I wish I had met you sooner, so I could love you longer.
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"Zavian!!" I shouted as I stood in front in front of Jason.
"Iris, move." He said sternly. He was being not reasonable.
"See, you can't control my life." I snapped at him...
"Did something happen?" I asked carefully, hoping that they won't ground me.
I looked up to see my dad and mom looking at me. They looked worried. Worried?! Not Angry?!Well, that's not okay...
"Sweety, are you sure you are okay?" Dad asked softly. I looked at them confused.
I felt my inside crumble down as his words registered in my head. It must have happened. Not again. Not now. Not when I am going to enjoy my life.
"Yesterday, it started again didn't it?" I asked, my voice cold as ice. I hate this. I hate myself for not being able to stop it. Not being able to fight it.
"Sweety, it was nothing." Mom tried to calm me.
"What did I do yesterday?" I asked. My voice, devoid of emotions.
"Sapphire, you, at last, saw it. Right?" I asked turning to my sis. She never knew what was happening to me. She would have been broken if she knew something was wrong with me.
"Iris, I- w-why didn't you tell me?" she asked as tears welled up in her eyes,
"It is nothing. It is just my sleepwalking has gone to its worst." I said hugging her.
I used to sleepwalk when I was a kid. Then I started to run during sleep. After that, I started talking during sleep. At last, I started to scream with my eyes open. No therapy could cure me until I got into an accident and all the screaming disappeared.
I turned to dad. I don't remember a thing.
"Can anyone tell me what nonsense did I do yesterday?" I asked as I faked smiled. It is hard. It is hard to act okay when you are not.