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I can’t talk to you ,
because you’re gone ,
this you is a shadow of the
you I had known ,
but the words I speak to you
in my mind
does reach you ,
I know they reach you ,
I know .
I know when from the
other corner of this place
in this town ,
I am talking to you inside my head ,
I know from the other side
you hear me , I know .
I know my ,
“ Are you doing well ? ” ,
“ I’m sure you must be perfectly okay without me but I still can’t ,
never mind ” ,
“ Are you sick ?
You’ve been skipping a lot lately ”
“ Today she came ,
why did you miss out ? ”
. . .
I know all of it reaches you ,
I know .
But ,
I hope ,
I hope you know ,
this too that ,
I didn’t let go of you
for another soul I treasured ;
I hope you know ,
nothing and no one
can replace you ,
I hope when I beg you
to never forget me ,
you receive my message
sent through no medium ,
and please ,
don’t ever forgive me ,
because if you forgive me ,
you’ll forget me ,
and if you forget me ,
the girl I was once ,
that part of me that only you knew , that side of me that only you
had the access to see ,
will be gone ,
will be gone ,
forever ;
will be disappeared forever ,
a part of me will be gone forever ; because that part is not in my possession that I can protect it ,
that side , that part of me ,
resides with you ,
resides in your memories
of me ,
resides in the moments
we once made together .
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[If this girl's words have
touched your soul ,
matter not how faint
the sensation felt ,
would you mind dears ?
if she wished for you to tap on that minuscule star beneath
and send kudos to her ,
please ?] :)