every story has two sides. the last imagine, was from colby's side, this one is from sam's side. if you can recall, the last imagine was full of happiness and love, while this one is full is sadness and heart break.
p.s the beginning won't make sense if you don't read the imagine before this :)
Sam and I were on our way to Zane and them's house for some god knows why reason. We were about halfway there, when I heard Sam quietly sing along to the song. He was actually really good.
He noticed that I could hear him sing, so he abruptly stopped, and his face turned red.
Oh my god, he's so cute when he blushes.
"Sam, don't be embarrassed. You're actually pretty good." I said.
"You see, y/n, this is why we're best friends." He replied.
If you can't tell, yes, Sam friend-zoned me. And never in 1 million years, will Sam ever think about about me the same way I think about him.
We've been friends for about a year, but I've started getting feelings for him. Which is stupid. Because we're best friends, nothing more, nothing less.
I nodded and looked out of the window for the rest of the car ride. Soon, we arrived at the house.
I got out of the car, accidentally slamming the door behind me. We saw Colby get out of his car as well, so I walked inside, leaving Sam and Colby talking in the driveway.
I've only been here once or twice, and I don't really know anyone here. I don't even know why I agreed to come. I waited for Sam and Colby to come inside, and once they did, I ran over to them.
"I was so lonely without you guys." I joked.
"Y/n, we were literally gone for 1 minute." Sam laughed.
I giggled. We walked over to Elton and started talking, as we were talking Corey came over to us. A few minutes later, David came into the room and announced what we were doing.
Spin The Bottle: Make Out Edition
Just great.
We all sat in a circle, I sat next to Sam, who sat next to Colby. David announced that it was a girls turn, because she was the youngest. She spun the bottle and it landed on Colby.
Ha.
They actually had a pretty intense make out sesh.
Wow.
A few people went until it was my turn. I spun the bottle, and it landed on a random dude I've never seen before. I didn't want to make out with him, but I did want to chicken out either.
He crawled towards me, and without warning, shoved his tongue down my throat. It was pretty gross. I just pretended that it was Sam.
Is that bad?
After about 15 seconds, he pulled away and crawled back to his spot. Now, it was Sam's turn. He spun the bottle and it landed on a super pretty girl.
GOD DAMN IT.
She smirked when she saw that it landed on her. She went over to Sam and started making out with him.
I felt like I was about to cry.
I was literally watching the boy I love, make out with a hot chick right in front of me. I didn't want to just get up and leave because then people would know why.
They were making out for like 30+ seconds. I actually felt tears brim my eyes. My throat did the thing that it does when you're about to cry, so it hurts and you can't speak.
They finally stopped, then it was Colby's turn.
He spun the bottle and it landed on Sam.
WHY IS SAM KISSING EVERYONE EXCEPT ME?!?
Wait, never mind, I forgot, they're both two straight males who couldn't even pretend kiss.
Colby ended up chickening out, which was the perfect time for me to sneak away. I quietly walked outside, and sat down on the driveway. I wanted to be left alone with my thoughts.
I sat there, thinking about Sam and I, how we'll never date, and how I'll have to watch him love other girls.
I started crying.
This isn't what I wanted to happen. I called an Uber because I didn't feel like dealing with people right now.
By the time my Uber arrived, no body had came to check on me, which hurt a little bit.
I stepped into the Uber, and he drove me to my apartment complex.
When we got there, I thanked him and walked to the elevator. I texted Sam, telling him that I left early.
Y- you ; S- Sam
Y- I left early, I'm not feeling good.
S- I could've taken you home
Y- it's fine, don't worry about me.
S- I'm coming over, Colby's hanging out with a girl anyway
Y- it's fine
S- I'm already on my way.
I walked into my apartment, and set my phone on the counter. I went into the bathroom and looked at myself.
Wow, the Uber driver must've thought I was crazy. My mascara was running down my cheeks, and my lipstick was smudged. I washed the makeup off and changed into more comfortable clothing. I went onto Netflix, and put on Supernatural.
A few minutes later, there was a knocking at my door.
"Go away." I shouted, so Sam could hear through the door. I just wanted to be left alone right now.
"No, I'm not going away." He shouted back.
"Well, I'm not letting you in."
"Okay then."
I heard the jingling of keys, and then my front door opened, to reveal Sam.
Just seeing him there made me cry.
He shut the door and rushed over to me.
"What's wrong?" He asked, trying to calm me down.
"Nothing." I replied bluntly.
"Y/n, obviously there's something wrong."
"Okay, yes, something's wrong, but you can't fix it."
"I can try, please, y/n, tell me what's wrong." He sounded genuinely concerned.
I started to cry even more. He rubbed his hand up and down my back, trying to console me. I pushed his hand off of me and backed up. He looked hurt by my action.
"Sam, I can't tell you." I struggled to get out between my cries.
"But I thought best friends told each other everything." He replied.
I got mad.
"THAT'S EXACTLY IT SAM!" I shouted at him.
He looked confused.
"I CAN'T KEEP PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY BEING YOUR BEST FRIEND WHEN DEEP DOWN..." I paused.
"Deep down what?" He asked.
I took a deep breath.
"When deep down, I love you." I said softly. I looked up at him. He didn't say anything, he just stood there.
"This is what I was afraid of, this is why I never told you." I said in between cries.
"Y/n, I'm sorry." He replied.
"Sorry for what Sam? Sorry that you don't love me?" I accused him.
He slowly nodded.
"Yup, that's what I thought, because no one could ever love the sorry girl. No one could ever love me."
"No, y/n, it's not like that." Sam tried to comfort me.
"Sam, you can't force someone to love someone else. So please, for my sake, please just leave." I said, pointing towards the door.
"Y/n-" I cut him off.
"Sam! Just please leave."
He nodded and walked out of the door.
Out of my life.
wow! Very intense. Please vote and comment if you want to :)
Should this get a part 2?
-m