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I awoke to the boys in my room spread out

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I awoke to the boys in my room spread out.

Yoongi and Jin sat next to me on either side of my bed patiently waiting for me to wake up... I think?

"She's awake," Namjoon said looking at me.

I honestly didn't want to speak. I couldn't find it in me to open my mouth and talk to anyone like nothing didn't happen to her yesterday. 

They sat me up and gave me water but I refused to drink it.

"You need to drink water. your lips are chapped." Yoongi said softly acting like I would break.

"Lee, you need to take something or just talk to us and tell us if you're okay," Jungkook said after him when I refused to talk.

Do I look okay?

I wanted to leave, I felt highly disgusted in my own skin.

Hoseok reached out to talk to me but I flinched moving away covering my body with the huge blanket on my bed. My eyes started to water until I was full-on crying.

I didn't want to be the trial for every single thing people do, men are disgusting and I want nothing to do with them

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I didn't want to be the trial for every single thing people do, men are disgusting and I want nothing to do with them.

Unfortunately, I was currently surrounded by boys and there was nothing I could do more than lay down on my bed and cry myself to sleep, that's what I did.

~A few hours later~

It was raining now.

I woke up to a pair of arms wrapped around me. Turning around I was met with Jungkook cuddling me which made me realize it was Kookie. As much as I would like to push him off because he was a male I didn't because he wasn't in the right mindset and I didn't want him crying.

 As much as I would like to push him off because he was a male I didn't because he wasn't in the right mindset and I didn't want him crying

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I tried to escape his grip but I was caught and he woke up.

"Noona? Are you awake?" He asked then I nodded.

"Why isn't Noona tawking? Kookie miss her voice, and why are they bwuses on your neck?" he asked again which made me run my hands on the hickey that were still splattered around my neck, a wave of disgust washing upon me.

I shook my head trying my best not to look at his doe eyes. We sat in silence.

"Kookie also had bwuses before, a long time ago but mine were darker."

That made me look at him in utter shock. What exactly had this kid been through? And how is he still a bundle of joy after everything I've managed to learn in the month and a half I spent with them.

"Are you okay Kookie?" I asked my voice hoarse from not talking for a while, which made Kookie's eyes light up.

"I don't know. Jungkook said our system is bwoken, he said we are twaing to get thwough stuff and we will do it togethwer." His words hurt me, for someone so small he shouldn't know the meaning of the word 'broken'.

When I raised my head to look at him he looked like he was about to cry which he was trying hard not to do.

I brought him into a hug and told him everything would be okay, I would be okay, he would be okay, and every single thing he has gone through will be in the past and I promised him I would always try my best to make him happy

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I brought him into a hug and told him everything would be okay, I would be okay, he would be okay, and every single thing he has gone through will be in the past and I promised him I would always try my best to make him happy.

We stayed there for a while before Jungkook fronted but still managed to say in my arms for a few minutes before announcing that he fronted making me let go off him.

He walked towards the door and before stepping out he talked to me.

"Thank you." He said making me confused and I gestured a for what which made him smile slightly.

"For comforting Kookie. No one except for the boys have done that for me and I'm very grateful to know that you will be there for Kookie when he's alone or needs help.

Life hasn't been great to us and I couldn't believe it when Kookie was talking so fondly about you after he first met you calling you pretty and all. Our family was not the best, when my mom found out I had a personality disorder she lost it and as for my dad, we won't talk about him right now.

I'm also sorry about everything too. I'm sorry for the bruise Jungguk  left on your wrist, I'm sorry for the pain you've been through, I'm sorry on behalf of the boys for the events of last night even though I know they feel sorry too." He finished making my heart break at his choice of words even putting me into consideration.

"Don't mention it Jungkook. If you ever need anything or anyone to talk to I'm right here." I replied barely above a whisper but he heard me.

He walked out leaving me alone in my thoughts...


Anyeong my loves, I hope you all enjoyed his little filler because I don't think I might update a lot more than usual because we have exams coming up which I am already stressed about.

Quote of the day: "No one is born ugly, we were just born in a judgemental society"

-Kim Namjoon

Have a lovely day, stay safe, wear a mask, and respect the Covid guidelines.

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