Sachi's POV
"Don't call me that Rajvanshi shit again, ok. If you again call me this then remember we are alone in this room, I don't know what will I do with you." hearing his sexy voice near my ear, I got goosebumps. He looked at me still caging me and said "Did you understand? I don-" Before he says anything I nodded my head like a scared cat.
"I want words Sachi." He said. "Yes" I said. He again came near me and asked with his husky voice "What yes?" I closed my eyes feeling hot inside because of his proximity and said stuttering "Y-yes Sa-Sanj-Sanjh" he touched his cheek to mine and caressed it slowly. His tiny stubbles pressed to my cheek made me go all red.
He looked at me maintaining distance but still was caging me between him and wall. I was looking down feeling shy by his words and touch, after his proper stare. He didn't say anything, he left me going towards washroom but after pecking my forehead. I touched my cheek where his stubbles pressed my skin, I rubbed my hand on cheek pouting.
Because I don't like beards. Why? Just like now its pinch and I hate it. Sanjh also like to stay all shaven or clean maybe because of his office. It's just this 1 week that he was with me in hospital, he didn't shave. But how can he just press his stubbles on my soft cheek. I glared at washroom's door sitting on bed.
I was looking at the room remembering his every word and my eyes started to get teary. I controlled my tears when my eyes fell on a door, I happily stood up and opened that door, just to see my favorite place Balcony. I went outside and stood there feeling fresh air.
I looked at the sky forgetting my every problem. I was thinking to give a chance to this marriage just because of Sanjh, he is putting too much efforts for me. I smiled even remembering that day when dad said burden to me in front of Sanjh and within a minute he crossed dad saying "come with me Sachi to our home, you're not a burden for me."
He cared for me, I noticed when I opened my eyes that he was wearing the same outfit when I closed my eyes. I heard from bhai that Sanjh said he loves me and want a chance. After hearing bhai, I wanted to give him a chance because I don't think I will able to love someone else more than Sanjh.
Bhai even said that, Sanjh didn't even drink water just because I was not beside him or I was in danger. Looking at Sanjh, I can tell he cares for me but he is too good at hiding his emotions. I want him to let me know that he loves me but the way Samastha said Sanjh is not that much expressive when it comes to showing love. Wait he can show his anger anywhere but not love, hmm bipolar.
Suddenly I felt someone's head on my shoulder and hot breath on neck, I knew it's Sanjh. I know his touch. He wrapped his cold hands around my waist giving me goosebumps. He said still staying in that position "What are you thinking about so deeply? I was calling you from so long."
I just shook my head as no, because of his touch I couldn't even speak any word. I love his touch and mostly when he becomes clingly like this but it's rare to see him like this. He turned me and put his hand on railing caging me. I didn't dare to look at him.
"Sachi?" He said softly, this is the first time I was hearing my name from his sweet voice with love and softness. He always calls softly only that Myra. I don't hate her, but sometimes I get jealous of her that after her marriage also Sanjh gives her respect. Hearing him I looked at him with surprise and he asked "Can I bunk today's office?"
Hearing him, my big eyes again turned big with surprise, so I just put my hand on his forehead checking his temperature, is he really ok or not. He looked at me with boring face and said "I'm all ok, I am just asking, can I?" "But you never stayed at home before?" I said being all shock. He is workaholic, he never stayed at home before.
"Yeah, but I'm tired today." He said yawning and because he yawned he removed his hands from me going towards bed. What are you even thinking Sachi that he will stay here because of me, stop dreaming. Thinking about his words, I understood that he is more tired than me. I said going towards bed "Yeah, you sleep. I will go downstairs to help Maa."
He looked at me with sleepy eyes and said "You are not going anywhere." I looked at him with my done face saying "Then what do you want me to do? You're sleeping here. I will get bored." he looked at me ignoring my words and patted his hand on empty bed. I looked at him raising my one eyebrow just like him, I got habitual with it because of him, hehe.
"Sleep with me, that's why I asked you about not leaving for office." he said. I don't want to sleep, ahh but look how cutely he is asking me, I can't even deny. I nodded at him saying "Then wait for me, I need to use washroom." He nodded with his toothy smile showing me his all teeth.
I went to washroom and came back after doing my business and found Sanjh looking blankly at ceiling. What was he even thinking? He was sleepy then why can't he just sleep? What is he doing looking at that ceiling? Thinking this I sat on bed and checked my phone just to check did my dad call me or message me.
In this whole week, I met everyone in hospital except my dad. Not getting anything on phone I laid down and found Sanjh looking at me. I looked at him with what now face and he started coming closer. Now what the heck he wants? Don't come near me Sanjh, my heart will explode. I said putting my hand in front of his face "What do you want now?"
He held my hand saying "I won't hurt you Sachi." I nodded saying "I know you won't." "Then, then?" He said being shy. The fuck Sanjh is being shy, what does he want? I again asked "Then?" "Can I hug you?" He asked looking at me straight.
I broke the eye contact looking here and there after hearing him, I slowly nodded my head. I couldn't sleep properly in those 2 weeks because I couldn't feel his touch on my body and in hospital because of medicines I fell asleep. He didn't touch me until my plasters got removed.
My thoughts got halted when I felt his hand on my belly, creating havoc in my stomach. He turned me towards himself that my one hand got placed on his head. He slowly looked at me and said "Can I use this?" he said pointing on my chest. I don't know what to say after hearing his request my cheeks turned dark red.
Not hearing my reply he said "Looking at your blushed cheeks, I take it as a yes." saying this he didn't even wait for a second and put his head on my chest gaining a little moan from me but ignoring it he was hugging my waist. Feeling my warmth he closed his eyes in an instant. There was a whole zoo in my stomach and here he was sleeping on my chest like a baby.
I started roaming my fingers in his hairs, I looked at him just to find him smiling closing his eyes. I also smiled feeling him so close to me after 2 weeks. I know he won't hurt any of my wounds because the way he hugged me like I'm made of some glass. I don't know when I fell asleep roaming my fingers in his hair.
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I woke up hearing a knock on the door, I opened my eyes just to see Sanjh who was still in that same position sleeping peacefully on my chest. I didn't want to wake him up so I tried to remove his hands from my waist. Note that word try. He tightened his hands more around my waist snuggling into my chest more, he groaned saying "Stop it baby, don't move." Wtf is he thinking me as some of his girls who fucked with him. Baby? He never called me that once.
I said in anger jerking his hand from my waist "I'm not your any baby. I'm Sachi." Hearing me he jerk opened his eyes and looked at me with puppy eyes. I'm done with his mood swings. He said "I know, I know but why are you moving so much suddenly?"
I looked at him in disbelief saying "Someone is knocking the door. Now get up and check." He looked at me with irritating face and get up removing his face from my chest and again a little moan left my mouth. It's all so new to my body, rubbing his eyes he said "You moan a lot, isn't it?" I looked at him with what expression controlling my blush. He knows very well what makes me embarrassed. Not replying him I covered myself inside the duvet.
Giggling to himself he finally opened the door and found Samaira standing there with tired expressions. When she looked at Sanjh, she started shouting saying "Bhai what are you guys doing inside from afternoon? I'm knocking the door from past half an hour now." She looked at my direction, I gave her a smile and she said "Oh so you guys were sleeping, sorry to disturb your sleep love birds, but Maa is calling you both for dinner." She said and Sanjh looked at me with big eyes so I yelled saying " WHAT FOR DINNER?" Samaira nodded her head and said "It's 8.00 at night bhai, bhabhi." What the actual fuck we slept for fucking 6 hours. I got up in jerk saying "You go Samaira I'm coming, tell Maa that I will do rest of the things, ok." "Bhabhi wait, take your time. You don't need to do anything just eat, sleep and repeat for at least 1 week." Samaira said making Sanjh chuckle at her words. I gave her a smile nodding my head at her.
Saying this she left our room and I went inside washroom just to get fresh. After 10 minutes, I came back to our room just to find Sanjh seating on couch doing some work on his so called Mac. I went near him saying "Go get fresh and come downstairs, everyone is waiting for us." Ignoring my words he walked straight to washroom making me roll my eyes on his mood swings or say bipolar things.
He always ignores my words, wait can I also put some conditions like him, because he is courting me right now. I blushed thinking this like a teenager. Yeah I can. I smiled brightly thinking this and came to dinning just to find everyone waiting for us, even Aaru and Sameer bhai also came back.
Looking at me Aaru left her place hugging me tightly saying "Sorry, because of work I wasn't able to come to meet you at hospital" "It's ok, I'm all fine and more than that everyone was coming there like I am some celebrity or what." I said making everyone laugh at my statement. I was not this much comfortable with everyone in my 6 months of marriage but when I went to Delhi, I missed them the most. They are more like my family now, I'm comfortable here more than my own family.
Maa said strictly "Sachi first take your seat and eat your dinner. Where is your sleepy head husband?" I laughed the way she called him sleepy head. "He is-" "I'm here, I'm here" he came running like a kid cutting me in middle making my lips curled up looking at him. He took his seat in hurry and gave smile to everyone. Everyone returned smile except Papa, looking at them I could tell something was off between these two.
Sanjh said "Wahh why there is sweet today?" "Because Sachi came home today, all healthy." Maa said making Sanjh smile at her. He was about to say something but Papa said "I'm going to room." I looked at Papa and said when he was about to get up "Papa what about your food?" He smiled hearing me and said "I ate it beta, that's why I'm leaving. Eat your food properly, ok."
I also gave him smile and we started our food with a lot of talking and clowning with each other. I missed all this, that's why I was missing home badly. In Delhi there, dinning be like dad used to be angry for no reason and Shri bhai was ready to cheer people but after coming back here, I feel like home. MY HOME.
We finished our dinner and went to our perspective rooms. I was about to go to my room but found Maa in kitchen. I went inside there and said "Do you need any help?" hearing me she turned and smiled saying "No, No. I'm not working Sachi. I'm just hear for taking water to room." I nodded and waited for her and then we went together talking about tomorrow's lunch and breakfast.
I went inside my room just to see Sanjh working on his laptop on bed. I sighed and said "Why are you working here and not in study room?" he said "I'm not in meeting, that's why." I nodded my head and went to washroom, when I returned I found him on same spot with same expressions. I sat on bed taking my medicines and looked at him.
I wanted to ask him what happened between him and Papa, I was curious. I never saw Papa giving cold treatment to anyone. I laid on bed and looked at him for a minute. He was so focused on his work that he didn't even feel my gaze on him. I wanted to put my head on his shoulder but can I?
With lots of hesitation, I put my head on his shoulder. He was working and I put head on his shoulder means I disturbed him in working, I was scared to death but still pulled this stunt. I was blankly staring at his laptop screen thinking he will shout but instead of yelling he put his head on my head.
I smiled thinking about the way he said, he will control his anger he is working on it. I slowly called him "Sanjh..." He didn't say anything but hmm in response and I continued saying "What happened between you and Papa? How many times I thought about it but still found Papa's behavior towards you weird." he didn't say anything.
I looked at him and said "Tell me?" He said with calm tone "You don't need to know, he is not behaving weird Sachi. He is just spending time with himself like self love." I looked at him with done face saying "Do I look like a 5 years old kid to you ha? Tell me Sanjh you can share everything with me." He shook his head saying "Nothing happened."
I said with little irritation "Ok, I understand it. You still can't trust me." Saying this I turned my head opposite to him showing him my back. I heard his sigh and within a minute the lights went off in our room. I also sighed thinking that how much he tries he can't trust me. Suddenly I felt his hand on my waist and breath on my neck giving me gooesbumps.
I said jerking his hand "Don't touch me, if you can't trust me." "Sachi it's not like that, I just don't want to give you stress because doctor told us that your mental state is not stable. I can't take any risk baba." He said turning me towards him. I cupped his cheeks with my both hands saying "You're giving me stress by not telling me." He chuckled hearing me.
I removed my hands from his face and pouted saying "Tell me." He sighed and said "Nothing, he is just angry on me." I said with confusion "Angry on you, why though? and as much as I know about Papa, he is not short tempered like you then why he is giving you silent treatment." This time he cupped my face saying "You were in hospital just because of me and everything happened just because of me. That's why he is angry, that day you were about to go in coma Sachi." saying this he broke the eye contact.
I looked at him putting my hand on his waist "Nothing happened because of you, it all happened because I was careless Sanjh." He looked at me and said "Stop blaming yourself, I know you want divorce from me because I'm like this too short tempered person." I looked at him with shocked and said going closer to him "No, no we will try our best Sanjh to save this marriage and I will try my best to make you love me."
He mumbled something and nodded his head saying "I understand Papa, that's why I am not even able to look in his eyes Sachi but I m trying my best to make him forgive me. You just take care of yourself when I'm not around you ok." I smiled nodding my head looking at him.
"Sanjh can you ask Abeer and Tanuja to meet me?" I said with hesitation and he looked at me removing my face from his chest weirdly. I gave him toothy smile saying "You can stay with me, I don't mind." I said hiding my face in this chest. He just hmm.
We were not talking nor even sleeping, just feeling the silence in each others' arms. It was not awkward but peaceful. Suddenly I asked breaking the silence "Sanjh did you save your file before closing your lapi?" He looked at me with confusion and said "Yes, why?" I said "I thought you just closed your laptop like bollywood movies." He just laughed loudly on my words saying "Now you're teaching Sanjh Rajvanshi how to work?"
I shook my head as no and said "How can I, you're the biggest business man. I was making it sure." "Yeah yeah" He said sarcastically. He said again looking at me "And you Jhansi ki Raani (The queen of Jhansi) Don't talk with papa about this, ok. I will handle everything." I nodded my head saying "You can do everything, isn't it Mr. Perfect?" again ignoring me he hugged me tightly.
My head on his chest now and I could hear his heartbeats, it was like a music to my ears. I don't know when I fell asleep hearing his heartbeats.
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