(Warning: this chapter gets a bit steamy and nasty, so I think it's only fit to make Nasty - Ariana Grande the song for the end of this chapter heeheee)
Once I got home I immediately called Evan and asked him to come over because I wanted to talk to him. He sounded confused on why I wouldn't tell him what about. Truth is I didn't know how to ask him over the phone if he lied about sleeping with Savannah. I need to ask him in person and see his face. I haven't thought about what I would do if it turns out to be true, that he did lie about everything. A part of me says I would ask him to leave and not talk to me but it's easier said than done. Everything inside me hopes it doesn't get to that.
A knock at the door breaks my deep thought. I jump up from my couch and stride across the living room to my front door. My favorite smile greets me on the other side holding a single rose and a small box of my favorite chocolates: Ferrero Rocher.
"Sorry I took a little longer, I had to make a quick stop" he says, stepping inside and planting a small kiss on my lips. I smile during the kiss. It's the small things he does that make me feel so lucky. Seeing him makes me forget about everything that was stressing me out moments ago and now I don't want to ask him but I know I have to. I need to know.
"Mhm. You know these chocolates are my weakness! You're trying to get out of this huh" I say. He raises his eyebrows.
"What exactly am I getting myself out of?" He asks. Evan walks over the the couch and throws himself on it, leaving enough space for me to sit beside him. I set the rose and chocolates on the coffee table and plop myself on the couch, facing him. Those blue eyes watch me carefully as I gather my thoughts. I don't even know how to ask him.
"Baby what's wrong?"
"Savannah fainted today at work" I start.
"Is she okay?" He asks.
"Yeah. Yeah, she's fine. They uh ran some tests and come to find out that she's pregnant" I say the last words quietly. Buck's eyes go wide.
"No way! Oh my god, does Amanda know?" Him automatically assuming it's Tyler brings me a bit of comfort. But I still need to ask him.
"No. Me and the girls think it's Tyler but Savannah says it's not him"
"Oh, well that's fun. She doesn't know who the dad is. Yikes"
"She thinks it's you." I blurt out. Buck chuckles. He looks at me for a moment before saying anything.
"And how could that be a thing? You.. did you think it could be me?" His facial expression changes making me thing he feels offended.
"No! No of course not, she was just very convinced that it's you because well.. she said that it makes sense" I shift my body a bit, not knowing how to feel. Buck continues staring at me.
"Make sense how?"
"Dr. May said she's two months and I mean me and you weren't really all that serious two-"
"So you thought that maybe it could be. That's nice Stella" he starts to get up from the couch.
"Babe"
"Because Savannah tells you it makes sense because me and you weren't all that serious two months ago. I've been serious about you since I set my eyes on you Stella. I waited for you to be serious and now you think I actually-"
"Evan I'm sorry, I don't think that I'm just telling you what happened today"
"But it sounded like you were accusing me." I grab his face between my hands and make him look at me.
"I'm sorry I made you feel that way, Evan. Savannah loves to play games and get under my skin. I know that's what she's doing" I come up for a kiss. Thankfully he kisses me back. "I trust you, Evan." I kiss him again, this time more intensely. I feel his huge hands wrap around my waist.
"You know you're my weakness, Stella" he whispers into my mouth as we kiss. His thumb runs along my bottom lip before he gently grabs it between his teeth. My body starts to feel heat. His fingers brush up against my arms.
"Now it's time for me to talk to you about something" Evan says. I look up at him curiously, the hunger deep down inside of me wishing he could save it for later.
"The nights you weren't with me, did you ever think of me" his voice is now a whisper even though it's only me and him in this room. But the way he's looking at me with such desire makes me feel that it's only me and him in the world. I swallow slowly.
"Maybe" I answer. He presses his lips against my neck and gently sucks on it, making me feel weak in the knees. "That's not the answer I'm looking for Stella" his lips lower to my collarbone. My eyes shut close as I enjoy his mouth against my skin.
"Yes."
"Yes what?"
"Yes I thought of you" I admit.
"And what did you do about that?" He stops kissing me and looks at me, a teasing smirk sitting on his lips. I let out a desperate sigh wanting more of him right now.
"Wouldn't you like to know" I answer him knowing he's looking for a specific answer. Slowly I bring myself to walk backwards, my eyes staying on him as I navigate back to my bedroom expecting him to follow. His smile grows even wider as I pull my shirt over and throw it to the side. My hands make their way to my jeans, slowly unbuttoning them. I slip out of them leaving me only in my underwear, my breasts exposed. I didn't feel like wearing a bra today.
"I would love to know" he slowly makes his way to me. His eyes follow my hand as I run my fingers down my stomach and stop at the lowest part, putting two fingers into my laced underwear. Red lace of course.
"Let me show you" I say to him as I disappear into my bedroom. My back is still facing the doorway when I hear him walk in. My lips pull into a playful smile. I let out a small gasp when I feel his warm chest against my back, his hand grabbing mine and tracing down my stomach. He stops right above my underwear, making small circles before he puts his own two fingers into my underwear. I grab his arms as he gets closer and closer to my flower. He's going slow, teasing me. I bite my lip. His lips press against my ear sending chills down my entire body. With his free hand he cups one of my breast and starts massaging. His lips meet my neck once again and I swear I have never felt such heaven. His touch feels exactly like that: heaven on earth and it's a trip I would love to take multiple times tonight.
"Show me" he whispers. I grab his hands and force two of his fingers inside of me, walking him through exactly how I did to myself.
"Hook your fingers" I manage to say. My mouth falls open when he follows his instructions. "Faster" I beg.
"Is it better than when you imagined me doing this in your head" he asks. I nod, unable to form any words as his fingers continue working inside of me.
"Face me" he demands, pulling his fingers out. I want more and I want it now. I quickly turn around, our eyes meeting. He picks me up and throws me on the bed. I watch as he puts one breast into his mouth, his eyes not breaking contact. I smile down at him enjoying every second of it. He moves to the other breast, massages the other. I run my fingers through his hair.
He pushes my legs open. My eyes grow wide as he rips my underwear off, literally and lowers himself down to my flower. "Don't worry, I'll buy you new ones" he smiles and presses his lips against my soft spot. Once he starts sucking I throw my head back shutting my eyes. I reach for his head but he grabs my hands and holds them as he continues his tongue work. This man is going to drive me over the edge.
"Evan" I breathe out. Oh my god. I try to open my eyes but they only roll back and I swear I'm seeing the stars without a telescope. I arch my back not wanting him to stop. He gently pushes me down, tightening his grip a bit around my thighs. My free hands grip the sheets.
"You taste so fucking good" he starts unbuckling his belt. My heart starts racing as I watch him with such hunger. He smirks watching me watch him take his pants off. When he's only in his boxers, he takes my hand and places it down there. I slip my hands inside his boxers and watch him go crazy as I massage him. With my other hand I grab the back of his neck, making him come closer.
"And I feel even better" I say against his neck. "So come feel me." I demand. I can't wait anymore.
"Mmm" he kisses me hard, his hand on my lower back as he adjusts himself. "Put it in" he says to me. I smile at him as I reach my hand down and grab.
A moan escapes my mouth once he's inside. I can't help but grip the sheets harder the deeper he gets. I look up at Evan, trying to concentrate on his lips. He leans down and kisses me. I try to kiss him back but only end up moaning in his mouth.
My nails dig into his back as I feel us getting closer to becoming undone.
Our eyes lock when we both come undone and the feeling is euphoric. It always is with him.
I can't help but smile as he rests his forehead gently against mine. Sex has never been this great with anyone but him.
(Sorry I suck with writing about sex. This one is a bit boring. I don't want to be so explicit but want to make it somewhat good. Hopefully I get better with writing about it in my stories lol but if you've read this far, thank you so much. It'll only get more interesting from here)