Lost + Found (A CatchingYourClouds Fan-fic) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 12

I shook my head shyly, looking down. I'm sure my cheeks were either as red as a murder scene or as white as a hospital ward.

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After about two hours, they were finished and all eyes turned to me. I could feel a shiver running down my back and my leg started to jitter up and down. I bit my lip and forced myself to look straight back at them.

Bryan started to walk over, he was smiling and looked at me with kind eyes. He knelt beside me and said that I didn't have to do anything if I didn't want to. I could hear Drake pretending to be busy in the background, he knew me too well.

I sighed. What the hell.

"I'll do it...just give me a few minutes."

Bryan got up smiling and nodding while Drake silently celebrated in the background, thinking I hadn't noticed.

I set up the stand with the music and lyrics balanced on top, I connected my guitar strap and I took a deep breath. This was it.

"Three, two, one, action."

"Did you ever stop, to see what I had to say?

Did you, ever want, me to be this way?

Well I'm sorry, but I'm not going to change for you.

Sorry, I've got to go. It's just what I need to do.

Maybe one time, the world will get me.

Maybe sometime, you will see...

When you said everything was going to be alright,

You never even heard me when I cried those tears at night.

You thought you understood, never were you so wrong.

I can't live like this anymore,

Goodbye, so long...

Let's just leave it all behind.

I need to leave, I need to be free.

Come on, we're running out of time.

I will have what should of always been mine.

Maybe one time, the world will get me.

Maybe sometime, you will see...

How much all of this really means to me!

When you said everything was going to be alright,

You never even heard me crying those tears at night.

You thought you understood, never were you so wrong.

I can't live like this anymore,

Goodbye, so long...

I'm off to see the city.

Oh my, it looks so damn pretty.

Better than being stuck at school,

Where everyone is so cruel.

Kicking me, beating me.

Death threats, who wants that?

I want to be free,

To live the life that I want to lead.

So goodbye, so long..."

There was complete silence. I looked down, wanting to cry. I'd messed it up hadn't I?

Then someone started to clap, and everyone else joined in.

Wait, what? Why were they clapping? I had done terrible...hadn't I?

I looked over at Drake, to see him giving me the biggest smile I'd ever seen then continuing to dance.

"So, Jenna, any last words?"

"Um...I like llamas." I said, mentally facepalming as soon as it came out my mouth.

The camera was turned off.

I turned to see Drake and Bryan whispering to each other.

"So are you going to upload it?" whispered Drake.

"Fuck yes."

A/N Hey guys...sorry for not updating it 100000000 years. I know that this chapter is probably rubbish but I tried my best, kay? xD Also, the lyrics were written in about two minutes, so I'm sorry if they are so bad they blind you.

Anyhoo, love you all and yeah bye.

Rachel xxx