One Hundred Shades of Forever.

Chapter Twenty Eight.

            “Cuddle.” I pleaded. “C’mon baby.”

            My plan worked and he gave in, letting out a sigh of defeat and crawled on top of me.

            “You’re a little tease, you know that?”

            “Mhm… but so are you baby. You walk around naked and expect me to not want to touch you. That’s not how it works.”

            “I’m not even that attractive Sophia.”

            And then I was staring at him in shock because I thought he was joking but he wasn’t. He had a stone cold expression on his face and when he looked at me he looked so insecure in that moment that I completely regretted even bringing it up.

            “Babe…” I soothed, stroking his cheek with my hand. “What’s wrong?”

            “I just don’t see how you think of me like that when there are so many guys out there that would kill to have you and they’d probably treat you so much better, you know? I have the worst eyebrows in the entire world, I get acne more than anyone can see and only you see it because you wake up next to me every day and that makes me even more insecure because you see how just… god, I don’t know. I just-“

            “You are out of your mind, you know that?”

            He looked at me and started to smile when I reached up and started to play with his hair.

            “Justin you are the sexiest man I have ever seen in my entire life and that’s the honest truth. Your eyebrows are my favorite and your acne is just a part of you. What you don’t understand is that I love what’s inside baby. Regardless of what’s happened and regardless of our fights I still think you treat me like a princess and you need to stop being so insecure around me. I love you babe and I never stopped. It’s always only been you.”

            His lips started to kiss my neck and I started to giggle when he picked up their speed and moved his kisses to my jawline before they attached with my lips, me just lying there and hooking my arms around his neck as he pulled away and looked at me in utter appreciation.

            “You sure? So you never fell for Ben?”

            That explained everything as soon as I heard his question and I just rolled my eyes and looked towards the window that overlooked the city of London, which we haven’t even had time to tour yet. Well, we probably did, we just decided to do things that required a bed and alone time.

            “Are you really jealous of Ben?”

            “I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t. Sophia when I saw you kiss him on the cover of that magazine I didn’t know what to do with myself. I never really prepared myself for when I’d finally see you move on and be with someone else but when I saw it was Ben I was so pissed off. It took everything I had to not punch the shit out of him at the club that night. He had you even if it was just for two weeks but he had you Soph and that scares me.”

            “He didn’t have me Justin. I mean yeah, we kissed but we only kissed once. I had a crush on Ben but with you I-“

            “Don’t say that.” He groaned. “You know how jealous I get Sophia. Don’t say that.”

            “Well would you like me to lie?”

            “In this case, yes. Lie to me.”

            “Okay well then I never had one ounce of feeling toward Ben in any way shape or form.” I giggled. “Better?”

            “Much. I don’t want you talking to him Sophia and I mean that. Not anymore.”

            I kind of looked at him in disbelief when I heard him and he could tell I was irritated because he moved off of me and continued to wait for an answer. He can’t seriously expect me to not talk to one of my best friends that’s been in my life for almost seven years now. He’s out of his mind.

            “Justin I know things happened between us but Ben’s been in my life longer than you have. He’s always been a loyal friend to me and I know he probably never wants to speak to me again after what happened but I still want to have contact with him. I can’t just push him out of my life forever because we kissed one time.”

            He was out of bed before I even finished and I just let out a huge sigh when he grabbed his clothes and went into the bathroom without saying a word to me. I was expecting him to be upset with my answer but honestly he needs to trust me that I wouldn’t cheat on him with Ben. I’m faithful to him and only him and I would never hang out with Ben if Justin weren’t with me.  I just think it’s a little uncalled for to tell me I can’t speak to one of my best friend’s.

            “Justin, really? Open up the door.”

            I tugged on the handle but it wouldn’t budge.

            The water of the shower then started up and that made me twice as mad because as soon as I woke up this morning that was what I was looking forward to and now he’s taking one without me. Just great.

           

A/N:

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Sorry for the late update but i'm in NY with friends and i've just been extremely busy!

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