Me an Al didn't do much for the rest of the night, only watched movies and ate insane amounts of junk food.
I wasn't exactly sure what I was feeling.
I knew id never felt it before, and I didn't like it.
Not at all.
I felt sick and confused and tired, but the instant Shawn came into my mind it was like all of that disappeared, even if it was only for a few moments.
"Will? Do you wanna go somewhere"? Ally took her attention off he movie and turned to me.
I chewed my piece of popcorn slowly.
".. Where"?
"Well.." Her mouth creased into a slight smirk and I groaned with a laugh.
"whatever you got planned, I'm not into it."
"It's nothing big, just a drive around town"
"with"? I knew that wasn't just it.
"With... Some boys."
"Mmm..."
It did sound fun.
"What about Pen"?
I couldn't just leave her here alone.
"My neighbor could come over and watch her, she's sleeping anyways"
I really had no other excuse to say no, and I needed to get everything off my mind.
"Okaay.. Fine"
"Ahh! Yay"!
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It was beyond freezing out, my toes seemed to cling to whatever warmth lie in my black vans.
It was almost like a natural instinct to say no to late night party's or whatever Ally usually wanted to do because I had no interest in getting shit faced and not remembering what I did the next day.
But I had such an urge to compel, such a urge to do something insanely crazy.
I didn't want to care.
For one night. I didn't want to care.
"Where are these boys Al? It's fucking cold"
"Right there" Her tiny pointer finger with pink nail polish pointed towards a small black car off in the distance.
The closer our steps got, the more I heard the music an the yells of a bunch of rowdy males.
"ALLY! BABE" One of the boys I didn't recognize yelled while waving out the window with a lit cigarette between his web.
"CODY" She showed off her white teeth and jogged the rest of the way to him.
I rolled my eyes at the amount of guys Ally knew.
"How ya been baby girl"? He kissed her cheeks which were flushed red.
I kept my arms crossed and tried to squeeze my sweater tightly around me.
I couldn't make out the other people in the vehicle sense the windows were tinted.
"Amazing. This is my friend Willow"
'Cody' smirked my way, I nodded with a small smile.
"Get on in" Just then the back door opened and a tall boy with dark hair and dark eyes that was all too familiar scooted over to make room.