- A U R E L I A -
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iMessage
gigi luigi 🥸
gigi what the fuck
how could you just go and date
billie like that
why do you care?
didn't realize billie was fucking
off limits
she's not you just like shouldn't date
your best friends friend
are you jealous or something?
what no i'm literally straight
i didn't say anything about you
liking girls
oh
well that's what your were implying
weren't you?
i said absolutely nothing about
you liking girls
okay whatever i'm not jealous
i really like her rae
she's sweet and funny and caring
i know that already
i'm honestly so lucky
good for you gigi
yeah you sound kinda jealous
i'm not fucking jealous jesus
seems like it
how's lorenzo been treating you?
great he's amazing and i love him
really?
because weren't you crying over
him just a few days ago?
how do you know about that
billie told me
she tells me everything
she's the best girlfriend ever
cool happy for you bye
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In real life
Gianna is being unbelievable.
I'm not jealous at all, I swear, but I just don't think she should've started dating Billie.
I have the right to be upset, right?
I just didn't expect them to start dating out of nowhere. Like, what?
Gigi's my best friend and I love her, but I almost feel betrayed for some reason? I don't know why. I know it has nothing to do with me, but I felt like Billie was.. my person, but now she's Gigi's person.
I don't like change.
I feel like I'm not gonna see either of them as much now that they're dating. People change sometimes when they get into a relationship, so I wouldn't be surprised. I mean, I tried my best to still make time for Gigi when Lorenzo and I started dating.
Lorenzo has been better recently, but he still has his bad days sometimes. Don't we all though? He's still kind of mad that Billie and I are friends again, but I still don't get it. He shouldn't be threatened by her anymore because Billie doesn't even want me. She literally has a girlfriend.
Who happens to be my best friend.
God, it fucking repeats in my head all the time and I hate it. I don't want them to be together. I'm happy for them, but, you know.
I'm not jealous.
I'm not.
I'm not jealous.
Why should I have to try and convince myself this? I know I'm not jealous because I'm not.
"Aurelia, why do you look... so pissed?"
I jump from the sudden voice since I've kind of just been zoned out. I'm at Lorenzo's house right now, sitting on the couch while Tito and Kyle play video games since I'm waiting for Enzo to get out of the shower.
"Sorry, what'd you say?" I ask Tito. "You look like someone just killed your cat right in front of you." He chuckles. "Don't joke about that shit, Tilly is my baby." I roll my eyes. "Okay, whatever, but why are you so angry?" He asks. "I'm not angry." I say defensively. "Your jaw is clenched, your fists are balled up and you're breathing heavily." He points out. "How do you recognize this shit?" I laugh.
"Body language." He shrugs. "I'm taking courses to be a therapist right now." He tells me.
"Hold up, Tito? A therapist?" My jaw drops. "Yup." He laughs. "Only reason I survived middle school was my therapist, honestly. I had a lot of shit going on then and my therapist really helped me, so now I want to help people." He says. "Tito, that's so cool." I say. "Thanks." He smiles.
"Anyways, what's going on with you? You don't seem like your normal.. Aurelia self." Tito turns to me, putting the controller down in his lap. "Nah, for real. I swore I heard you crack a tooth." Kyle snickers. "I'm fine." I shrug. "Nobody's buying that shit." Tito rolls his eyes. "Just.. friend drama, I guess." I sigh. "Like what?" He asks.
"Gigi started dating Billie." I tell him. "And?" He furrows his eyebrows. "That's it..?" I shrug my shoulders. "So, lemme guess.. you're jealous?" He quizzes. "No, no, of course not." I quickly shake my head and cross my arms. "Crossing arms is a sign of jealousy and insecurity." He smirks. "Bro, fuck off." I laugh. "I'm not jealous. Tito." I say. "It wouldn't make sense for me to be jealous anyways, I don't like girls." I add. "No one said anything about that, so you probably do." He tells me.
"I don't like girls like that." I huff. "Alright, whatever you say, but you can still be jealous of friends dating, you know. It's valid to feel that way, Rae." He sighs. "Thanks, I guess. You're pretty smart, you know that?" I laugh. "I know." He pretends to do a hair flip. "You need to be humbled." I chuckle.
I've known Tito for a while, but we aren't super close, but he's still a good friend. He's pretty wise, honestly.
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"Baby, I'm going back to my dorm. I have studying to do." I tell Lorenzo as I groan. "Good luck." He chuckles. "I love you, babe." He kisses my cheek and I smile. "I love you too." I hug him quickly and head downstairs. I go to the front door, but someone pulls me back. "Oh, hey, what's up?" I ask once I see it's Tito. "Remember what I said, okay? And try your best not to let the jealousy get to you." Tito tells me.
"I know, thank you." I smile and walk out to my car.
I get in and drive back to my dorm. Once I'm there, I park and head upstairs. I turn the light on and take my shoes off before I sit down on my bed.
I grab my phone and roll my eyes when I see I have a text from Billie.
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iMessage
bil 😋😋
hey love
hi
maybe you shouldn't call me that
since you have a girlfriend
oh right my girlfriend
gigi doesn't mind lol
k
what's up with you?
nothing
you seem upset
nope
you sure?
i'm fine billie
alright whatever you say
you wanna come over? i'm
bored
i'm good
wdym "you're good"
maybe i just don't want to alright
ever think of that?
jesus sorry for fucking asking
its whatever
i'm gonna go now bye
wait rae don't go
are you sure you're okay
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In real life
I'm done with this. I feel hurt right now and I don't even know why. Billie and Gigi are just acting like this is normal and that this is okay.
I can't fucking stand this.
I don't want this anymore.
a/n 🤍
the way TV just came on while i finished writing this and it fits so well with this situation 😭
idk who to feel bad for tbh
are you guys on aurelia's side or billie's?