(I made up this Yandere Oumasai story while listening to Melanie Martinez "Pacify Her" and "Milk & Cookies". So the inspiration comes from there. As well as Yandere Simulator)
(WARNING Some might find this disturbing)
I watched him again.
Shuichi Saihara.
He was a boy in my class. When I'm close to him, the world is brighter. It's colorful, and I feel warmth in my chest and on my cheeks. I blush, sometimes even drool. My mind is blank and I can only focus on him. I don't care about my grades. I don't care about anything. I care only for him and how to get him to be mine and mine only.
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I never felt anything. Not towards my family, not towards other kids. Not even animals or toys cheered me up. I was a hollow shell with no traits of childhood innocence. I was even more emotionless than Maki. I soon began faking emotions so nobody found me freaky. I pretended to have interests like playing games or other roleplay. I pretended to care about others. I pretended to be sad if someone got hurt. I pretended to be happy whenever somebody told a joke.
In the meantime when no one looked, I tried everything to feel something. And the only thing I could feel was...pain. Self-inflicted on my body. It gave me a bit of adrenaline, but it didn't help much. I became dependant on it. I wanted to feel something.
Once I was playing the knife game in the bench in the corner of the school courtyard. After so much playing, I became good at it but this time, I accidentally stabbed my pocket knife into one of my fingers. I let hiss of pain escaped my mouth. Pink blood sprinkled lightly from my finger. It hurt. I felt great again, but I didn't focus on the emotion for too long because a voice suddenly chimed in my ears.
"Kokichi! Are you okay?!" It was Shuichi. He was my classmate. He and I had rarely ever seen each other besides classes. Currently, he had a great deal of concern in his voice. "Yes, I'm fine Shuichi, I'm alright. I was just trying a little game and I got a small cut. Nothing to worry!" I said giving a fake smile. "A-Are you sure? That cut looks pretty deep. No, I think you should probably go get that bandaged to Mikan. C'mon." Shuichi grabbed my head, pulling me in the direction of the nurse.
I felt my cheeks blush, what was this emotion? Holding his delicate hand suddenly made the world feel more like a perfect painting. It suddenly looked beautiful. This emotion, it fueled my entire body with feelings I had yet to experience! I realized...this was love. This felt exactly like love. Immediately when Mikan bandaged me and Shuichi went away, I longed for the sensation of his touch again. I was addicted.
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Back to the present, I observed him with a blush spreading widely on my cheeks. My heart was racing, my breath uneven. He was beautiful, but then SHE showed up...
Kaede Akamatsu.
Shuichi has been dating her for the past few weeks. It should be me that gets to kiss him! It should be that HE LOVES! Several others tried to date him before me. It was a bit sad to get rid of them. Eh, it was worth it. But now she's there and she clings to him basically all the time! UGH! SHE IS WAY TO CLOSE TO HIM! DOESN'T SHE UNDERSTAND THAT HE'S MINE AND MINE ONLY?! I have been in denial he's in love at first but
Well, she doesn't need to understand. I've been trying to make them break up nicely. I tried making petty arguments between them, knowing what annoys Shuichi most. It didn't work. So she'll have to learn the hard way. And with all the previous self-inflicted bruises and cuts, I know what hurts...And I'll make sure it hurts...A LOT.
Later was class. Kaede and Shuichi sat in front of me and it made me wanna puke. She was so whiny! How can Shuichi stand her?! At the beginning of class, Kaede gave away cookies because it's her birthday (my school for some reason has this social rule that if it's your birthday, you bring candy for all your classmates).
Worst was they were raisin cookies. Excuse me? Why would you like raisins over chocolate chip cookies?! I stared at the cookie in my hand. I was good at baking, only because Shuichi liked how good Kaede's different pies were. I was in school baking club even. It was a fake hobby, but what interests Saihara interests me. I wonder if she ever noticed the glares I gave her.
As I stared at them, all I could think is how to get rid of Kaede, in a way discreet and best explained way without much obstacles in the way. I also want it to hurt. HURT BAD. That disgusting piece of dump doesn't deserve mercy. Fake Suicide was one but not painful enough, kidnapping her in the basement well, that is too suspicious. I don't want to drag suspicion towards me. That'd be stupid. I chewed on my thumb staring at the cookie, a natural habit of when I was thinking.
And at last, I found one of the hardest and the most painful punishments.
I ran cheerfully through the halls, a part of my fake personality. The plan I had was kicked into action. Today would be the day Kaede is gonna and Shuichi is gonna be mine. I brought all the supplies nessacary from home, I just needed a couple ingredients. I knocked on the door of the room, a room with a person significant to the plan. Soon a girl with a mask covering her mouth shown her face. She had blue hair and very pale skin. "Hello, Seiko!" I said cheerfully "G-Go away Kokichi I'm busy..." she said her body trembling. "But Seiko! I had BIG sleeping problems recently! Don't you have some stupid thing that can help me" Seiko though for a moment before giving Kokichi a small box of pills. "It's M-Melatonin. It is a sleeping drug. J-Just don't take to many..." Seiko said shyly. I smiled "Of course Seiko,
I won't take too many..."
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Nobody's POV
Kaede walked through the hallways of the school. She was supposed to meet with her boyfriend Shuichi for piano lessons, but a sudden smell of baked goods swept to her nose. It was coming from the Cooking Club's Clubroom. Has Kirumi been baking something? Or maybe it was Ruruka? In any case, Kaede decided to investigate the sweet smell that invaded her nose. When she opened the door, she saw her fellow classmate baking cupcakes or, more likely, covering them with icing. They were nicely made, puffy with white covering them, looking delicious.
"Oh! Kaede I was just about to go look for you!" he grinned holding one of the cupcakes in his hand. "It was your birthday and I also decided I should repay you for those amazing cookies! They were the best!" he complimented. Kaede took the cupcake in hand, it looked delicious "Thanks Kokichi, it's a really nice gesture." she said politely "Take a bite! I wanna see if I improved my baking skills" He gave sparkly look, she couldn't refuse. She took a couple of bites before stating her opinion. "It's good but that funny taste...what is that?" Kokichi's innocent smile turned into a devilish smirk "Oh it's just some medicine, trust me you'll feel better soon..." he said putting up a hand to his mouth and giggling.
Kaede's face showed an expression of fear but it didn't last long. A daze began to overcome her and she quickly passed out on the floor. Ouma made sure Kaede was breathing, checking if his dosage wasn't too big. If he let her off easy like this, there'd be no true punishment for the sin she had committed. Thankfully she had only passed out. Ouma took a black music case he had stolen from the music club. He opened it and carefully placed Kaede in the case.
He noticed her pink backpack. He knew Shuichi would get worried for his girlfriend if she didn't show up. After all, she was addicted to piano. He rummaged through her bag, looking for the phone. After a while, he managed to find her phone. There was no password. Perfect. Ouma quickly found Shuichi's phone and texted that Kaede couldn't come because of something important. He put it in his pocket to make sure Kaede couldn't call the police. He would cut off the landlines as soon as school doors closed. He was now free to do with Kaede what he wanted.
Ouma locked the case and walked down the hallway and then down the stairs. He pick-locked the way to the school's basement. He walked in and took Kaede out the case and sat her down against the wall in the corner. He closed the door but didn't lock it. He wanted to enjoy this too.
"Sleep well while you can, Akamatsu-chan~"
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Kaede woke up with a headache and a funny taste in her mouth. She rubbed her head as her vision slowly adjusted to the surrounding. "What happened...?" she said to herself as she noticed a little pink note with purple writing.
Hello Akamatsu-chan~!
If you remember correctly, you ate one of my cupcakes and passed out due to crushed Melatonin pills in the icing. The reason for this is Shuichi. You don't deserve his heart, I do. It's now night and school is locked. Landlines and your phone have been broken so you have nobody in contact. Windows are locked. This will be the last night you'll be living. I hope you're ready for running from the killer~
-Ouma
Akamatsu's eyes widened. Kokichi is planning to kill her in school. She hadn't seen this side of him. She knew he liked pranks but this didn't seem like one. Kaede stood up, she had to get out of here. She noticed a pipe with another note
I want to make this worth my time, so I'll give you a chance. The more you'll struggle the more enjoyment I'll get from it.
Akamatsu sighed. She can't panic. She'll escape and report Kokichi to the police. Panicked thoughts will only worsen this situation. She grabbed the pipe and tightly held it in her hand. She walked up the stairs and opened the door silently. She felt her heart beating. Her first thought was to try and mess with the door locks. When she got there she noticed a silhouette. It was Ouma. His smirk was like nothing Kaede had seen before. It was... monstrous.
"Is there a more predictable place you'd go? Hahaha...Well, let's begin our little chase." Ouma pulled out a sharp knife, licking it before slowly making his way to Kaede. Kaede ran immediately, breathing heavily. Ouma charged in her direction knife in hand. His grin grew with each second. Kaede took a sharp turn and hid. She was in the Photography clubroom. She took the second to breathe then peeked her head out. She noticed Ouma and tried to punch him in the head with a pipe but only managed to hit his left arm, causing Ouma to slash her with the knife across the eye. Kaede screamed in pain but she knew she had to keep running. She ran to the library, trying to hide in the maze of books.
Ouma slowed down. Looking around the maze slowly, humming. "You know Kaede, every time you just clung this arm was enough to make me want to kill you. I wanted to play nice, but you were always so forgiving. You always made up with Shuichi!" he yelled frustrated. Kaede meanwhile noticed a phone on the table in the corner with a small phone on it. Kaede put a hand over her mouth slowly making her way to a table with a phone. "And I see you, by the BROKEN phone over there...think fast when you grab the phone kay?" Kaede spun as Ouma started towards her. She squeaked as she kept running.
After a while of running like this around the school with Kaede sometimes trying to scream for help as an instant reaction, Kaede started to become tired, the blurred vision and blood loss didn't help it. Her pace slowed down and her focus was gone. Ouma didn't look like he was slower. Out the loss of focus she tripped. When she tried to get up, she was unable to. Exhaustion kicked in and she felt tired. As she gave all her strengths, she felt the knife blade dig into her leg. Kaede yelled as Ouma removed the blade from the cut only to place it in the next. He then slashed at the hands
"Have you given up? You'll never see your home and friends, accept that" Ouma said stepping on her back. Kaede teared up, to which Ouma didn't express much emotion but a small smile. He grabbed the pipe from her bleeding hand and grabbed her two hands, pulling out of his pocket a pair of childish handcuffs. "I prepared for this~! Now that I caught up to you, I don't want you scrambling away" he said grabbing Kaede's hands and binding them so she couldn't do much. Kaede stopped crying and shot a furious glare. She kept struggling, like a toddler throwing a tantrum.
With that Ouma picked Kaede up bridal style and brought her into the room he had originally drugged her: The Cooking Club Clubroom. He sat her down gently on the floor and brushed off her hair from her face, as well as rubbing of the blood flowing from Kaede's eye. "I know you think I'm a sadistic bastard which I must admit, I am, but I give you an offer. Would you like me to kill you right now with a few quick slashes in the heart region? After all, it is what will happen to your body after your death that makes it truly gruesome!" Ouma asked to which Kaede just kept struggling. "I'll take that as a yes." Kokichi impaled the knife into the chest region and pulled it out as quick as he put it in. He heard one of the ribs crack. He repeated this, several times before stopping and looking at Kaede. She had been murdered by his hands. Ouma licked the blood off the knife "Your blood tastes sweet and yummy. That's good, I was worried you'd be bitter... After all, you weren't a good enough person for Shuichi" I smiled dropping the knife.
"You'll make Shuichi mine quicker then you think..."
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Shuichi was getting ready to go to high school. It's been a couple of days since Kaede was gone. He asked her parents. They said she wasn't home and that they were worried for Kaede. Shuichi tried to keep hope but she was gone for so long. What if he never finds her? He sighed opening the front door and his eyes widened. On his doorstep was a red pastel box with a card next to it. Nobody else was around on the road, so he didn't understand who dropped it off. He took the card and read it.
Hi Shuichi!
I heard about Kaede's disappearance and how you were very sad and worried. So I decided to make you a small gift! I baked you a minced meat pie (currently the only pie I can bake properly according to Kirumi) I hope you like it!
-Kokichi~
Shuichi looked surprised, both in the aspect Ouma knows how to bake, and that he baked something for him. Shuichi found it a nice gesture. He should probably repay him for kindness. For now, he'll just eat a bit of pie.
Meanwhile, Ouma stood outside, observing from the bushes across the street, watching Shuichi eat the pastry he cooked himself. "Wow, Kaede. I knew you were a cow but for him to not notice the strange taste. In any case, this is just the start. I'll target his soft spot this afternoon. He had already dealt with the middle parts. Now other things need to be gotten rid of. Ouma quickly sprinted to his house as soon as Shuichi went inside. He had to get rid of the rest of the evidence.
The smell of blood hit his nose instantly when he walked in. He sighed as he chewed on his finger. "Kaede, didn't you like cleaning? Then why are you vomiting blood all over my floor? Ew..." Ouma said grabbing the bag of body parts he hadn't already disposed of in the pie. Hands, head, legs, parts that were hard to mince. He went into the backyard. His house had a big garden in the back. There was a big, deep hole in the place of crops.
He threw the body parts in and quickly covered it with dirt. Soon it looked like the rest of the surrounding ground. He put a couple of seeds in a line. Ouma knew that when the body decayed, the ground would look darker in the place of the body. He read about a man seeing dark spots on the ground of his neighbor's backyard, after the disappearances of several kids in the area. So in order to mask it and not get in the same problem, he faked that the ground of the garden was getting more fertilizer. When he got back, he grabbed Hydrogen Peroxide, another chemical burrowed from Seiko. He started mopping the blood off the floor before rubbing in the chemical. He took an air-freshener and sprayed it around to get rid of the smell. He then threw the mop in the trash, as well as poured the bloody water in the sink, which he also washed perfectly. This all took a while so he figured he won't be going to school today.
"Well, now I just have to wait for Shuichi to come over and thank for the pie." Ouma hummed to himself.
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Ouma heard a knock on his door. A grin spread on his face and he quickly opened. It was Shuichi. 'You came over to thank for the pie, but I'll invite you and you won't refuse. You're vulnerable so when I make you cry by asking about Kaede you'll find comfort in me. I'll successfully manipulate you." Ouma thought.
"Oh hi! Shuichi! What brings you here?" Ouma said smiling mischievously. "Um...I saw your gift on my doorstep. I appreciate that you care a bit about me...I thought you didn't care about anyone" Shuichi said nicely. My heart was freaking out and my mind was going through all crazy thoughts. All Ouma wanted to do is pull him down and kiss him roughly. But he had to control himself and his urges.
"Well, of course, I care about my detective! Even if I tell half-truths or lies, that one is true!" Ouma said nicely "Oh by the way since you actually showed up at my door, would you like to watch some Fairytail? I got popcorn and Panta." I smiled gesturing in. "Um, well I suppose some company would do me good.." Ouma smiled innocently.
They watched a couple of seasons before talking. After all, Kokichi barely told anything to Shuichi about himself. He said a couple of useless facts and a couple things knew Shuichi would like in his partner. Things Kaede disagreed with Shuichi on. Ouma then mentioned Kaede. He knew what he was doing. Shuichi was now trusting him enough to find comfort. "I didn't want to bring this up, because it might be too sensitive for you, but I'm sure Kaede wouldn't want you to fall to despair, so don't lose hope." he said in a gentle voice, patting Shuichi on the back. He saw Shuichi tear up, and tried hard to not show the smile in his mind. "It's just so hard...It's been quite long.." Shuichi said, lowering his hat to cover his now crying eyes. Ouma quickly grabbed him in a tight hug. "Don't worry. You know very well Kaede isn't one for giving up. She wouldn't want you to give up too. So we're definitely gonna find her." Shuichi hugged back, crying into Ouma's shirt. Ouma smiled lightly.
He had him wrapped around his finger.
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Next few days Ouma spent giving Shuichi positive notes on the locker and asking him to hang out in order to distract him from the sad stuff. After half a month of this routine, he felt Shuichi had accepted that Kaede was gone. He had said so himself yesterday which cheered Ouma beyond anything in the world. He wasn't this happy since he discovered how good pain feels! And that made Ouma happy, cause now it was the second stage of the plan. Shuichi and Ouma sat in the park. Once again they decided to go out and hang out.
"Hey, Ouma?" Shuichi said suddenly, making Ouma turn to him innocently "What is it Shuichi?". "It's just... you've been so supportive during the tough time of Kaede's disappearance. That was very nice of you and... I know it's stupid, but I felt myself getting more and more attached to you and lately, the feeling was so strong that I think I might be falling in love you." Shuichi said blushing. Ouma's heart fluttered and his chest filled with the warm sensation. It was so strong and Kokichi enjoyed every bit of it. He wondered how much better can this get. The world was wonderful. Nothing mattered but this beautiful moment.
"I love you too Saihara-chan!" Ouma said smiling. He then did what he wanted to do for so long. He kissed Shuichi, wrapping his hands around Shuichi's neck. He felt his heart beat rapidly and electricity run through his body. He decided to turn it into a french kiss. This felt better than anything he had experienced yet. Saihara was everything. Saihara was the only thing. When they separated, Ouma grinned. "I'm so happy, my beloved loves me!" Saihara-chan chuckled "I was also wondering if maybe you'd like to go on a date?" Ouma nodded. He was so glad to be with Shuichi at this moment.
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Couple years later, Ouma was looking at a golden ring on his finger, blush all over his cheeks. His beloved was now his wonderful husband. They were both living in Ouma's old house, renewed of course. They had a wonderful life. Ouma has, of course, had baked away some of his and Saihara's 'problems' but it was rare. It was usually homophobes. Nothing big according to Ouma. Besides Ouma tried to find ways that wouldn't damage Shuichi's sanity. He was a bit sad he had to kill Iruma, cause when she was drunk she came onto Shuichi. But hey! Iruma always liked Kaede, maybe her head will too! Ouma's heart pulsed with joy whenever his lover was around, and his new life was happy. He was currently waiting for his husband to come home. He went out to the backyard, which he liked to come out quite often and said to himself.
"You know Kaede, it's because of you I have this wonderful ring on my finger from Shuichi. Don't you think it's JUST BEAUTIFUL?!? It has amethysts!!" he said, his breath ragged and drool coming down from his lips. He calmed himself down and smiled evilly while looking at the ground "Yes I know... you probably don't hear me with your head six feet under the dirt but whatever. At least you have some other dead heads to talk to. In any case, Shuichi and I are going out to some fancy restaurant today, so I don't have the time to speak to your corpse. I need to look pretty for your ex-boyfriend~!" Ouma said,
And then he walked off.
(So did you find it disgusting and let the meaty pie disturb you? Or did I bore you with the corpse disposal? Well, in any case, enjoy another oneshot of this)