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EIGHTEEN: Lyrics

CHAN'S POV

I'm currently waiting for Jisung here at my studio. What's up with him? He's an hour late. I already started writing for our new song and the lyrics so far are very meaningful to me because they are what I felt for a long time and I guess, I still feel this way. After years of looking for him, I should be happy because I found him. However, he does not remember me as Chan. He knows my by being CB97.

[quick a/n: the song that I will be using is Chan's Don't Want to Acknowledge/I hate to admit. If any mistranslations occur, please forgive me I just searched this online. xoxo]

"I'll wait a bit longer
I've already done so for this long, woah

I don't want to accept it
I'm still missing you
How could I forget?
We promised ... "

I wrote at a notebook where I keep all my drafts and put "Felix" as its temporary title and since this is dedicated to him. I'll never forget how he broke his promise that he will stay by my side. He left without telling me. He left my heart crying that time.

I continued to think about the right set of words when I hear a knock at the door. Finally! Jisung is here. I stood up and went for the door and I was shocked as I opened it. It was Yeji.

"What are you doing here? You have to train with the other trainees, right?" I asked her as I went back to my seat. "Well, it's our break time and I want to catch up with you. It feels nice to debut right?" she said and closed the door. "Yes it's the best feeling ever. Don't worry you'll debut soon, I believe" I encouraged her. "That's nice of you, Chan oppa" she replied and sat on the table in front of me. "It's nothing, you're like a little sister to me" I smiled at her. "What do you mean? You're so sweet to me and now you're saying that you see me as your little sister?! Come on! Don't play with my feelings. I know you like me too, Chan. I love you!" Yeji said and she began to touch my chest.

I stood up because of the discomfort I felt. "Yeji, sorry. Please leave, I only see you as my little sister. Leave before I tell the head of our company" I told her and she went down of my table as she walked closer to me. "You played with my feelings! How could you!" she yelled at me. Luckily, my studio is sound proof so no one can hear her from outside. We heard a knock on my door. "Why did you lock the door?" I asked her. I went to open the door but she pushed me. I lost my balance and fell to the floor. To my surprise, she went on top of me.

"Hey, Chan! Sur-" the door opens and I saw Felix standing there. Wait did he just call me Chan?! He remembers me as Chan now?! He dropped a cup of Iced Americano, I can tell by its aroma. I pushed Yeji away and tried to stand up. "Oh shit" Jisung said in a low voice. "Sorry, hyung. I opened your studio using my key, we just want to surprise you" Jisung explained. It's not his fault though. "It's okay, where did Felix go? He just called me 'Chan' right?" I asked him. "I think he went outside already with his friend. Go get your wife! He remembers you" he answered and I immediately ran to follow him. I can't lose him again. Never.

JISUNG'S POV

"Ya! You're such a flirty slutty girlie! Get out of this studio or I'll dip your face over the spilled coffee right there!" I yelled at Yeji as I pointed out the coffee at the floor. Good thing she ran for her life because she just made the gay inside me mad! She turned me to a mad bitch. Grrr! I hope Chan hyung finds Felix before it's too late. It was supposed to be a perfect surprise but thanks to that bitch. Everything's ruined even Chan hyung's hairline. Just kidding. Damn!