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Chapter 84

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Chapter 84
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Four weeks later

"This is bullshit!" I scream and flip the table over with my hands. The table flies from one end of the room to the other smacking the wall and bouncing backwards. Everyone stands at the sides being careful with any other object I might throw next.

Thirty days on this damn place, thirty days. I've been in prison for thirty days for attempt of murder on first degree. I have no more tears to cry, all I have is pure rotten anger. I grip my sweaty smelly hair and pace around the room walking from end to end. The trial is tomorrow, and I'm on verge to be thrown on prison for twenty five years. How? Honestly I have no idea. I don't deserve this, I haven't done anything wrong to deserve twenty five years on prison. All I seem to do wrong was defend myself and point Ayanna with a gun, that's all they have on me. Ayanna's lawyer seem to have a good one, who said I was planning her murder for a long time. I am impulsive and I don't lie, I responded I indeed was trying to force Ayanna to face justice, which for some reason pissed off the judge. Of course he'd be pissed off, they can't do their job and I'm rubbing it on their faces!

The metal door opens and he walks in with all his beauty. I sigh in relief and run my way over to him and as expected, he welcomed me in his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck hugging Alec tightly. He's been with me all throughout the trial, which seem to have a hard tug on both of us. I know he hasn't been sleeping, he's got purple bags under his eyes and harsh cheekbones. He looks around the room facing my lawyers, grandfather, guards and Agent Bobik. He looks at the table and sighs, kissing my forehead and my cheeks, alas he kisses my lips softly, a tender long-lasting kiss I've longed for.

"Everything is alright," he says rubbing my back and engulfing me in his arms.

"No," I say shaking my head. "It's not," he doesn't say anything, my situation is bad. "If I get twenty five years in here, I want you to walk away."

He scoffs furrowing his eyebrows. "What?" He clearly has no clue about what I'm saying.

I've thought about it day and night. I love Alec, I love him so much I need him to breathe natural air. Without him I hear bullets everywhere and when his hands are not on mine I see red. I've been loving him for so long with strength, nothing will ever delete the memory of us two. My love for him is everlasting, and I understand he loves me too. I smile softly, he can love someone else. Maybe not as much as he's loved me, but I hope with all my heart he can follow his dreams without me. If I get twenty five years behind bars I don't want him to die without sleep, I don't want him to wait for so long. He's a beautiful man, a work of art and his heart is pure soft diamond. I cup his face in my hand and caress his cheeks softly. It doesn't make me sad, it once did when I thought of the idea, but now it makes me happy. If my life ends here in this place, then let it be, but he can live for both of us. His happiness is my happiness, and that's all I need to know. I will make sure that wherever we are, together or not, he's happy.

"I won't hold you back," I whisper.

"You're fucking kidding me woman," he curses gripping my wrists. Men come forward but I make a hand gesture to back off. He's not hurting me, he's incapable of hurting me. "I took a bullet for you, I died a thousand times for you, now you tell me to back off? Is this a joke? Am I on TV?"

I gulp, swallowing hard and looking down. "I just want the best for you."

He grips my face in his hand forcing me to look up to him. "You're the best for me," he says and then he kisses my plucked lips. "It's you, you are the one. We've been through hell together, you're giving up on me one step away from heaven?"