When did this happen?
The whispered words of love...
The shouted words of hate
All came back
Before I remembered
To close the gate.
We began with a magic
And ended with a hell
But there is more to this story
Than I am willing to tell.
You trick me into love
Remind me how to feel
Bring me close into your arms
And then you try to make a deal.
I want that love
More than anything in the skies
Your breath on my cheek
Is worth listening to your lies.
I know that you don't mean it
A word that falls from those lips
I know the only reason you even talk to me,
pretend that you care for me,
Is to get what's between my hips.
I know this all,
Yet my heart does not care.
I want to lie down next to you
And drown in your stare.
I figure that it will all happen over again,
The way the world caught on fire
How my sanity was drowned,
When the heavens tumbled down
But that is somehow worth it,
This painful desire.