Diary style
Tw- Doubting reality and if everything real, Could be considered creepy
If confused what the story means check the A/n
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[Y/n Pov]
03/15/1961
Hi diary so I was always Amane best friend since we were younger. He recently been saying outrageous things about how he wont go anywhere. I don't know how to feel with this info. I'm scared that he will hurt himself. I wish he knew how much he means to me. I like him so much more then people think.
I wish I wasn't a coward and could tell him how much his smile brings me joy. How his eyes are the most beautiful thing I ever seen. His soft hair that I sometime play with at school. I wish he could be mine. He just so perfect. I have to go now before I get caught not paying attention.
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03/16 /1961
Today Amane give me a red bracelet as a late valentines gift. Today me and him were in the baking club room and I baked his favorite donuts. He told me my cooking the best. I'll improve so he can like it even more. Sensei sometime looks at me weird like he's scared of me. That makes me laugh a bit.
Amane is so handsome and cute when he eats donuts. His smile brings me butterflies in my stomach. He's also been getting bullied. He won't tell me who doing it but when I find out. That person will never be able to hurt him again as long as I'm there. I have to go before my mom walks in me writing.
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03/17/1961
Today Amane was talking about how some soulmates aren't meant for eachother. I'm confused why would you be soulmates if things are toxic. Sometime he's confusing. He did smirk when telling me that so he prob was teasing me.
My mom and dad been saying a I been acting weird. I don't know what they mean. I'm perfectly fine. They were talking about how I been falling asleep all the time and waking up gasping for air. I had to explain I had a dream where all I saw was bright stop sign red. They calmed down and brushed it off as a pubrity things
I feel odd all of the time like everything my whole life is a dream. I bet I'm just overthinking. I'll be back diary Amane knocked on my door so we can hang out can't wait
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03/18/1961
I'm still having that weird dream. but I'm not that worried because Amane not getting hurt anymore for some reason it just stopped. Everything been fine perfect actually. Its just whenever I look at his finger it has a red string that's connected to mine.
I also been seeing pink bunnies and people floating. I also had a dream where a red string was choking me. I wanna tell someone but they will call me crazy.
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03/19/1961
I been seeing a lot of 1s everywhere I go. I heard someone that was floating whisper that I had a 1 year life span what does that mean. I fainted and saw red everywhere bright red. It makes my eyes hurt. I don't feel very good I'm going take a nap.
ps. My hands are getting weak writing this.
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03/20/1961
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03/21/1961
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03/22/1961
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03/23/1961
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Soulmates aren't always meant for each other.
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I wanted to try this new writing style. I also have schedule for this book so this will be when I post.
Fridays and Wednesdays
A/N
Also if your confused about the story. I wanted show one small change as someone death could change a lot of things. Might ask aren't soulmate meant for each other yes and no. Maybe someone could of been your soulmate but one little action changed it. I personality like the fact that the reader was very creepy and that could be considered why the relationship was toxic.
I also wanted to make the reader confused like any human would be. I wanted to show that maybe life could be a dream and were not real. I wanted to see her doubt if she's real. I wanted at first yandere but I got this. Sorry if its confusing.
