「Dreaming For Stars」TPNxReader

[185: Oliver]

"Probably,"
I said with a smile.

Oliver started driving to his college.

He was hard to get to.
He wasn't much older than me, it just seemed like he was... distant.

He told me about Lucas, how he was practically his father.

I understood that... and his feelings of anger for Peter Ratri.

But Oliver was simply hard to get to. He didn't share much things.
He had this "leader" thing, so he put everyone before himself.

I looked out the window as we headed to the college.

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I sat down at Oliver's desk, finishing my few pieces of work I had.

I didn't know what I felt for Oliver.
It was a strange feeling that made me want to always be with him.
And to see him smile always made me happy.

I turned to Oliver, he was looking through some of his books beside me.

"What's wrong?"
He asked with a smile, turning to me.

My cheeks felt hot for a quick second.
"Um... nothing. Well, uh- what... ahem. What does I love you, mean?"
I asked him.

It wasn't hard to ask the question, but I felt nervous.

He looked slightly stunned but he chuckled softly.
"I thought you would know at least that,"
He said.

I chuckled and rolled my eyes.
"Well, no... i know it means like a strong feeling for someone. But I've never... I don't know,"
I muttered.

He smiled and put his hand on mine.

"Take a deep breath, and focus on what you want to say, Y/n,"
He said softly.

I nodded and did as he said.
After a few second, I turned to him and smiled.

"Do you love me, Ollie?"
I asked him.
It was a genuine question.
There was different types of love...

He looked stunned and he struggled to speak.

"I... well... that's hard to answer. I don't want to say it like this,"
He told me.

I was confused, and hurt. I didn't know why.
Either way, I nodded slightly.

We continued on our work silently.

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When it was time for the party, Oliver changed into something more casual and handed me a sweater.

"If they offer you a drink, say no, then run away,"
He told me as he helped me put it on.

I chuckled.
"All right, all right,"
I said.

"Same goes for drugs."
He quickly added.

I nodded and we walked out.
Oliver kept me close when we entered the house the party was at.

It was... chaos.

Sandy and Zack rushed up to us.
Sandy... was obviously drunk.

"Y/n!"
He smiled, hugging me tightly.

"We've missed youuuuu,"
He said.

"Especially Oliver, wink face,"
He said. And yes, he actually said "wink face"

I chuckled and pushed him away, back to Zack.

"Sorry about him, Y/n,"
Zack said with a sigh.