Sultry||s.j

-Eleven-

{Natasha}

For the first time in a while I had another man on my mind besides Tony. I couldn't shake a single memory that involves Jackson. We aren't official, hell I barely knew if we were in that 'talking' stage, but giving private dances to other men didn't feel right anymore.

At the club we have a choice. There's a list of girls in each section that are willing to give private dances. That way clients know who to task and who not to ask. I had been on those lists for a while but soon planned on getting taken off out of respect for Jackson and our 'situation'. It felt like the right thing to do.

"You're thinking about him again, aren't you?" Izzy noticed my spaced out mind.

We were at my place smoking once again. It was well deserved after a long night, and the sunrise made it even better.

Every time I step onto my balcony now my mind runs to him. He so easily made me cum in a matter of minutes off of head.

Something Tony was never really interested in...

I cursed my rotten brain for always comparing the two.

"Maybe.. what guy gives head and doesn't expect any in return? He's literally perfect Izzy," I sighed and ripped the bong again.

The last hit knocked me off of my feet. My body began to tingle into relaxation as my mind wandered off again.

"I say you go spend some more time with bad boy Prince Charming."

That's what Izzy and I chalked him up to be.

"He asked if I wanted to come over later today so he can show me what he does in person.. I'm kinda scared," I admitted while twiddling my fingers.

What if Jackson ends up being too good to be true? Not everyone can be that perfect all of the time..

"I'm sure whatever it is can't harm you. It seems like he already cares about your wellbeing- a lot."

Lord knows where I'd be with out Izzy. She told me what I needed to hear and always had a sensible reason.

"Did I mention what I would do with out you?" I asked her.

"Lose you're fucking mind," she snorted.

We let our cannabis induced giggles take over. Then continued watching the ombré horizon.

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"Hello beautiful," Jackson greeted me with a hug.

I agreed to go over to his place after me and Izzy's wake n bake. He came to get me as soon as I told him I was ready, and we left shortly after our greeting.

"I must warn you that there is triple the amount of security you've seen so far waiting at the estate. You'll actually be the only woman there. Besides our chefs and maids that visit at specific hours of the day, of course."

I didn't know whether to be shocked by hearing the word 'estate', or worried that I'm the only female.

"Oh.." is the only response I could form.