"Fuck" Sadie's whole body jolted away, thick sweat dripping off her body and onto her mattress and pillow. Her chest raised and her eyes widened, she looked around the room. The room was dark, pitch black. There was a faint outline of her bedroom, the desk, the shelfs, her stacked books. The girls chest was still racing, racing against the clock that clicked to her life. Nothing had changed, everything was the same. Her hands weren't dyed with blood, her eyes weren't wide with adrenaline. Sadie pushed up, leaning against the headboard.
She turned to the left and clicked on her lamp, her whole room becoming a soft yellow. Once again, her room was left bare, nothing had changed. So why was the girls heart still pounding? Why could she still smell the metallic sweetness of blood, the insatiable high of murder?
The girl wanted to scream; curdle up into a ball and die. Why was she feeling like this? It had been a year and yet this feeling, the anger- no, rage that brewed within her built up, had began to flow out. Instances were Sadie had acted on this thought within the deepest part of her mind, a mind that housed Amber Freeman's ghost.
This thought was aggressive, crude, vial, hateful. It had drove Sadie to madness, the idea of murdering someone came a constant in her life. She hated it, she wasn't the bad guy in this story and yet she needed the fix. It was a drug, a high that not even the strongest of drugs would help, she needed to make some bleed.
Her mind settled for these dream, haunting dreams of brutally butchering her friends; first it was Quinn, then it was Ethan, Dan from chem, Luna from English, Ms Parker her English lit tutor and finally Cassie.
Everything started when she joined her English class. The teacher had suggested to write a story for extra credit; Sadie desperately wanted a pass this class, so she did it. She could remember the date, the exact time.
Siting on her desk chair, the mesh back was comforting for her spin and urged her to sleep; she fought through it. She opened up the app and pressed a single key. And suddenly she wasn't her, she was dressed in all black; black boots, black pants, black shirt, most Importantly a ghost face mask and cloak. She housed a dagger in her hand, smiling proudly at the reflection she saw in the matellic weapon. Weirdly, when Sadie left her apartment people didn't call her Sadie, they called her 'Tatum'. The name repeated in her mind, why did they call her that? She thought so much about it that she woke herself up, her head resting on her laptop were she had written a book. A stab film almost; Tatum the leading role, had lost the battle. The battle against good and evil, losing to temptation. Something Sadie had once done. Tatum went on a killing spree, killing anyone and everything one. The only difference between the book and the scream franchise was that she wasn't caught. She didn't fuck with Sydney because frankly that was a losing battle. She had won, she was the final girl.
Re-reading her words Sadie cringed, the words she spewed into the screen scared her. The way the book had her on the edge of her chair and biting down on her nail, needing more. Soon, Sadie closed her laptop, never to read that book again. Ever since then she had these nightmares, no longer as the role of Tatum but herself. Nothing stopped the screams that took over her mind when the room went silent, quiet whispers of how much of a monster Sadie was. The girl had to supress a smile, she wondered if anyone in the room knew of the thought that possessed Sadie on the daily. Or if they could see Amber or was it just her.
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"I like it" Amber nudged her head into the space between Sadie's neck, reading the words Sadie had wrote for herself. Sadie groaned disapprovingly, growing tired of this battle with Amber.
"You like it because its evil" Sadie pointed out. Amber nodded agreeing with Sadie's statement which only made Sadie more mad.
"See! This whole book is evil, I'm deleting it" Sadie had said this thousands of times, and yet still scrawled on her screen read the book she had sworn never to read again. Let allow develop and add more to.
"You said last week, and on the 21th, 17th, 15th, 4th, you always say you will but never do" Amber bopped Sadie nose, an innocent gesture that made Sadie clench her stomach holding down the bile that crept into her throat.
"God. Forgot how big of a baby you are" Amber scoffed. Still, Sadie couldn't handle the image of blood, describing the bloody scene's made Sadie double over and resist the urge to release an ungodly amount of vomit.
"Your dead." Sadie argued back, wiping her eyes and with that Amber went away.
"Remember: I'll always be there to haunt your thoughts" Amber's voice rasped into Sadie's ear, making it burn. Sadie groans and clenched the ear, cupping it in a hard grasp.
Sadie pulled away from her desk, turning off her laptop and swearing she'll never read that book again. She stumbled into her living room, grabbing a glass of water.
Cassie soon approaching her with a smile that read I'm about to ask you something, please say yes! Sadie prepared herself of the speech she's about to be given, Cassie positioned herself infront of Sadie and began to make her suggestion.
"Me, you, party?" Cassie asked, leaning back on her heel as she awaiting the answer. Sadie bit her tongue, she wouldn't mind getting drunk tonight.
"Its Halloween." Sadie pointed out. Ever since the attack at Stu Machers House she'd been some what intimated by the thought of someone else wearing the mask. Cassie pouted, putting out her lips in efforts to make her seem irresistible.
Sadie stared blank at the girl, sighing out a groan and nodding.
"Yeah, fine." Sadie mumbled, crossing her arms. She soon smiles at the bright expression of Cassie. The ginger girl jumped into Sadie's embrace, some what crushing her.
"Yes! We can be slutty cops and robbers" Cassie whispered, Sadie's eyes widened at the realisation of what she had to dress up as. She pushed Cassie away and glared at the girl.
"You can be the cop, I'll be the robber." Cassie opened a bag that Sadie hadn't resisted was in the room. Holding out a costum; a black leather skirt, blue shirt that had 4 missing buttons on the top, handcuffs and a badge reading; detective Riley.
"You custom made the badge?" Sadie asked in disbelief at the extent Cassie had went and how she already had a costume.
"Yeah?" Cassie brushed off the irrelevant comment, clapping her hands together and leaving to get ready. Even thought they had a few hours to wait.
"Get ready! We're going to Mindy's apartment" Cassie shouted through the walls. Sadie was about to object, until Cassie shouted again.
"Now!" Sadie groaned and left to get change. She had slipped into a way too short skirt, it hugging to her thighs. Pulling the shirt over her body, it was revealing‐ Sadie's chest not even being covered. She attached the handcuffs to the belt and and badge to her shirt pocket. Pressing the make-up brush into her cheeks and rubbing blue highlight over her cheek bone and nose. Surprising, she smiled at what looked back at her. She didn't seen the sad Sadie anymore, she saw someone who was unfamiliar but felt like home.
Smiling at work she grabbed her phone and packet of weed and slouched down on her bed waiting for cassie to be done.
Soon after Cassie was ready too. The two girls walk down the streets of New York, talking about how their lectures went that day. Mindy's apartment was a quick travel, pushing Sadie into the room that had Mindy, Anika, Ethan and Tara.
"Damn, Sadie I want you to cuff me" Mindy muttered, her eyes raking up and down Sadie's body. Sadie flushed red and covered her legs.
"Mindy, stop being a perv" Sadie retorted, smiling at her bestfriend. Mindy scoffed and clenched her chest.
"Since when did we break up? I still remember at‐ at that party when you professed your undying love to me" Mindy mentioned how Sadie had jokingly asked her out. Tara, Mindy and Sadie cringed at the mention of the party.
"This is me officially breaking up with you." Sadie crossed her hands over her chest, only puffing out her chest even more. The girl released a groan, annoyed at how revealed her body was when she didn't like it. But, it was a party; a Halloween party.
"You guys ready?" Tara cut into the conversation. Tara had been enjoying the view a little too much, soaking up every part of Sadie's welcomed intrusion. But soon got jealous of how easy Mindy and Sadie can flirt back and forth.
A/N
Let's just agree that
gf!Sadie would be so hot.
What would be her motive through?