A MONTH LATER
KIM TAEHYUNG;
"Jisoo?" He called out as soon as he woke up and felt nothing beside him. He rubbed his eyes for a second before getting up.
This was unusual because Jisoo was always sleepy and Taehyung would always get up first for work and make her breakfast when she wakes up.
This was a different day than any other of their days.
"Jisoo?" Taehyung called out again and checked the bathroom to see if maybe she was brushing her teeth or something.
He didnt see anyone.
He heaved out a worried sigh and walked out of their room and almost ran downstairs but she also wasnt there.
Taehyung's breath hitched when he heard a faint whimper coming from the guest bathroom.
"Jisoo? Babe?"
He knocked twice before twisting the knob.
"No! I really feel bad just to look at myself, i'll feel really worse if you do too Taehyung!!" Jisoo exclaimed and turned away, he heaved out a chuckle before running his fingers through his hair.
'Well i guess this is just another one of our days'
This happened often, considering the fact Jisoo was pregnant so yeah. The symptoms of her feeling insecure is a given.
"Alright then. I wont look, should i leave now for work?" He asked and was about to turn away when Jisoo hugged him from the back.
"No! Dont leave me again..."
This was also an always for the two of them. Jisoo said she feels lonely being all alone in their big house with only dalgom to interact with.
She cant just call over her friends. They're also adults who works for their future.
Taehyung turned around and captured Jisoo into a hug.
"Look babe. I dont care about how your look and i've said this a thousand times already."
She heaved out a sigh and pulled away.
"I'm sorry Taehyung. I feel like a fucking burden and i dont know why..."
He smiled faintly before lifting her head up.
"You know what. Let's go out and eat tonight, like an actual fancy restaurant? Sounds good?"
Jisoo forced a smile and nodded.
She wasnt feeling right about today nor the dinner they were going to have tonight.
'His smile was really precious and he was really trying. How could i say no to that?'
They ate breakfast together while Taehyung was still trying to stir her mood up. He didnt want to go to work knowing Jisoo still feels upset.
"You're okay, right?" He asked as Jisoo just nodded with a faint smile before fixing his faded blonde hair.
"Do you perhaps want to dye it back to black with me?"
"You said you liked it?".
Jisoo laughed out loud before answering him.
"That was a month ago and pregnancy makes you crazy, so?"
Taehyung smiled widely before nodding that made Jisoo smile too.
"Sure. Tomorrow?"
"Of course."
Taehyung smiled before waving goodbye and got in his car and to his office.
His smile faded and looked back at Jisoo worriedly. The reason was unknown at how Taehyung can now easily read Jisoo so much, she cant lie to him. She was just practically translucent to him.
Taehyung knew there was something bothering Jisoo today and he didnt want to force her to tell him today, that would make her more uncomfortable.
But he knows, there will be a time that he would and it he also knows that it can get pretty ugly or get spectacularly good.
Either way, Taehyung would just rather wait than hurry her.
He would space out from time to time from work and either Jimin or Jungkook would wake him up from it.
He was really bothered about the fact Jisoo is still upset when she's usually just upset for a short amount of time due to her being pregnant and then she would actually be really happy again or joyful.
Just the usual mood swings.
But, he knew this was something else.
So maybe this day isnt just one of their every day activities.
Taehyung went home extra early for their little dinner.
"Jisoo! Are you dressed already?" He called out as he closed the front door and plopped on the sofa since his attire was already formal and he didnt need to change clothes.
"I only wore simple clothes since i need to buy new ones." Jisoo said as she walked down the stairs.
She wore a simple white off-shoulder with a thin strap and a dark blue navy pencil skirt which was big for her actually so it was perfect for her 5th month baby bump.
"Wow i do not know that this was your definition of simplicity babe." Taehyung said and pulled her closer for a kiss on her forehead.
"Well i'm not a model for nothing sweetie." Jisoo remarked as she winked at him which made him grin.
Taehyung was fairly relieved that Jisoo can make a retort and answer back which for him meant that she was atleast feeling better than earlier. Finally. It was really starting to worry him a lot.
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They headed to dinner at a famous restaurant and Jisoo, suddenly got a weird feeling from it and immediately frowned at the feeling she was getting from it.
Taehyung noticed and confronted her immediately.
"Jisoo, if there's something really bothering you. I'm just here."
She smiled softly at Taehyung's heartwarming sentence and tiptoed to give him a peck on the lips which suprised him.
"I will if there is Tae." She said assuringly and walked in the restaurant first leaving him smiling like a dork.
As they got to their seat, they chatted a little bit before ordering and it was just the such a big shock for Jisoo.
"B-bom sung?" She tripped over her own words before standing up to see an also suprised face with an apologetic expression sprawled across it.
"J-jisoo-ya..."
This was all too familliar for her and as much as she wanted to eat with Taehyung tonight.
Her tears trickled down before she even knew it and ran out of the restaurant in lightning speed.
WILL UPDATE ON THE WEEKENDS AGAIN SWEAR, THIS TOOK SO LONG BUT ITS SO SHORT.
I'LL MAKE THE NEXT CHAPTER REALLY WORTH IT.
Chapter 32: .....
"He's just a really big
part of my past and i
hate it so damn much."
didnt proofread once again, sorry and had this in my drafts for a long time but school is a total bitch bombarding me with this and that so im sorry, i make chapters in like 5 minutes in one day so like it takes me 3 days? So i'm reaaaally sorry and i'm so mad when i try so hard to update and it's still crap for me fuck, gonna edit this real quick on sunday 😂
-moon