i just sat there staring as thoughts whurled around in my mind.
how could i be so stupid?!
he had kissed me.
im his student.
i just kissed my freaking teacher for crying out loud.
we could lose everything.
fan. freaking. tastic.
"Seelie..." he began but i cut him off.
"Mr. gryffan we could get in trouble you could lose your job i could be expelled if someone finds out that you just did that! even if you didnt mean to!" i practically yelled at him.
his facial expression changed so fast i could have gotten whiplash, "i didnt not mean to kiss you seelie, i wouldnt have kissed you if i had not wanted to. and if we are careful no one would know."
i stared at him kind of shocked that he is even considering dating me.
he could lose his job.
i could be expelled.
ughhh. why is this happening to me.
why do i have to fall for someone i cant have?!
this would happen to me. i have the worst luck ever.
just look at my mother.
god, why couldnt the sperm cells have died. i could have been born to someone else..
but noooooo....i just had to choose my mother.
i sighed to myself. realizing how ridiculous the conversation i was having with myself inside my head was.
i bet if mr. gryffan could here it he would think i was nuts.
i laughed to myself.
"seelie, love conquers all, i know thats cliche but its true." he began, "if you love me and i love you we could be together. i would stay by your side, no matter what. even if i lost this job, it doesnt matter. i would protect you."
his speech touched me and my eyes began to water.
"okay..." i said as a tear escaped my eye.
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sorry guys i know this chapter sucks major monkey balls.
ive been having horrible writers block.
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