to c: march 13

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first text message since i agreed to go on a date with my new friend Elliot

11:34 p.m
c//you still up

11:37
me//yup

11:38
c//do you love me

11:39
me//why

11:41
c//or at least do you trust me

11:41
me//ya you've given me no reason not to

11:45
c//well then i think it is time i prove that i have made mistakes too

11:47
me//i doubt they are as bad as mine

11:49
c//we'll find out

c//promise you won't get mad

11:53
me//i am too mad at myself to share my anger with others so ya i promise

me//plus i think i still love you

11:55
c//i think that that will change soon because what i am about to tell you might be sorta important. but if i am mad at you, you are allowed to be mad at me

11:56
me//...sure

12:04
c//it's been three years since i liked you and during those three years i have always chosen you over anyone. but i guess i was just confused around the second year because we were still just friends even though i wanted more and i wanted to try a real relationship. rememeber payton? she was one of your partners in lab. well we dated for two months before i dumped her because i felt like i was using her to get away from my feelings for you. i never told you.

12:05
me//wow

12:05
c//????

12:06
me//never mind

me//anything else

me//please tell me the truth. remember our promise?

12:07
c//yea

c//there might be one more thing

12:09
me//ok

12:12
c//i didn't like you when you were told for the first time that i did

c//it was only so that my friend could get closer to yours because he liked her. you were quiet and quirky and i soon fell in love with you as i watched you fall in love with me

c//it only took me about two weeks to like you

12:16
me//oh

12:18
c//see, i have made awful mistakes too

*read {by me} at 12:19 a.m*

2:34 a.m
c//Bree? are you ok?

*read {by me} at 2:36 a.m*

2:59 a.m
c//i am serious what's going on

2:59
me//i am fine

3:00
c//where are you Bree?

3:01
me//in the oblivion of my heart

3:02
c//i am so sorry

3:04
me//okay

me//bye, i should get some sleep. tomorrow i have a date

3:09
c//cool

c//bye

*read {by me} at 3:09 a.m*

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