[Tsukasa X Reader]
Angst
Tw- Yelling, cuss words, self doubt, denial, Toxic relationship
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(Y/N Pov)
I stare at Tsukasa frustrated face . My eye sight blurring from crying. We always had argument's. But I Like he just killed my best friend how am i supposed to react. I won't let him talk in my heart.
"I'M NOT INSANE JUST INRATIONAL." He yelled at me.
Isn't that the same?
"You don't have to be like that!!" I yell at him. I was so angry how could he be this heartless after killing Mitsuba. I hate him. I hate you your the cause of all my problems. I don't know You anymore.
Where is the Tsukasa. I loved did he never existed?
Actions do say more then words.
I am a fool to think his "I love you" was real.
I know I should trust him because I love him but I am not naive.
I won't let him use me I am worth more.
I smile at myself I looked at Tsukasa angry faces. How much I love that face. I know I should end this its the best for the two of us but more for me.
"We are over!!" I yelled at him then ran away not even seeing his expression I knew if I stayed he would of lied to me and said Trust me or something like that. All I know is that it's bullshit.
Hes a liar.
I hate him and love him.
I think the best to explain how I feel is this "I hate him more then anything but I love him more then anyone in the world would."
Even if I miss him.
I am worth more. I deserve better so does he. He doesn't need me. I don't need him. I want him it's not a need.
I'm happier now thanks Tsukasa for teaching me this .
I said with a close smiled
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