y/n's pov
It's been 2 weeks now. I've lost count of the hours I've spent crying. If I'm not sleeping, I'm crying. If I'm not crying I'm reading. I check my phone. Still no wifi. It's 6:34 am-
"Open the door." I hear my dad outside. I unlock the door and let him in. He smells like cigar. "How may I help you?" I say sarcastically. "Quit it with the attitude." He crosses his arms, "the school called and said you have to go back to school. Today" I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't believe I'm happy to go to school. But my joy runs out quickly. "Bitch" He slashes my palm with a plastic knife, but it still cut. My blood drips on the wooden floor. "Clean that up before you leave. I hold my hand. Why must they be like this?
I get dressed, and wrap my hand with a bandage. I put on some black gloves with thumb holes. i look in my closet and see Suna's hoodie. I breathe in his scent, and put it on. I quickly eat breakfast and rush out the door. I finally feel the sun on my skin, the wind in my hair. I skate to school, excited to be there for once. I'll stop by the skate park. Maybe Osamu and Atsumu will be there. I get to the skate park and plug in my earbuds.I don't pay attention to where I'm going and I bump into someone. I trip over my scrape my knees. Fuck. I look up and can't believe who it is. His eyes are looking down at me, cold with no emotion. "S-suna?" I get up but he's already gone. What happened?
I skate to school, but I lost all hope at this point. I spot Atsumu and Osamu, I run towards them. "Atsumu! Osamu!" They embrace me in a hug. "The fuck happened, y/n?" I look down, ashamed of my parents. "I-, it's a long story." I hesitate. "Well tell us later." Osamu responds.
"Uhm quick question. What's wrong with Suna?" I see him sitting alone on a bench. "I'll go check it out." Atsumu goes to Suna, he takes of his headphones and talks to Atsumu, Weird. "Let me try," I tell Osamu. I run towards Suna, but he spots me and leaves. Atsumu is standing there, in shock. "W-what?" I stand there completely hopeless, tears filling up my eyes. "Why is he-" My voice cracks and I break down. Atsumu hugs me and embraces me. "The fuck is wrong with him" Osamu mutters.
Suna ignores me in all of my classes. I walk out of my class and see him. I run towards him and tug on his hoodie. "Suna what's wrong!" I nag. He keeps on walking, like I'm a pesky fly. I stand in front of him, so he has to look at me. He looks down at me, but there's no love in those eyes. "Move", he coldly says. I hear others laughing. I just humiliated myself in front of everyone,For him.
I find Atsumu,Osamu and Kita sitting. My mascara is running from me crying. Kita immediately notices. "Come sit." He makes some room and hugs me. "Fuck him, y/n." Atsumu snaps. "But you guys have been friends since you were small." Osamu says. "Yeah. You too have known him for a long time as well" I hesitate. "You can't just leave him".
She's always so kind, but Suna might break her , Kita ponders to himself
"We have practice today Suna" Atsumu tells Suna, I'm write behind Sumu, but I look down. Suna puts his phone down. "Oh I won't be able to come today" He says it like it's nothing. Atsumu opens his mouth to speak but I interrupt him. "This is because I'll be there right?" I yell at him, and grab him by his hoddie. "WHAT DID I DO TO YOU!" I finally break, and try to hold my tears back.
Suna just rolls his eyes at me "drama queen" he mutters. "I HEARD THAT!" At this point Atsumu and Osamu are both holding me back from clawing his eyes out.
They let me go and I fall to my knees crying. My knees hurt from my fall in the morning, and my hand hurts from my dad, but the thing that hurts the most is my heart.
I go to the bathroom and wash my face with water. I splash water unto my face, with cold,cold water. I hear the door open and I look up. It's the same girl I fought weeks ago. "Looks like Suna dropped you. Who'll save you now?" She starts laughing hysterically. What do I do. She keeps coming closer, and closer. I'll get suspended if I fight back, "What do you want." I snarl at her. "Oh nothing, but just some sweet,sweet revenge." She sneers at me and pulls out some scissors. "Put them down." I shriek, "Leave her alone!" I hear someone open the door.
"You got lucky this time." She growls. I look up and see Osamu standing outside the bathroom.
He puts his arm around my shoulder, calming me down effectively. "Y-yeah". "The whole school heard you shriek, and I saw Suna but he didn't even flinch" Osamu says depressingly. My eyes tear up. "Suna has always stood up for me, since we were little" I mumble, Osamu's shirt wet from my tears. "Don't look now but, he heard that" I do the opposite, and see him and a corner. I see he has a cut on his face. He didn't have that before. He meets my gaze and looks at me. His facial expression looks different. "Whatever" I turn around, "Let's go to class" I pull Osamu, but he's big. "Y/n, he's still looking at you. C'mon, give him a chance. You don't know his side of they story." Thru out the day Suna keeps trying to talk to me. I ignore him, he's hurt me enough already.
Suna's Pov
As always, Osamu was right. She didn't know my side of the story before assuming. But I didn't have much of a choice.
2 weeks ago
I get home, worried about y/n. I texted her but she hasn't answered. I get my keys and unlock the door. I hear someone inside the fuck? I slowly come in and see someone in my kitchen. "Damn, you really need to go grocery shopping." He turns around and it's my dad. "What are you doing here" I respond coldly, why come visit me now? At two in the morning?
"Well son I'm here to talk to you. I saw you have another girl, I have to admit, she's better than the others" He rolls his eyes. Why is he in my house. "But she'll ruin our reputation." He explained, "You mean yours?" I retort. "Don't talk to me like that. As I was saying, I forbid you from seeing her. As friends, sneaky link ,whatever. It doesn't matter to me what your relationship with her was." I'm clenching my fists, trying my best not to punch him. He steps a step closer "You can't do that-" I hissed. He grabs my face, but not in the loving way y/n did. "Oh but I can." He sneers,"If you don't comply, and I see you with her, you'll marry her;" A girl steps out from my bathroom. "Fuck no. She's a gold digger. I don't care if you're into that, I'm not." I snapped stepping back.
"I prefer people who love me for my personality and who I am. Not for my looks!" I shout at him. "Tsk tsk, remember what I just said. And on top of that, if you disobey me, I'll have her killed."
1 week ago
"We are here in loving memory of D.Rinatarou, he was a successful business..."
PRESENT TIME
Now y/n doesn't even talk to me. All thanks to my Dad. I don't care if he's dead. He never cared for me. I wouldn't have this cut on my face. Y/n would always kiss my cuts-
Whatever. Get a hold of yourself Suna. Winter break is just around the corner. I'll invite the twins and Kita to my beach house, it's still hot during this time of year.
This is why I never trust anyone. But now, I'll just forget whatever y/n and I had. If it were anything.
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Author's note
I will be trying to update as often as I can! I have a couple of tests coming up, but I will try my best to update <3