Abusive Tsukasa X Naive Reader
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Short angst
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(Y/n POV)
Tsukasa mistreated me most of the time.
He tells me this is normal in relationships.
And if it is he doing it really well.
"YOU CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT"
"I CANT BELIEVE I LOVED YOU"
"THIS ISNT ABUSE!!"
"ABUSE IS WHEN I MISTREAT YOU FOR NO REASON BUT I DO HAVE A REASON AND ITS THAT YOUR USELESS"
Here some examples.
But also he can be nice so it's okay.
And he doesn't hit me.
"I love you"
"You mean so much to me"
"I'll alway be here for you"
"Your my everything"
Sometimes he's nice and sometimes he's in a bad mood.
But I forgive him! It's my fault for being useless and not a good lover.
Without Tsukasa I'm nothing.
I'm afraid to tell him I don't like the way he's treating me. But it makes him happy. So I forgive him.
So I'll be smiling for him.
It's not his fault he's like this.
It's my fault.
But it feels like he's playing with my mind.
He says so many sweet things. Then takes them back.
But
I
Know
For
Sure
That
I'm slowly feel like I'm losing myself.
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