ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

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Y/n pov

"And action." The director yells.

I started to model on the side of the bed,
I tried not to look at Finn but I have a feeling he was uncomfortable with me doing shots like this.

Finns pov

I looked around and I felt so uncomfortable with everyone just watching her nearly naked. I havent even seen her half naked in a bra and panties since the sleepover. Even at the sleepover she wasn't this exposed. I even saw Jack, he looked uncomfortable watching her too.

"This is like watching my sister naked." Jack says.
"I feel like going up their and covering her." I sigh.
"Your so protective." Jack smiles.
"Well yeah, I care about her so much." I say, I watched her again and tried not to think about it.

Shes amazing, everything she does is perfection. Her beautiful soft skin is blinding, so glowy. Her eyes sparkle, the camera makes her a different kind of character in herself.

Y/n pov

After the quick last scenes everyone started to leave because we were done for the day,

"Good job today Y/n, your so perfect to the camera." Heaven says walking up to me on the set.

A woman gives me my robe and slippers and I respond back to Heaven,

"Thanks Heaven." I say.
"You know this is a big part, after the album is released you are going to be huge, especially after Stranger Things as well." She says.
I nodded and just wanted to change,
Then Finn and Jack came up to me,
"Well I'll see you tomorrow for the next filming." Heaven says.
"Bye." I smile.

She walks away and I focus my attention on Finn and Jack,
"That was very-" Finn sighs.
"I understand how you feel about it." I say
"Yeah, we dont have to talk about it right now." He rubs his neck.
"Are you going to change?" Jack asks.
"Yeah, I'll be back guys." I say.

I walk to the changing room and change back into my old clothes. There was a mirror in their, last time I tried not too look but this time I caught myself just looking at me in the lace bra. I already put on the jeans, I slowly grabbed my shirt and tried to look away. But it was like my life depends on looking in the mirror. I held my shirt and looked myself. Then my mind wondered on the bad things that have happened to me,

"No, stop." I tell myself.

Then I didnt think about the car accident or Noah. I thought about Justin, my ex.
That afternoon came into my head, I havent thought about him in almost a year. All these emotions I havent felt in a year were scattering all over my body. The tingles in my arms and toes. Butterflies in my stomach. My head was almost spinning. Not this again, I havent had a panic attack in a long time. My breath started to increase. Deeper in each breathe. The feeling that is as closest to dying. Then I felt tears about to come out my eyes. I held them in and slammed my back against the wall still looking at myself. I dropped my bag that I had in their, it made a loud noise. Then I heard a knock on the door,

"Is everything okay in their?" The woman asks.

I was about to respond, but I just had this horrible feeling. Vomit.
I threw myself on my knees and bended down to the mini trash can. It came flowing out and I made that loud vomit noise.

"Are you throwing up?" She asks.

I wiped my mouth and I put my shirt on fast. Then I grabbed my bag and opened the door.

"I'm sorry, I threw up in the trashcan." I say point at it.
The woman was my makeup artist,
She grabs a wet towel from the table next to her and a water bottle.
"No thank you, I'm okay now." I say.
"Are you sure?" She asks.
"Yes, thanks though, um I'll see you tomorrow, thanks for today." I say trying to get away fast.

I pushed the thought in the back of my mind fast then when I got back to set Jaden was there to say hi.

"Amazing job Y/n." He says.
"Thanks Jaden, that was great." I say.
"Tomorrow is going to be even better." He says.
"Yeah, at the hills." I smile.
"Yeah, it's going to be beautiful the sunset pulls the whole vibe all together." He smiles back at me.
"I can't wait." I say.
"Well I'll see you tomorrow." He gives me a hug and I say bye.

Then I walked back to Finn and Jack.

"Ready?" Jack asks.
"Yeah, let's go." I smile.
I tried to start walking but Finn got in front of me,
"Is everything okay Y/n, you look pale." He says.
"Finn I'm fine let's-"

Before I could finish my sentence, vomit.
I quickly ran to the near trash can and it all came out again. Finn chased after me and I felt his hands hold my hair back.

As soon as I finished I pulled back and that disgusting taste came into my mouth again.

"Y/n are you okay?" Jack asks.
"I-Im fine." I cough.
Finn rubs my back softly,
"Here Miss L/n, I thought you might need this after you threw up in the changing room." The same makeup artist tried to give me a water bottle and towel.
"You threw up twice?" Finn asks me.
"Yes." I sighed.
"You must have gotten sick out of nowhere." Jack says.
"Do you want these?" The woman asks.
"No, thank you." I say.
Then Finn grabs the things from her,
"She does want them thanks." He says.
"Finn, I'm not sick." I say.
"Yes you are." He says.
"Just drink some water." Jack says.
I sighed and drank some water for them.

We walked to Finns car, I guess he finished getting it fixed. I went into the front seat and Jack sat in the back.
Finn gave me a bag in case I threw up again,
"Finn I'm not sick." I say.
"Your so stubborn." He giggles and grabs my hand.
"Ugh." I sigh.
"You should at least get some rest." Jack says.
"Fine." I sigh.

Finn held my hand the whole ride back,
He is so calming, then when we got there he wrapped his arm around me as we walked back to his dorm.

All of a sudden I dont feel nauseous anymore. I feel perfectly fine, like it never happened.

When he got inside his dorm he made me go straight to bed, I just listened to him so he wouldn't freak out.
"Finn, I'm fine." I say.
"You should still stay here tomorrow instead of going to class." He says.
"But-"
"No buts." Finn says.
"Fine, I'm only doing this for you." I say.
"Good, now I'm going to run to the store for some things." Finn says.
"Bye." I sigh.
"Do I get a kiss goodbye?" Finn asks about to leave.
I look at Jack and he smiles,
"I think he wants a kiss from you not me." Jack laughs.
"Fine." I laugh.
Finn laughs and he comes closer to me and I give him a kiss on the lips,
"Bye gorgeous, I'll be back soon." He says
"Bye handsome." I say.

Finn left and it was just me and Jack..
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