahseh came back over with the bandages and wraps my feet. Just then the doctor comes in panting

"Mam you can't leave the hospital just yet we have to sign the release forms" he looks down at my bandaged feet and was about to say something

"It's OK I took care of everything" Jahseh said and he nodded and left probably to get the forms

"We're talking about this when we get in the car" just then the doctor came back in with the release papers. I signed them then changed my clothes and me and Jahseh left

It was an awkward walk to the car. I felt weak from the drugs and stuff but I could still walk and stuff

I wasn't allowed to drive so Jahseh did. We didn't speak until we pulled out of the hospital parking lot

"So why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant" I felt a lump in my throat because I was nervous but I had to tell him

"Because I was so hurt and mad at you like Jahseh you don't know how much I'm fuckin hurt right now" I felt tears form in my eyes but I couldn't let them fall from my eyes

"Trina I'm sorry I honestly am"

"Why Jahseh"

"Why what"

"Why did you cheat" he looked down at his lap

"I was drunk OK and I know that's not a good fuckin excuse but please Trina I'm sorry can you please forgive me" I didn't know what to say I want to forgive him but I don't know if I can

"I won't stop asking till you forgive me" I just went quiet I didn't wanna say anything else

"I'll wait for you, I don't care how long I will wait for you" I heart started beating more at the fact that we won't stop

We reached Phoebe's and I walked in only for Phoebe to run up and hug me. She hit my arm

"Why the fuck would you do that"

"Listen I don't want to talk about this" I walked past her and into my room. I was about to close the door but she pushed past the door

"Let me just make sure" he inspected my room for to make sure there wasn't any more alcohol or drugs. Once he was done he just left

I closed my door, I'm in so much pain I feel to change up something. Like on my body or something

I looked at my hair, It just looks boring and lifeless so I guess I'll just dye it

I didn't want to go throw the front so I just snuck out my window. Walking around the street I just walked to the nearest hair store

Some colours didn't interest me cause they were dark and I wanted something blue. One colour caught my attention

A brightish blue and it was perfect so I bought it. When I got home I attempted to dye it myself. Since I didn't want Phoebe or Jahseh to know I was doing this I had your dye my hair all by myself

It was successful though and I didn't think I'd be able to do it since I thought I'd mess up

Guess I'll just hide out in my room and surprise them in the morning...

This chapter was written by myself and momo_girl14

stay tuned for part 31

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