I heard a whisper of you the other day
A whisper of lies, of death and decay
It brought upon me so much fear
That I pushed you away, everything I hold dear.
We yelled, fought, shoved, screamed,
And it all amounted to nothing, or so it seemed.
I do not know when, how, or why,
But all I really wanted to do was hold you and cry.
It's just... I was too angry baby don't you see?
I couldn't see past this veil of insanity.
Scared of you, anger clinging tight to the bone
If I had let it loose I would have known.
Instead I ran away, as fast as I could go
And I tried to bury these feelings in the snow.
But now the shades are raised and I can see,
That the problem with this all... was me.