Just a Fan {Pablo FF} (Completed)

Chapter Sixty: Alexia's price

(A/N: Warning! This is just a fanfiction, purely out of my imagination.)

His POV

"Kahit sabihin mong mahal mo ako Sej pero iba naman ang pinapakita ng mukha mo. You still love her don't you?" She asked..

No.

Marie ikaw..

It's always been you Marie.

Ikaw ang mahal ko.

But it seems like.. Di mo ako paniniwalaan.

Kahit sabihin kong ikaw ang mahal ko. Kahit anong pilit ko..

Ayaw mong maniwala.

Why?

Di ba sapat yung pagmamahal na pinakita ko sayo?

Kulang pa ba Marie?

Tangina.

Gusto ko syang yakapin at halikan kaso baka masaktan siya lalo..

Baka di pa sapat ang lahat ng iyon to make her believe how much I love her.

Kanina pa pala siya nakatitig sakin.

Damn it.

Umiiyak siya. Did I do this?

Did I really made the woman I love cry so much?

It pains me.

At kahit masakit, I'll do this. I'll give the answer that you want Marie ..

Seems like you need space.

We both need it. Parehong hightened yung emotions natin and di tayo magkakausap ng matino pag ganto ..

The only way to do it is ..

"I... I don't know." Utal na sabi ko.

Truth is I don't know..

But it isn't the answer to her question.

I don't know..

Di ko alam..

Di ko alam kung magkakaayos pa ba tayo Marie.

Di ko alam kung kaya ba nating lagpasan to?

I mean, sinabi ko naman yung totoo.

Sinabi ko na lahat. I didn't even lie to her kahit na alam kong it's a big risk to say the truth na oo, at first nakikita ko si Alexia sa kanya but again ..

Staying in love with her is a choice.

My choice na kailanman di ko pinagsisihan.

Di ko na mahal si Alexia.

I don't care what happened in the past, pero tapos na kami, matagal na.

Ikaw na ang mahal ko Marie..

And reality check again Sejun ..

Words are not enough ..

She just nod her head slowly.

"That settles it. Talk to her. Ayusin niyo problema niyo. Wag niyo akong iipit sa gulo niyong dalawa." She said while wiping her tears away.

Pagkatapos nun ay umalis na siya.

Damn.

Damn.

Damn.

Ilang beses na ba akong nagmura?