[Amane x Reader]
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TW- Self harm abuse
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(Y/n Pov)
I sat there with a smile on my face.
Amane walked in.
"H-hi Y/n" His eye looked at the floor.
"Dont gotta be shy we knew each other for a long time." I exclaimed.
"Ahh you are right Y/n! Can I tell you something?" He asked me.
"Eh sure what is it." I asked.
"I-I *gulps* l-l-like *gulps* y-you!" He exclaimed with his eyes closed.
"I-I-" before I could finish he ran I heard him exclaimed. "I understand just wanted to tell you that before I go."
I couldn't let him not hear my answer.
I screamed "I LIKE YOU TOO IDIOT!" I exclaimed.
All I could hear from Amane is a gasp.
I'll talk to him tomorrow about this.
I sat there in silence waiting for Amane to come through the doors.
I was excited to see him after the sudden confession.
But
He never came.
I heard rumors that the Yugi twins died.
I sat there on my desk.
Tear dripping out of my eyes.
They hit the desk over and over again.
I even stained my book.
I felt so exhausted.
My body still shaked from shock.
I was in denial but now I know is that he's gone.
But.
yes
I still have regrets.
I could of stopped it if I chased him.
But thanks.
Thanks Amane that you were there for me.
I wish I could of been there for you.
I wish I could be your hero like you were to me.
I love you.
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This is Amane POV before he died like when he left
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(Amane Pov)
I heard that she yelled that she liked me back.
I kept running but I couldn't help but gasp.
How could she like me.
I don't deserve her.
I thought I was going be rejected.
But I need to keep my word I'm not going anywhere I can't I'll slow her down she has a future and I don't I can't be selfish.
I ran to my room gasping for air.
I heard Tsukasa walk into our house.
I ran into the closet.
I hid.
I started.
Pushing myself against the wall
My heels started to bleed.
my back started to ache.
I didn't stop tho.
Maybe
Just
Maybe
If I make myself small enough maybe I can disappear.
But no.
That didn't work so I started burning myself with a lighter that was in my pocket.
I give myself cuts with the kitchen knife.
Nothing worked.
My heels still bleed.
My back still aches.
My arms still sting from the cuts.
My burns still sting.
And I could still hear Tsukasa yells.
And my own quiet sobs.
I stared at the knob of our closet.
Which Tsukasa was still knocking on it Aggressively.
My vision became blurry from all my sobs.
I grabbed the knife with my shaky hands.
I open the knob still shaking .
When I saw Tsukasa I did the unthinkable.
And stabbed him on his stomach.
I heard the sound of his flesh when I stabbed it.
His eyes widen so did mine.
He didn't look angry or sad.
He seemed happy.
I didn't get to process everything till it was too late.
My heels were bleeding.
It hurt to walk.
I collapse on the floor sitting on my knees.
I stared at Tsukasa body.
I'm a monster.
I'm a horrible brother.
Why.
My body still ache.
my brother is lifeless on the floor.
My body still shake as I grabbed the knife that has my brother blood all over it and stabbed myself in my stomach.
I heard the sounds of my flesh as I stabbed it.
I felt my head feel light headed.
My vision blurred.
My body begin to feel weak
I leg go of the knife due to my body being weak.
I heard ringing in my ear it hurts so much.
I woke up in a school.
The only thing I know was I am here to repay for my sins.
I can't describe the feeling I haves
It's not sadness.
It was a extreme emotion.
If I were to describe it I just feel burnt out.
And exhausted.
But the only thing that live rent free in my mind is.
If the living not for me and so is the afterlife. What is for me?
Where is my true home.
And.
Who will be my hero.
