Shattered Heartstrings

𝟎𝟒 | The squad

Here is the much awaited update! Enjoy...💅💅

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I smile to prove to all that I'm okay. If only the smile could prove to me that I'm happy. I laugh to heal my soul, if only laugh could heal my SHATTERED HEARTSTRINGS

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Squidward.

That is the first name that pops randomly in my head as I stare at the human before me. You must be wondering why I'm using a character from Spongebob? Well the person before me has zero chills. No smiling. Stoic face. Bored expression. Sharp eyes. What else? Oh he must be wondering who I am.

While me, on the other hand, I'm smiling like the infamous cat that went to London to see queen Elizabeth in our nursery rhyme.

I lowkey resemble a dazed human seeing a zombie for the first time in real life. Whereas, its just a normal person I'm staring at. No scratch that, He's not a normal person. He's a celebrity of course.

Remember when I said I have top ten celebrity crushes? Okay let me do a quick rundown.

10. Timini Egubson
9. Sydney Talker
8. Justin Bieber
7. Lee min ho
6. Shawm Mendes
5. Jace Norman
4. Amaar
3. Jide Peterson
2. Jerry Akintunde

And finally my number ONE is who I'm staring at. Like right now. My main and overall celebrity crush.

Jamal Nonso.

O.M.G!! Am I dreaming? please somebody should wake me up. You know when you fantasise and daydream too much, you start seeing your surreality turning to reality. So yeah, maybe that is what is happening to me right now. I close my eyes and inhale deeply counting to three.

One..

Two..

Three...

I open my eyes again and truly it is him. The bold grey pair of eyes that holds the ultimate power to both weaken and break a human. The same pair of eyes that female and male fans trip for and the same pair of eyes that makes my insides to turn jelly and munchy when watching music videos or live interviews. I never believed a Nigerian can possibly have grey pair of eyes, but standing before me is an Adonis caramel skinned guy that beats every single fantasy.

Wawu.

I never imagined my life would turn out to be like this. My main celebrity crush out of the musical group is standing four feet away from me! I think I'm gonna pass out for the second time today.