(Author's note: Minors get out! This has matured content. Guys, this will be the 2ND TO THE LAST CHAPTER. Medyo sad kasi matatapos na naman. Hope you have enjoyed the entire story... Thanks for all your comments and votes. ❤️❤️❤️)
***May's POV***
Napakahigpit ng yakap niya mula sa likod. Hindi rin siya nagsasalita. I can feel his breathing in my neck. Nakapatong ang baba niya sa balikat ko.
Maya-maya lang ay naramdaman kong basa na ang balikat ko. Kaparehas ko ay umiiyak din siya.
Pinilit kong tangalin ang kamay niya pero mas lalo lang itong humigpit.
"I'm so sorry, love. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me. It was so childish and stupid of me.... Hindi na po mauulit. I love you very much and that's all that matters to me now. I miss you so much."
Nauwi ang hikbi ko sa hagulhol.
"Ssshhh. Please don't cry. I hate to see you cry, love. I'm really sorry."
Iniharap niya ako sa kanya. Hindi pa rin ako makapagsalita. Iyak na lang ang nagawa ko.
Muli niya akong niyakap at hinaplos ang aking likod.
"I can't live without you, love. That's one thing I realized. The first two days ,aaminin ko kinain ako ng pride, jealousy and all.... But as the days passed, loneliness kills me... We didn't tell you pero naconfine ako sa hospital. Ayokong mag-alala ka that's why I told everyone not to tell you... I had communication with Kyla and she's updating me about you thru Marco. Tapos nalaman ko na pupunta ka nga dito dahil nagchat sa akin si Patricia. It's kinda alarming nang malaman ko na magbabakasyon kang mag-isa kaya I made sure na okay ka dito with her at nakakakain ka sa tamang oras. I told her to watch for you.... I told her to pretend that she doesn't know anything... I can feel your loneliness love.... and I'm so guilty about it. I know ako ang dahilan kaya naisipan mong lumayo at mapag-isa. Hinding-hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko if something happen to both of you."
Binitawan niya ako at hinawakan niya ang mukha ko ng dalawa niyang kamay. Puno rin ng luha ang kanyang mata at mukha.
"Love... sorry na kung naging malungkot ka dahil sa ginawa ko. Sorry na kung nasaktan na naman kita... I didn't mean to do it. Naisip ko lang ang mga bagay na iyon dahil malayo ka sa akin... I know it's stupid and I know that it's childish, mahal lang talaga kita ng sobra and I don't want anyone between us. Pero na-realize ko and someone advised me na hindi ko dapat pinakialaman ang mga bagay na kinasanayan mo na. I asked you to marry me and dapat alam ko na ang mga consequences.... I shouldn't feel jealous of your friends and anyone who loves you since they are there with you eversince... I should accept you for who you are, for what you have and everything about you... because I love you... I'm sorry if I've been selfish. Natatakot lang talaga akong mawala ka... I should have trusted you like the way you trust me... at iyon ang di ko nagawa.."
Niyakap ko na lang siya bilang tugon.
He kissed my forehead and hugged me back.
"I miss you so much love..." hindi pa rin ako makapagsalita.
Kumawala siya sa yakap at muling hinawakan ang mukha ko.
Tinitigan niya ako. I could see the longing in his eyes. Later I realized that our lips met.
Tinugon ko ang mga halik niya. Naramdaman ko ang sobrang pananabik niya. I responded with same intensity. Parang ayoko ng matapos ang halik na iyon.
"Let's go inside, love." he asked me while staring at me with his eyes that's burning with desire.
Kinuha niya ang mga gamit ko sa pagguhit sa upuan at hinawakan niya ako sa bewang gamit ang kabila niyang kamay habang naglalakad papasok ng hotel.
Pagkapasok namin ng suite ay itinabi niya ang mga gamit at muli akong hinarap.
Hinawi niya ang mga buhok kung tumatakip sa mukha ko at inilagay niya ito sa likod.
He held my nape and I felt his touch shivers down my spine. God, I miss him.
His lips met mine and he held me closer to him. I automatically placed both my hands around his neck to give him more access.
Para siyang mauubusan at gustong sulitin ang lahat ng araw na hindi kami nagkasama.
Kapwa kami humihingal ng tumigil. His forehead touches mine.
I can see his wet red lips at sobrang naakit ako doon. Medyo nagulat siya nang ako mismo ang humalik sa kanya. He kissed me back.
I suddenly feel the temperature hightened between us. Nakakadarang.
Naramdaman ko na lamang na naglalakbay ang mga kamay niya.
Bumaba ang halik niya sa leeg ko and I couldn't help but moan.
"You're driving me crazy, love.." he said in between his kisses.
His hand wandered through my body. His touch brings unexplainable heat and pleasure. Hinubad niya ang blouse na suot ko kasunod nito ang aking brassiere.
My inihibitions were gone and I let him do what he wanted.
Hinanap ko rin ang epekto ng pag-iinit niya at natagpuan ko iyon. I couldn't help but touch it.
"Love? Ba't parang mas lumaki ata?"
"Miss ka lang niyan, love... Nagpapasikat. Ohhhh... love."
He kissed my collar bone and down until his mouth got one of my mounds while the other is being carressed by his hand. Napaungol ako sa sarap when he licked and gently bit my nipple.
He guided me and placed me carefully on the bed.
Parang hindi na ako makapaghintay kaya tinulungan ko na siyang alisin ang mga sagabal sa katawan namin.
Ngumisi siya ng nakakaloko. I stared at him seductively at muli niya akong niyakap.
I could see both our nakedness and it made our desires intensified.
Para akong mababaliw ng bumaba ang mga halik niya sa paborito kong spot. Di ko man aminin sa kanya pero iyon ang pinaka-namimiss ko sa mga pinagagawa niya. My lustful mind!
He played with my core at di ko mapigiling mapasabunot sa bukok niya. This man knows how to bring me to zenith.
"E--dward... Ohhh! Dyan.... wag ka titigil..." tumitirik na aking mga mata.
"Say please."
"Ohhh... please...."
I came in an instant. Para akong itinapon nang pagkalayo-layo at ibinagsak.
"Make yourself ready love... I'll make this a bit hard..."
"Pero p-paano... si baby..."
"I know how to... Don't worry... I've done a research..."
And he put it in.
"God you're still too tight..."
"M-alaki lang talaga---- Ohhh sh--t!"
"Does it hurt?"
"No love, keep on moving..."
"Say please..." and he tried to stop.
"Naman eh!"
"Just say please."
"Love please.... "
And he continued with his thrusts. We're both sweating at napuno ng halinghing at tunog ng pag-iisa ng aming mga katawan ang kwarto.
Not long moment nang maramdaman kong sumabog na ako sa loob and he came next exploding his loads inside me.
Nahiga siya sa tabi ko pagkatapos at hinila niya ako para makayakap sa kanya. We still could feel our rapid breathing.
"I love you, love." he kissed my forehead and held my hand.
"I love you, too...... Ano nga pala iyong sinabi mo kanina?"
"Which one?"
"Yung na-ospital ka?"
"I've been drowned to thinking about us and our situation... I felt doomed. Ayun... araw-araw ako naglasing as anxiety attacked me again... nasobrahan ako sa inom and one day, mom found me inside my room lying like lifeless kaya inisugod na nila ako sa hospital... Dr Strauss works in the same hospital kaya paggising ko, session agad... He was a bit frustrated with what I've done... but he gave me those powerful advices... kaya nandirito ako... You're my healer he said..."
Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit.
"After kong lumabas ng hospital. May inasikaso akong importante... Tiniis kong hindi ka tawagan but I made sure na nasa mabuti kang lagay..."
"So hindi mo na ako papaalisin sa kompanya..."
"Hindi na... Nadala lang ako ng selos ko kay Marco... He's always with you..."
"Syempre bestfriend ko iyon."
"I know and I'm sorry. Alam ko rin how much he cares for you... Ang ganda mo naman kasi love at ang bait mo pa... Dami tuloy naiin-love saiyo..."
"Wag ka na magselos... Ako ba na-inlove sa kanila? Hindi naman di ba? Iisang tao lang naman yung nagpapabaliw sa akin...."
At pinaglaruan ko ng daliri ang kanyang dibdib... I traced his muscles on his chest down to his abs and on his v-line..
Naramdaman kong napalunok siya.
"Love... don't start..." pero napakahina ng hiling niyang iyon at alam kong kabaligtaran noon ang iniisip niya.
I know him and I know when to fire him up.