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"jeongguk, i think you should really go home" i found my lips uttering while i tried to peel off the boy's hand from my own. once i was able to get off from his grasp, i tried to walk faster so the boy would just give up and go back to his cozy home. a few smoke escaped my lips as it was still cold and i couldn't help but hug the sweater that jeongguk lent me.
hugging his clothes closer, my nose was welcomed with his trademark cologne and i'd be lying if i said that it didn't smell heavenly, cause boy it is so pleasant to my nose. as much as i like wearing his clothes and ponder how he could smell this good, i've got no time to drift off in my lalaland.
"nooo don't goooo" i heard the boy whine-pouted as i kept my pace and i could feel him rolling his eyes but nonetheless, i tried to march away from him. it was still early in the morning, the sun wasn't still up as a few stars dominated the night sky—it was just 4:30am and no wonder it was still a little bit dark.
"choi haine!" the boy whisper-yelled through the dark city. the darkness was enough for me, i have to get home before the witch and pretty twin found out that i didn't go home yesterday. me and my sorry ass would be really sorry if they caught me, i really have to hurry but this bunny is being a pain in the ass, instead of letting go, he's being a little whiny and well . . . sweeter—too clingy for both of our own good.
as much as i just want to cuddle with him all day long, i can't or else . . . even this moment would cease to happen if my oh so good family at home found out that i stayed in his house.
"yaah! you young lady if you don't bring your pretty ass in here, this bunny will really become jeon cena!" he rambled as i heard his footsteps coming closer, he was keeping his voice as low as possible as i knew that he didn't want any unnecessary attention too.
i deadpanned "go home, you thick-headed bunny!" i countered, voice as the same pitch as his.
"i swear if i catch you, you'll get the spanking you deserve!" he voiced out and even if i was already running, i felt like he was almost just beside me.
my ghad, i am already running! why would he still be able to catch up with me? is he like a horse? oh my bad, he's a bunny but, is he using his bunny powers? don't hop your way towards me you bunny, i can only run for my life.
me and bugs bunny aren't secretly blood related like you are with him.
"go home!" i spoke, as my legs started to ache. this is really bad, if the bunny caught up to me then . . .
"no!" at this point, i was still about to protest when i heard his voice as it felt like it was just beside me. "kooki—" my voice was cut off when like a child, the boy snaked his arms on my body, trapping me in his large frame. my small back touched his chest while his arms are on my waist. "caught ya!" the boy spoke before burying his face on the crook of my neck.
"noooooo, you bunny let me go" i thought he was going to end it there—but boy was this endorphin wrong.
his skin-ship got a little bit—more needy and well, demanding."i caught you, my endorphin!" i heard his husky voice brush against my ear and before i could even tame the irregular heartbeats inside my chest, i was yet dumbfounded when the boy suddenly took me in his arms and carried me in bridal style.
my cheeks couldn't help but furiously turn crimson red."yah! jeon jeongguk—put me down!"
i trashed and hit his chest multiple times just as so he would let me down but only laughter erupted in his lips . "yah! jeon jeongguk, i swear if yo—"i found my voice's pitch getting higher and i know that we're about to wake the whole neighborhood but that didn't stop me.
"shhhh! i swear choi haine, keep down your voice" the boy shushed before pushing my body closer to him.
"no! put me down! put me down" i whined, not stopping from hitting his broad chest.
"no and nothing can make this bunny put you down"
"yah! jeon jeongguk!" my eyes trailed on his face and instead of looking pissed, a devious smirk spread across his lips. oh my god, that smirk—nothing good comes out of that.
"i'm warning you choi haine, calm that pretty ass down"
heart skipping a beat, it felt weird that he was saying such mid vulgar words and i don't even take it as an insult but as a pleasant teasing "y—yah, i'm warning you too! p-put me down or else"
his smirk deepened as his face leaned dangerously close to mine. "or else what?" dear mother of unicorns, help me.
"or else i'll be ma—" eyes widening, before i knew it, i finally realized the meaning behind his devious smirks and actions that—his only way to shut me off was to lace his lips unto mine. the whole zoo roared inside me when our lips met once more and i was yet again trapped in his touch.
heart melting into bliss, eyes closing and heart hammering, the hands that used to hit his chest started to clutch on the fabric of jeongguk's sweater. i was holding unto him so tight as if my dear life depended on it. his lips made wonders against mine and it made me feel like i was on cloud nine.
if i count it correct, this is the third time our lips touched. it's already the third but, every time they do meet, a whole new different sensation erupts inside my system. i always found myself lost in his touch.
he was like a drug that's both consuming and deadly, i'm afraid that if i get addicted to him and his whole being i'd be left wrecked and destroyed if he would ever be gone from my grasp. only jeongguk could ever make this broken girl's heart skip a beat and feel loved.
lips responding to his deep kiss, i know that it isn't the right time to do this thing as i had to come home quick but . . . i couldn't stop.
no, i don't want to stop.
breath coming out short, i found myself pulling away even if i didn't want to. the moment our lips lost contact, our eyes were laced on one another and he casually rest his forehead against mine. my heart was thumping so fast, i'm breathless but i can't help to cling closer to his body. i want more, more of his warmth.
i'm getting the cooties and i'm guilty of wanting more.
"hmm, that was quite effective" the boy suddenly snickered as his breath tickled my skin and i found his voice so sexy and warm.
"what ... is?" i found my lips speaking, "i should kiss you more often to shut you up" at the mention of that phrase, my cheeks became furiously red and a squeal escaped my lips as i couldn't help but hide my face on his chest.
"waaah, this is really a refreshing sight to see coming from you" his chest vibrated as i felt him laughing, i was yet again filled with a feeling of euphoria. every little thing he does just makes me so flustered, even his voice sounds like a beautiful song in my ears.
"s—stop teasing me . . . you d—don't know how much i l—love your kisses . . . it's my weakness" i spoke, voice a little muffled as i spoke in between his chest.
i didn't hear another response from him but the sound of his heartbeat that thumped like he was running in a marathon and his arms that pulled me closer to him was enough, it was enough to voice out how he felt towards me. his heart was screaming how tender and passionate his feelings were.
"l—let's get you home" the boy stuttered and i couldn't help my lips as it curved into a smile.
the boy didn't really put me down as he walked all the way from his crib to a few blocks away from my house. as much as i wanted to feel him against my skin a little while longer, i had to break it to him. i can't risk being seen by mother and eunha, if they saw us together . . . i don't know what they'll do.
"kookie" i gathered the courage to lift my head up and meet his hazel ones.
"hmm?" the boy hummed as our faces were only a centimeter apart. God, he's so beautiful.
I don't want to let go, "you really have to put me down now, kookie" i murmured as i felt him stop from walking, frown painting those plump lips.
"why? we're just a few more blocks away and you're not heavy, i can still carry you" he murmured, linking our foreheads.
"i—please, if they saw us . . . i don't know what they'll do" i spoke while closing my eyes as the hands that clutched his shirt tight, made its way on the back of his neck and breaking the linked foreheads, i buried my face on the crook of his neck.
Pulling me closer, "okay, but always keep in contact with me. okay?"
Pulling away, "yes bunbun" i smiled and pecked his lips and i earned a deep blush from him.
Putting me down, he let me stand steady before lacing his hands with mine. once his body lost contact with me—it felt cold but i had to, no. we had to pull away.
our eyes met and the blazing redness of his face didn't disappear at all.
"i love you" he muttered and before i knew it, his face were inching closer and closer until our lips touched once more.
Cupping my face and my hands tangled on his hair, the kiss we shared were full of passion and tenderness. He was kissing me with such force as if i was the oxygen he needed to breath and i was more than happy to respond his hungry lips.
Lips weaving into patterns, eventually we had to pull away to the lack of air.
Linking our foreheads and his hand making its way on the small back of mine, his lips opened once more "i love you so much, choi haine. you don't know how happy i am to finally be able to kiss, touch and repeat the words i've been wanting to scream the moment i laid my eyes on you"
Happiness filling my heart, i was tongue tied.
"please, contact me okay? I'll be here for you and you're all i have. i'm scared to lose you"
"i won't leave you"
"promise?"
"promise"
"i'm scared haine"
"why?"
"i'm going back to my father's home today"
Closing the gap on our bodies, i engulfed the boy in a tight hug.
"if anything goes wrong, contact me okay?"
"yes and do the same, okay"
nodding, i muttered "i love you jeongguk"
"i love you, haine"
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"i love you, haine"
"i—"
"you don't have to say those words back if you don't still feel the same way"
"i—i'm sorry"
". . ."
"why?"
"um pardon?"
"why do you still love him even if it's impossible now?"
"i—"
"can't you look at me the same way you did to him?"
"taeh—"
"it's been three years but why?"
"i'm sorry"
"why can't you return this feelings back?"